Chapter 101: Life Experience
Since returning to Yang this time, the three madmen can be said to be too thick-skinned, and they don't care what others think of them at all. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
After Dao Xin left, there were only two people left in the house, the three madmen and Dao En, which was a little awkward in this atmosphere, as if it was cold.
"Dao heart is like this, childish, not grown up yet!" Dawn said with a smile, he knew that the three madmen heard it, and he also wanted the three madmen not to have any prejudice against this little junior brother.
After Dawn finished speaking, the three madmen thought about it, although they were a little reluctant, but they still nodded in agreement.
"Maybe you think this is my junior brother, I have to say something good!" Dawn lowered his head and paused shyly.
The three madmen looked at Daun's expression, and it actually aroused some steamed feelings in his heart, and he suddenly thought of the stone.
"Actually, it's not all what you think, Daoxin and I are both orphans, abandoned by our parents outside the mountain gate since we were children, it was the master who took us in and raised us from a young age! It's just that I'm probably a little luckier than Daoxin, at least I don't know who my parents are! Daun let out a long sigh.
"Lucky doesn't know who your parents are?" The three madmen were a little confused in their hearts.
"Haha! You must be thinking to yourself, why am I so happy if I don't know who my parents are! In fact, I won't tell you that this question has also puzzled me for a long time, I have always felt that I should be sad about my life experience, I should be sad, and even more so I should spend the rest of my life by giving up on myself, and even I have been like this before......" Dawn said with tears in the corners of his eyes, and his voice was a little choked.
The three madmen wanted to persuade Daone, but they couldn't speak, and they didn't know what else to do to express their comfort to Daone, and it looked a little funny for a while.
Looking at the three madmen like this, Dawn waved his hand to signal the three madmen not to pay attention to himself, and then said to himself.
"I was eighteen years old that year, and for eighteen years I have always wanted to know who my parents were, and I have been resenting why they left me, and I didn't tell my master that day, I just planned to sneak out quietly alone, wander the world, and never come back, and it was at that time that I saw the Dao Heart! I still remember vividly, the weather was the same as it was today......" Dawn said, his eyes a little glazed, as if he had gone back to that day.
"It was a couple, two people came in a hurry, left the Taoist heart in front of the view and left without looking back, I wondered, I felt angry, how could there be such a ruthless parent in the world, so I hugged the Taoist heart and asked the couple, I asked them: Why are you so ruthless, you actually left this unweaned child, since you don't raise him, why do you want to bring him to this world? And guess what they said to me? Dawn asked with a sudden smile.
"Forget it, forget it, it's me who is not good, and I forget everything when I talk about myself!" Dawn shook his head and waved his hand, he had never told anyone else about his heart for so many years except for his master, and most of the reason why he said it today was because the three madmen were dumb, even if he knew more, he could only hide it in his heart.
"Hmm......" The three madmen replied, wanting to speak, but their tongues were still like that.
The couple said that the eight characters of Xiao Daoxin are a little strange, and they must be given to outsiders to adopt in order to live, otherwise they will definitely die early...... In order to keep Xiao Daoxin alive, they can only send Xiao Daoxin out ruthlessly! There was a hint of displeasure on Daun's face.
"It's ridiculous, the better they told me that they would come to pick him up when Xiao Daoxin was older, I believed it and agreed to them, just like that, I came back with one foot out of the door, day after day, year after year, until Daoxin is eight years old this year, I have been waiting for them every day for the past eight years, I just want to see if there are really such heartless parents in this world, but until now I still haven't waited for that pair of women!" There was a hint of loss or loneliness on Dawn's face!
"Uh-huh......" the three madmen snorted, he wanted to tell Dawn that not all parents in the world are like this, there is no parent in the world who does not love their children, he wants to tell Dawn about Cher, wants to talk about Cher's mother, but even if he says it, even if he speaks with emotion, but what can it be? What can you do to convince Dawn, do you want Cher to come back?
"I have never told Daoxin about these things, let alone let him leave the Taoist Temple for half a step, I think he grew up happily, watching him grow up little by little, although he has been calling me senior brother, but in my opinion he is like his own child, I spoil him, the master spoils him! After a long time, Dao Xin also has some bad problems on his body! Therefore, Dao Xin's usual words are naturally a little arrogant! It's a bit unreasonable! Dawn bowed his head with some reproach.
Listening to Dao En talk there, the three madmen understood a little more in their hearts, and they couldn't help but have a lot less prejudice against Dao Xin in their hearts.
He knows that it is useless to say anything, or to do anything, and the best thing is to be a listener.
"In the past eight years, I have been thinking and reflecting every day, why my parents are like this, why I don't know what my parents look like, I have been asking the master about this repeatedly, I once thought that I was the same as Daoxin, maybe my parents are the same as Daoxin's parents, and I also have this agreement with my master, agreeing that one day when I grow strong, I will suddenly appear and take me home, so I waited quietly, waiting for them to appear, but I have been waiting for twenty-six years, For the past 26 years, I have been looking forward to it every day and every night, expecting them to suddenly appear, but after a long time, it has become a kind of torment, and the master said that my mental power is too heavy, so I should not be so stubborn, and said that this is also a test of the Tao, so that I can calm down and understand the Tao, so I calmed down and began to think, and began to understand the mystery of the scriptures! But I couldn't read it, and I couldn't understand it! I thought I was too stupid, so I went to ask the teacher, and the master told me: Is it so difficult to let go? I said yes! The master asked him to go up the mountain every day to chop wood, and said that he would go to him when I understood it......"
Listening to Daun tell his story, the three madmen thought of themselves, Daun was somewhat similar to him, but Daun was not as tiger as he broke into the underworld directly. It's no wonder that he has some natural affinity for Dawn, maybe this is what the old people often say smells like! He listened quietly, listened more carefully.
"Until one day, I noticed that every day is a happy Dao Heart, I suddenly realized how lucky I am compared to the Dao Heart, at least I don't know who my parents are, so I don't have to worry about too many things, at least then I can forgive them! Maybe they're long gone, or maybe they left me because of some urgency! When I figured it out, I realized that I had been living in my own world, I had only heard my own voice, and I had never looked at this world, just like the frog at the bottom of the well! "When Dawn said that he was in a hurry, there was a divine light in his eyes! It seems that there is a strange flow color!
The three madmen listened carefully, and the thoughts in their minds seemed to be clearer, even clearer, and vaguely enlightened.
It's just that it's just a vague one! Otherwise, there would be no next story......