Chapter 148: It's decided
Now, Jing Chenxuan really has a feeling that he doesn't know what Jing Shenxue wants to do!
It's just that when he looked at Jing Shenxue, he felt that Jing Shenxue was ...... now It doesn't seem to be in particularly good shape.
It's really going to be unbearable, and I can't help but start worrying.
Jing Shenxue's gaze was still a little indifferent.
She had just watched Yan leave the palace.
Outside, the sound of battle was heard.
She hasn't started to act yet.
Even under Jing Chenxuan's command, everyone else was ready to leave.
But she just stood there, motionless.
There was also a little coldness in her eyes.
"Sinking snow! We should now go and give up this battlefield to words! Jing Chenxuan also had to look at his sister-in-law.
I have to say that looking at Jing Shenxue's appearance now, he also feels a little distressed.
Even to what he has done before, is it right or wrong...... There was also a little more suspicion.
In the past, he was really determined to feel that most of what he did would not be wrong.
After all, that one thing, too, is a little far away from now.
In addition, those memories don't seem to be something that Jing Shenxue longs to recall...... If you really want to remember, you won't forget it, right!?
That's why he never mentioned those things to Jing Shenxue. Even sometimes, when Jing Shenxue himself was about to find out, he was still trying his best to prevent Jing Shenxue from discovering something.
The results are now ...... He finally began to think about what he had done before...... Or is it wrong?!
It seems that it has really been done wrong.
If Jing Shenxue can still have those memories from before...... So, now, will it be slightly better!?
It's just that he can only think about this thing silently in the bottom of his heart.
I can only feel deep helplessness.
But he continued, and when he looked at Jing Shenxue, he didn't know what else he could say.
"Brother, do you know anything? If you really know...... So, can you tell me now? ”
Jing Shenxue turned her head and looked at Jing Chenxuan.
In the moment just now, she had already felt the little mental activity that came from Jing Chenxuan's body.
It's been a while since I've taken advantage of this power of the system!
Now, it's finally working again.
Jing Chenxuan really knows!
However, he didn't tell her!
Fortunately, the original owner himself didn't know about these things!
If the original owner knew, but after it fell on her, it had become something she didn't know...... That's a little bit embarrassing.
The hesitation in Jing Chenxuan's eyes became more and more obvious.
Do you want to talk to Jing Shenxue now?
"Actually, if Yan wasn't that guy's opponent, I guess what we're doing now is just something meaningless, right? If words can win, we just need to be here and wait for him to come back. ”
What Jing Shenxue hopes most is that she can also stand by Yan's side and fight the enemy with him.
She had been feeling the taste of protection for a long time.
It can even be said that it has been protected for too long and too long.
Finally, gradually, she has changed from the previous one, just eager to be protected, to the way she is now, what she wants to see more than being protected is that she already has considerable strength.
She...... I just want to be the one who can be by the side of the people I love, the people who love me, and the people who can fight side by side with them.
She...... I really don't want to continue to be in front of a little girl who is just protected!
No matter how happy she looks, that's not what she wants to do!
Even when she didn't realize it, what she was thinking in her heart had already begun to change.
From the past, I have always just thought about how I want to be a little girl, so that I can enjoy the love of others, and now as I am now, gradually, more and more, I hope that I can also do something.
This change ...... It's all happening just before you know it!
And now, just when she was thinking about these things a little, she had already deeply felt that helplessness and bitterness.
It's a force that spreads and spreads.
It was constantly restricting her.
Jing Shenxue had already sighed helplessly again.
Maybe it's because she's changing too slowly.
So, when I have already experienced these worlds, I have grown a lot.
As a result, they are still the same children.
"That's fine." Jing Chenxuan looked at it now, right here, there was almost no one else, if you want to say anything, then, it's okay.
"Brother?" Jing Shenxue's heartbeat had already begun to quicken.
Now, she had a vague premonition.
She longed for something she wanted to know for a long time, and she could know it at this time!
"If you want to know...... Well, I'll tell you. Jing Shenxue smiled helplessly.
His hand gently landed on Jing Shenxue's shoulder.
A few more gentle pats.
"During that time, you lost your soul for a long time because of an accident with your parents. I've never been able to recover you from the accident. ”
Jing Shenxue trembled!
Another parental accident?!
This world ...... She actually had a vague feeling that was incomparably similar to her experience in reality!
But what the hell is going on?!
There was still a strange feeling in her heart.
It's like ...... The world in this has a certain relationship with oneself.
But she couldn't think of anything!
It's not just that this is the world, and the characters in it, but that there's a limited amount of things she can know.
It's more ...... When she recalled her reality, she had already discovered that her memory in reality had also had certain problems!
There are some things, no matter how hard you try, you can't recall!
Damn it!
This feeling is really too uncomfortable!
"That was the time when the game started its closed beta."