Chapter 461: Not His
Yan Tang leaned over to look at him whose face was gradually swollen, and the sweat on his forehead gradually came out.
The feeling of collapse that I had never felt before spread from the soles of my feet and through the torsos of my limbs to all parts of my body. His body trembled, and his hands loosened.
What was around him, where he was, it didn't matter to him at all.
The memories of the past twenty years changed in his mind and eyes like snowflakes, he was not a child of the Yan family......
"What evidence do you have?" His throat was so dry and hoarse, and his eyes were cracked, "If you can't get any evidence, I'll kill you immediately!" ”
Xiao Heng turned over and punched him, grabbed him by the collar and pulled him to him: "You have occupied the position of the son of the Yan family for so many years, and you have been the noble prince of Zhenbei and the king of Zhenbei in the eyes of the world for so many years, and suddenly found that you may not be the son of the Yan family, and you can't accept it?"
"Tell you, I can't accept it either!
"I thought your biological mother would be a lady from a good family, but I didn't expect it to be a woman who can be a husband!
"My mother actually went to the palace to visit you for such a woman! You have become a baby bump in his heart, so what has become of me! What has become of my mother!
"You don't deserve her to take me to do all this for you, you are all so selfish!"
There was no one on the hill, and the echo was so startled that the grazing horses raised their heads.
Xiao Heng's eyes were also red, and his subordinates did not retain any strength.
He told himself countless times to restrain himself and turn the page, his mother was dead, and no matter how persistent he was, he couldn't get her back.
But he still wanted the truth, and wanted to know what he had lost for, and for whom?
He doesn't hate Yan Tang anymore, or he doesn't hate it so much, or maybe it has nothing to do with whether he hates him or not, he just doesn't value himself and his mother, he is also his Xiao Jing's woman and son, why can he do the ultimate for that woman, and ignore their mother and son?
Doesn't it say that the art of balancing the harem lies in the rain and dew?
He can ignore how he wants to pamper other women, just like so many women in his palace who are loved by him now, he has no hostility towards them and their children, but it is different when it hurts the rights and interests of him and his mother!
Why should they be the victims?
What does he keep saying that his mother is his childhood sweetheart?
can do such a thing, why do you always pretend to be affectionate in front of him? Pretend to care about him as much as you like? What else do you say that he doesn't necessarily have to be so close to him when he returns to Beijing, how much closeness can he have to such a father?!
How disgusting he is, does he know it himself?!
But he can't do anything to him, who made him reincarnate in the royal family? Who made him a prince?
If he has a grudge against the emperor, the direction of the wind will inevitably change, and many people with ulterior motives will try to persuade him to act.
"Don't think that the sky will fall if you lose your identity as the king of Zhenbei, if it's not yours, it will never be yours!"
He was ruthless and spared no effort.
Yan Tang looked at the empty space and restrained his wrist: "What's the matter with your mother!" What does it matter to you how I come from here? ”
His voice was so hoarse that he didn't seem to have spoken much, but his throat was just dry.
Maybe it hurts everywhere, so he can't tell where and where he can't tell where anymore.
"Do you know when you were born?" Xiao Heng glared at him with red eyes, "You were born in the palace on the northwest road to Yanjing!"
"In June of that year, Beizhen was defeated, and Concubine Ye withdrew from the northwest in the name of being pregnant, but she didn't go far to stay in the palace to recuperate, and she didn't go back until you were born.
"And during that time, your father went to the northwest in the name of hunting, and killed Xu Qian in the paddock!
"In addition, before the war in the northwest, his whereabouts for a period of time were also a mystery, I didn't know why, until I heard that Suhe's favorite concubine happened to be missing not far from that time, judging from Suhe's several times looking for Rong Ji outside the gate, who is not your mother who he went to see?!"
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Qi Yiyi and Cui Qiao went to get food and came back, but Yan Tang was gone, and hurriedly asked Hongying, "Where did you go?" ”
"I just went to the school grounds."
When they arrived at the school ground, they saw that no one was there, and the soldiers said that they had gone to the West Mountain alone, and they had something bad in their hearts, so they also led a horse out to the West Mountain.
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Yan Tang listened to everything, looked at Xiao Heng who was close at hand, and his eyes, which were originally full of anger, were gradually replaced by bottomless hollowness.
I thought that in addition to this wealth, I also had the harmony and happiness that ordinary people expected, but it turned out that it was not.
What he has is really very likely not to be his, the last king of Zhenbei he worshipped, the father who would take him with him as soon as he went out, he once taught him martial arts, taught him to govern his family, and taught him to be reasonable.
And the silver armor he placed in the room now was also the one that once accompanied him in the Beizhen campaign, he wore it, trained in the camp, competed in the school field, and killed the Wura people on the battlefield.
Now, Xiao Heng told him that the father he had been proud of for so many years was not his.
Concubine Ye, who is now looking forward to him going back in the palace, used to take care of his daily life with her own hands in a gentle voice, and when he didn't obediently write his homework and practice martial arts, he would also use rattan to scare him, and when he willfully stopped teaching Qi Mi to ride a horse and pick a child, he solemnly told him that she couldn't be so untrustworthy, it turned out that she was just paying for another person as his mother to him.
And Yan Nan...... The younger brother who was beaten by him a lot, who was always disliked and ignorant by him, but who was thinking about him everywhere, had nothing to do with him.
He looked up at the clouds overhead, took a deep breath and closed his eyes.
Although Xiao Heng is quite underwhelmed, many of the previous doubts can be answered.
Why did Concubine Ye bother with his marriage to Miao, why did he ask the emperor, why did the emperor cultivate him so much all the way, and why did Concubine Ye say that he had to have his own children......
But he still can't accept it, his relatives of twenty years, if he says no, it's not.
When Qi Yiyi arrived on horseback, what he saw was the two of them standing opposite each other, each disheveled and with injuries on their faces.
The gloom on Yan Tang's face frightened her, she rushed straight over, and held his hand with the vibration in her heart: "Why are you here?" I'll wait for you to eat. ”
Yan Tang's gaze slowly swept over her face, and then looked at Xiao Heng through the top of her head: "You said that Concubine Shen was moved because she went to the palace to cover us, and the emperor's whereabouts were unknown before the Beizhen war, and when I was taken back to Jingshi, there were rumors that I didn't look like I was just born, are these true?" ”
"If I lie to you, I'll let me die under the sword of Beizhen in the future!" Xiao Heng declared it angrily.
Yan Tang looked at him, nodded, walked over and got on the horse, and rode away.