He wanted to interrupt, but was stopped by a look from Sour Laoxi, who smiled and said, "Presumably he didn't get admitted to graduate school in the end, right?" ”

"Yes, in the end I gave up because I knew it wasn't my way. However, when I decided to pursue my own business, she graduated right away and proposed to get married. Of course, our family was very happy, so my parents came to talk in person, thinking that it would go well, but her family regretted it. I tossed back and forth three times in total, and there was only one reason given by her family, that I don't have a decent job now, and I don't seem to be worthy of her daughter. At this time, my partner brought it up again, saying that as long as she did what she said, she would really agree to get married. As soon as I got angry, I simply didn't do anything, just stayed at home, and I said: If you can trust me as a person, then you will marry, if you can't believe it, then break up! ”

Speaking of this, the man's eyes blinked unnaturally, as if he was about to cry, but after rubbing it, he returned to the same as before: "During this period, another incident happened, she accidentally got pregnant. After all, nine years have passed, and with children, I am willing to compromise and promise to do anything. But she and her family didn't believe me. Rather, I would never agree to get married until I didn't have a decent job or a great diploma, and it was impossible to have children. In the end, her mother told her to get rid of the baby. My child, without asking my opinion, beat it off. ”

The last sentence was almost uttered through gritting his back molars.

"Hey, the ignorance of the nuns has cost a life!" Sour Lao Xi finally couldn't help but say.

"Yes, it's all my fault, since then, every time I think of the child I haven't met, I can faint. It was also from then on that I was in a state of collapse. She scolded me for being incompetent, and then fell in love with another man. It's a pity that as soon as she confessed, people refused. Later, she came back to me and failed the child, and I didn't want to live up to the nine-year relationship, so I agreed. But now, she proposes to get married, and I'm scared. I've always thought I'm smart, but now I'm out of ideas, so I'm here today just to ask for your advice. ”

Finally understood his intention, but Niu Zhan felt very uncomfortable in his heart, what he hated most in his life was irresponsible parents, using ignorance or immaturity as an excuse, and treating children as the price of sacrifice.

He finally couldn't help but say, "People like you don't deserve to live at all!" ”

"Yes, I also thought about death, to be honest, I am not afraid of death, but I didn't do it in the end because I still have parents to honor, and she regrets giving up that child, and if I die, she will suffer even more. I'm alive, and I can bear that sin for her" Ugly Ugly didn't get angry, but said flatly.

"Don't listen to his nonsense, everything is fate. Since you are still alive, live well. Didn't Ni want to ask Russia's opinion, and to be honest, Russia didn't have either. But Russia can give Ni one thing, how to decide, it's Ni's business" After speaking, Sour Lao Xi went out, and after a while, he came in with a small paper bag.

After handing it to Feng Yu, he said: "If Ni can trust Russia, after going back, find a nun to be alone, and light the things inside, as for what is the use, Ni will know afterwards." ”

"Thank you, Master" carefully put away his things, took out a wad of banknotes from his pocket and said, "I don't have much money, a little heart." ”

Sour Lao Xi pushed back and said, "You can't ask for this money, if you have a heart, take it to do some good deeds." Ni can not believe in God, Ni can beat monks and scold, but Ni cannot have good and evil in his heart. ”

After repeated excuses, Sour Lao Xi just didn't want it, and in the end he had no choice but to give up.

After sending the person out of the door, Niu Zhan couldn't help but ask: "What can you do to help this kind of person?" ”

Sour Lao Xi did not answer positively, but asked: "What does Ni think of this person's face?" ”

"It's a rich life!"

"It's a rich life, why is it so downcast?"

"It's not because they got retribution for killing that child."

"There are more people who beat the child, why is it him? Ni was wrong, he really didn't become like this because of that child, it was because he cared about his relatives and loved his lover. It was because of this that he changed his fate all his life. It's not that Russia is saying that Nepal is not capable of changing his fate now. ”

"This 。。。。。。"

"Don't do this, how do you think of his heart?"

"Judging from the physiognomy, the heart is stronger than the iron!"

"Isn't that all there is to it? Does Nee know why he didn't let Ni interject, because he had never spoken to anyone happily. Let him finish speaking, it is to untie the knot in his heart. Don't die one by one in the future, if you know what death is, let others die. Sometimes it's courage to live, and people like him have already regarded living as retribution.

In fact, when two people are together, there is no one right or wrong, it is a mutual understanding. Ni wants to live to show her, she wants to live to show Ni, and in the end, she can't make trouble. Hey, I hope the Russian stuff can help them! ”

"What did you give him?"

"Soul incense!" Sour Lao Xi said flatly.

"What? Soul incense? Is it the legendary thing that can dream for a lifetime and glance at a thousand years? "Can Niu Struggle not be surprised, the soul incense is a real miracle medicine.

"It's not so mysterious, you also got it by accident, and when I saw that he was pitiful, I gave it to him."

"I'll go, old man, you're so willing, what treasure are you still hiding, take it out and see." Is there any incense, give me some! ”

"What, miss that little fish?"

"How do you know about Xiaoyu?" Niu Zhan's face sank.

"What the white hair said!"

"Don't listen to his nonsense, I didn't think about it," Niu said hatefully.

"I just think about it, why don't you dare to admit it?"

"If I don't think about it, I don't think about it, why should I admit it. I don't have the ability to save her, so who am I to think of her? The emotions hidden in Niu Struggle's heart exploded and roared directly.

His roar alarmed the people in the house, Bai Feng and Guo Qingqing hurriedly came out, and Sour Lao Xi waved his hand and signaled them to leave it alone.

"Child, the most important thing for two people to be together is to think from each other's point of view. What did she want, to cure her, or to be accompanied? ”

"I don't know!" Niu Struggle said with some frustration.

"It's not that Ni doesn't know, it's that Ni doesn't have self-confidence. Or does Ni think that even if he saves her, he can't save her life, right? ”

"Yes, yes, with my ball, what ability can I save people from the hands of the five spirit masters? Look at what I'm doing now, either following you in the store to fool people, going to school to fool students, or wandering around the city and taking care of trivial things. You always say let me cultivate well, do you think I call it cultivation? Niu Struggle finally confided in his heart.

"Cultivation? Does Ni think that he has to go into the mountains and ignore what is going on outside the window to be called cultivation? ”

"I know what you're going to say, isn't it just a big hidden in the city? Don't fix those false things, I know a good thing myself! Niu Struggle said dissatisfiedly.

"Nee knows a. Ni thinks that cultivation is like what is played in novels and movies, and that you have to do something earth-shattering to call it cultivation? O told Ni that cultivation is a kind of life, what life is, all kinds of things, big and small. Ni said that Ni has not made any progress, so the Russian problem, Ni is not drawing well, and Ni is now breaking the hexagram accurately? If you want to put aside the first two years, the stone beast in Shangping Village, can Ni see it?

Life is not about acting in a movie, everything is foreshadowed for a climax. Master Ni's whole life is to do the inconspicuous little things that Ni is doing now. It's just that the Nins are highly capable and know a lot, so the things they do will only get bigger and bigger. When the nuns help one person, they won't have feelings, and after the nuns have helped ten, hundreds, thousands, and ten thousand, the nuns will know what cultivation is. ”