051 Accept an imperfect me
"Wife, I don't seem to apologize to you in person." happened to encounter a red light, Ye Chengshu looked at her sideways, and said word by word: "I'm sorry, I was too anxious that day and scared you." I apologize to you, such a thing will not be in the future. ”
Lingse raised her head in a panic and glanced at him, then hurriedly looked away, the things in his eyes were too deep for her to understand.
"Wife, I'm not making excuses for myself, but I'm a man, and you're my wife. It's normal for a man to react to his wife, right? Do you want me to react to you at all, so that you will be happy? ”
Gu Lingse muttered quietly, "Steal the concept!" ”
It's not a question at all, it's good or not! The question is not whether he reacts or not, nor whether she can evoke his reaction! It's that he keeps saying that he won't force her to do anything, and that the relationship between them can take his time! But what he did was the exact opposite of what he said!
"Wife, maybe I didn't have any good intentions at first. But I'm very serious about my marriage with you. I'm serious about managing this marriage. During this time, if there is anything I do that makes you uncomfortable, I apologize and correct it. I will try to be a perfect husband. But I will inevitably still have omissions, as I said before, I don't have any experience in love, I hope you can come with me, and we will slowly explore together. ”
Gu Lingse just listened in silence and did not speak.
Ye Chengshu didn't think that she could untie the knot immediately, but his attitude had already shown that her blind silence would not make things better. At the very least, he wanted to know what was going on in her heart.
"Wife, I just told Tomorrow Xin that the two of them get along, and you are honest, do you remember what you said?"
"Yes."
"So what do you think in your heart, why don't you just say it?"
"I ......" Gu Lingse was speechless, she already wanted to forget the events of that morning, but he always had to hold on to it, and always wanted to uncover the scars in her heart. Obviously, she has already persuaded herself not to think about it!
Ye Chengshu didn't force her, but waited quietly for her next step.
After a long time, Gu Lingse said softly: "Ye Chengshu, in fact, I feel very sorry for you. Since I have promised to be your wife, I should do what a wife should do, including...... That kind of thing. But I wasn't really prepared. I, I know you, it's been less than a month! ”
"I understand." Ye Chengshu tried to keep his tone as soft as possible, trying to save his image in her mind. The green light came on, and he started the throttle and looked ahead.
Without his sharp gaze, Gu Lingse felt a lot more relaxed, she twisted her fingers, and finally could say what was in her heart.
"To be honest, I got a marriage certificate with you the day after we met, and I moved into your house. I already feel ashamed of myself, and if I hand myself over casually, even I will think that I am a shameless vixen. ”
"You're not, I know."
Gu Lingse's voice was a little crying, "You know you're still like that." It's true that I married you indiscriminately, but your definition of this marriage was a transaction, an equivalent exchange. Otherwise, I wouldn't have married you. ”
If he hadn't treated her like a casual woman, how could he have done that to her. What he said was completely different from what he thought in his heart! He just thought of her as the rumored vixen!
Ye Chengshu sighed softly, he knew that the calm on the surface did not mean that she really didn't care in her heart. Fortunately, he didn't believe her words, and rushed back to apologize after giving both parties a cooling-off period. Otherwise, she might not know how to guess.
The car continued to be unable to drive, Ye Chengshu slapped the steering wheel, and the car stopped on the side of the road domineeringly, regardless of whether it could be parked here.
He pursed his lips and looked sideways at her, "In your heart, am I just a person who treats marriage events as child's play?" ”
She doesn't know if it's child's play or not, she only knows one thing, nothing is as important as his career.
"Well, I'll put it another way. In your heart, am I a person who would marry a woman whose private life is a mess for the sake of his career? ”
Gu Lingse still didn't say anything.
"Wife." Ye Chengshu pursed his lips a little helplessly, "If you are really a vixen, I would rather be idle at home than marry you." No matter how much I cherish my career, I can't even ignore the Ye family, right? The young lady of the Ye family can't be poked in the backbone by others. I knew from the beginning that you weren't that kind of person. ”
"Then why are you like that......" Gu Lingse lowered his head and his eyes were red.
Seeing that she finally spoke, Ye Chengshu knew that his words had an effect, and he took advantage of the victory and said, "I am a man. It is not for nothing that men use their lower bodies to think about this. I apologize for my impulsiveness. ”
"Don't always apologize." Let Ye Tezhu, who is high up, put down his body and keep apologizing to herself, she can't stand it.
When you should be strong, you have to be strong, Ye Chengshu is very well measured, he reached out and hooked her chin, staring at her intently.
"Wife, look at me."
The panicked eyes finally looked timidly.
"Wife, I have never regarded you as a frivolous woman, and I am also working this marriage. But I still have a lot to learn about marriage. During this time, I will inevitably have something wrong. But I hope you don't hide from me, are you willing to accept an imperfect me and work hard with me? ”
"I ......" moved his lips, and the words 'I do' couldn't be said after all. But it was not that he was unwilling to agree to him. A person like her, in front of Ye Chengshu, what qualifications does she have to say that it is perfect or imperfect? It should be, I hope that Ye Chengshu will deign to accept her with such a reputation.
"If you don't refuse, can I give you your consent?" People who have always been gentle with her, but this time they are unusually persistent.
With a slight nod of her head, she will also try to be a perfect wife. Try your best to make yourself worthy of Ye Chengshu.
Ye Chengshu hooked the corners of his mouth in satisfaction, restarted the accelerator, and looked ahead.
After a long time, he said softly again: "The proposal of 'take your time between us' has been valid until you let go. ”
"Thank you." Thank you to him for always taking care of her little emotions and for being tolerant all the time.
"We are husband and wife, no need to say thanks."
Ye Chengshu didn't speak, and Gu Lingse was not a person who talked a lot. In fact, Ye Chengshu was not a person with a lot of words, but he didn't take the initiative to speak, just afraid that the two of them would be silent until dawn.
When the car stopped in front of the familiar independent villa, Gu Lingse was slightly surprised. He said he had an apology gift for him, and she thought he had prepared some romantic candlelit dinner or something outside.
However, Lingse didn't say much, just obediently got out of the car and followed him into the house.
The original monotonous and cold, full of solitary male atmosphere, because of the spirit of moving in, is a little more vibrant. A few small potted plants on the table, some feminine items in the room, not many and inconspicuous, but they add a little warmth to this cold home.
"You go take a shower first, and the gift of apology will be waiting." Ye Chengshu took off his suit and walked towards his bedroom.
Gu Lingse nodded, didn't ask, didn't be curious, and obediently went upstairs to take a shower as he said.
After taking a shower and changing into his home clothes, Lingse sat on the big bed in a daze. It wasn't until Ye Chengshu called her downstairs that she got up. As soon as I walked out of the door, I felt that something was wrong, so I turned around and took another nightgown and put it on, and then I felt at ease.
If Ye Chengshu really wanted to do something, she just wrapped herself into a bear, it was useless. She knew it in her heart, but she still felt that one more thing would give her one more layer of security. It's up to you to give yourself relief.
As soon as he walked halfway up the stairs, when he saw Ye Chengqian wearing a pink love apron, Gu Lingse was stunned in place, as if he had been struck by lightning.
"What are you stunned about? Hurry up and come down for dinner. Ye Chengshu glanced at her and walked towards the restaurant with a plate.
This week's off, she's going to the supermarket to buy a new apron! Black!
Pink Heart ...... Wearing it on Ye Chengshu's body, it is too disobedient! It's also a bit scary......
The dishes and chopsticks have been neatly arranged, and the most simple dishes are two dishes and one soup, as well as two bowls of white rice.
"You just broke me apart just to cook?" Lingean looked at him in disbelief.
Ye Chengshu gently walked behind her and helped her pull out the chair, "Secretary Zheng told me that if you want to make a girl happy, you have to take her to a Western restaurant for a candlelight dinner, preferably with a bouquet of roses." But when I think about it, we are all married, and the tricks of children when they fall in love don't seem to work for us. The romance bought with money is not as good as a meal made by yourself. ”
The meal in front of me, to be honest, was a bit shabby. But Gu Lingse's heart was more moved than what delicacies from the mountains and seas he ate. In order to make his wife happy, how many men can cook themselves?
"Ye Chengshu, thank you." The romantic plot in the idol drama is certainly fascinating, but the real marriage is firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, which is rehabilitated to boring and simple to cheesy.
A young girl in her teens and early twenties would definitely choose a romantic plot, but she is already twenty-seven years old, and such ordinary simplicity touches her even more. Because, she knows very well that life is not as simple as playing romance. She knows more deeply how difficult it is to let a man of Ye Chengshu's status cook and cook.
Ye Chengshu reached out and rubbed her head, and said with a smile: "Do you like it?" ”
Gu Lingse's eyes began to redden, and she didn't dare to speak, for fear that she couldn't help but sobble as soon as she spoke. It's just that the chick pecks at the rice and seems to have a little bit of its head.
"If you like it, I will cook for you as long as I am free in the future." Ye Chengshu sat down on the chair opposite her, "Okay?" ”
"Good!" His head clicked heavily. If this is the case, what more can you ask for? In the face of these two dishes and one soup, no matter what Ye Chengshu did, she was afraid that she would have to disarm and surrender.