Chapter 1082: The Past Hurts
"Shuhao, are you realistic, do you know how difficult it is to find employment in law now? I have two months to graduate, and the problem of finding a job has already come to me. Zheng Pinru looked at Xie Shuhao and said with great sadness.
Hearing Zheng Pinru say this, Xie Shuhao understands everything, and it is not age and geography that destroy their love, but reality.
It is difficult to find employment in law majors, and even graduating from the law school of Chengbin University is inevitable, Zheng Pinru is about to graduate in two months, but her job has not yet been settled, if she is not sure of her job or stay in school before graduation, July is the time for her to leave Chengbin.
This is a city that is booming, and it is not easy to get out of the countryside, Zheng Pinru doesn't want to go back to that place at all, studying is her only chance to get out of that land, how can she go back again?
"I'm sorry, Shuhao, I know your ability, but there are a lot of capable people, out of this university, your ability is nothing at all, this society values not only ability, but also connections, no matter how strong your ability is, you have no connections, graduation means unemployment, I don't want to go back to the countryside, that place makes me afraid, so ......" Zheng Pinru's eyes were red, and the tears in his eyes made Xie Shuhao feel particularly incompetent for the first time.
Xie Shuhao looked at Zheng Pinru, he was extremely helpless, but he could only be helpless, "He ......"
"His father is the director of the Public Security Department, and his father can help whether it is to stay in school or contact the law firm for an internship after graduation." Zheng Pinru shed a tear, she loves Xie Shuhao very much, but what's the use, in the face of reality, they all have to give in.
Speaking of this, Xie Shuhao let out a long sigh, handed a cigarette to his mouth with a trembling hand, and took a deep breath, after that, he seemed to have a 'spirit'.
"That's the way it is, I don't blame her for what happened back then, there's nothing to blame, people are realistic, she just chose the path she thought was right." Xie Shuhao sighed.
"In that case, what does she regret now?" Ye Xiaorou frowned.
It's useless to judge who is right and who is wrong back then, Ye Xiaorou just feels that since it is her own choice, she has nothing to regret.
There is no need to blame Zheng Pinru for the reality of what happened back then, she is now pestering Xie Shuhao, causing Xie Shuhao's troubles, that is, she is not.
"Maybe she was unwilling, she didn't expect me to be worth so much now, so she ...... Very unwilling. The corners of Xie Shuhao's mouth were slightly hooked, with a sneer on his face.
Zheng Pinru was unwilling, she just thought that Xie Shuhao was now developed, famous, and worth more, but her man was already relying on family relationships to survive, and after his father retired, his road became narrower and narrower, and life became more and more difficult.
But life goes on, when they quarrel again and again because of money, Zheng Pinru finally began to regret his original choice, now Xie Shuhao's career is thriving, all his contacts are open, and the income can be imagined, and the most important thing is that he has not had a 'woman' around him all these years, maybe he has not forgotten himself at all, since this is the case, he looks back now, Xie Shuhao will only be happy.
Zheng Pinru asked his old classmate to contact Xie Shuhao and expressed to him the news that he wanted to meet him, Xie Shuhao's mood at that time was very complicated, over the years, whenever he encountered difficulties and wanted to give up, it was Zheng Pinru who reminded Xie Shuhao with red eyes that he had lost back then, if he didn't want to experience that kind of pain again, there was only one way, that is, to make himself stronger, strong enough to hold up another person's sky.
Now that Xie Shuhao has finally done it, what he once lost has come back to him, but he doesn't want to look back.
What is lost is always lost, even if they turn back now, they can't get back to the beginning, since they can never go back, then why let themselves be hurt again.
Ye Xiaorou turned her head to look at Xie Shuhao, and from his sad and determined eyes, let Ye Xiaorou know that he had made up his mind and would not look back.
Since Xie Shuhao is not ready to turn back, although he is a little ruthless to Zheng Pinru in doing this, it is for her good, if Xie Shuhao wants to take revenge on Zheng Pinru, he can pretend to be good to her, and then stab her in the back again.
Although Xie Shuhao's current good work seems ruthless, it is actually the responsibility and demeanor that a decent man and a gentleman should have.
Xie Shuhao let out a long sigh, turned his head to look at Ye Xiaorou, and hooked the corners of his lips at her, he wanted to show a smile, but he 'revealed' a smile that was more ugly than crying.
Ye Xiaorou frowned slightly, and it could be seen that Xie Shuhao's mood was a little low, no matter how beautiful it was now, Xie Shuhao had indeed been sad about that relationship.
"Let's go." Ye Xiaorou sighed lightly and spoke.
Their car had been parked here for a while, and every now and then someone passed by and would look at them curiously.
Ye Xiaorou didn't want to be paid too much attention to herself and Xie Shuhao, her brows frowned slightly, and she was a little uncomfortable.
"Let's have a meal together tonight, my current mood, isn't it a little too bleak to eat alone." Xie Shuhao looked at Ye Xiaorou with a pitiful expression.
His pitiful appearance and the 'straight' suit on his body formed a stark contrast, making Ye Xiaorou unbearable to refuse his invitation.
"Okay, let's just have a bite to eat, I'll have to rush the manuscript when I go back." Ye Xiaorou frowned slightly, although she agreed to Shuhao Xie's invitation, she seemed to be a little reluctant.
Looking at Ye Xiaorou's reluctant appearance, Xie Shuhao sighed in his heart, he is also a 'woman', why is the gap so big.
With his current identity, he wanted to invite a 'woman' to dinner, but he was repeatedly rejected by this 'woman' gentleman, which made him somewhat faceless.
Thinking about her several invitations to Ye Xiaorou, she didn't seem to accept it calmly, the first time the two of them ate together, it was because she died and begged for nothing, the second was solved by a box lunch in the office, and the third time was at noon today, she also said that she wanted to eat casually, this time she ate casually, it seems that every time she eats with herself, she is reluctant, has the 'woman' in front of her forgotten that he is the latest golden bachelor in the city.
"Xiaorou." Xie Shuhao looked at Ye Xiaorou seriously, and Ye Xiaorou felt a little 'hairy' in her heart.
"What's wrong? What's the matter? Ye Xiaorou asked, she didn't like the way Xie Shuhao looked at her, there was an unfamiliar emotion hidden in that look, which made her faintly worried.