The day I met Baili Nan was the most hated day in my life. It was the second day of the college entrance examination, and when I was copiing English essays neatly, there was a dirty sandstorm in the sky, and I guess it was at that time that my mother ran madly into the distance.

From that day on, I began to realize that I was alone and only breathing.

After the college entrance examination, I went home happily, thinking that I would have a lot of time to spend with and heal my mother's broken heart, I couldn't help but grin, and then got into my mouth full of sand.

I still remember that evening, when the yellow sand was still overwhelming, I wiped my tears and rushed back to the school where I took the exam. Holding on to the remaining hopes, hoping that my mother would secretly see me again before leaving, and then I would be caught, maybe......

But that day, I sat alone on a bench at the school gate for a long, long time, and I always felt as if someone was watching me, but I could not find any trace of that person.

Until the night drove away the dim yellow sky, I saw the last light of the school go out in the distance, and Baili Nan walked out of the school gate with a half-open school uniform and a schoolbag.

He was surprised at first when he saw me crying upright, and then changed to his signature smiling expression. He walked up to me, then bent down and brought his face to me, tilted his head in amusement and stared at me like a magical creature, then dropped his bag and sat down next to him.

"Are you out of love or because you failed in the college entrance examination? If it's because you're out of love, I'll probably sit with you for a while, and if it's because of an exam or something, I'll call 110. "A falcon that proudly licks its feathers and pretends to show off its majestic chest and shiny feathers carelessly, but it doesn't hate it.

"I'm alone......." I choked out of breathlessness, and as soon as my mouth opened, I let out a howl.

I never talked about myself to my peers, probably because of my inferiority complex due to family misfortune, or because the world was different. I used to be scared, afraid of being known as the daughter of a murderer, afraid that others would know that I was an alien, and those secrets that were hidden were like a latent active volcano being suppressed in the bottom of my heart, and I couldn't see the light all day long, and gradually accumulated energy to ferment into a strange and withdrawn personality.

He snorted, kicked his bag with his foot and said, "Alone? Hey, who in the world isn't alone? ”

I vaguely remember when I looked at him with a sniff, he leaned back in his chair, his head bowed, his eyes buried deep in the broken hair in front of his forehead, and the faint black light floated out, like the black pearl left by the elf.

"You don't understand!" I was so excited that I yelled at him.

"Is it because of your father? The man who was sentenced for intentional injury? Don't look at me like that, my uncle is the one in charge of your case, and he has no intention of talking about what I just knew. ”

I stared at him, but he didn't look up, but said in a deep voice peculiar to boys, "Don't worry, I won't say it." ”

I looked at his side face under the dim street lamp, glowing gently.

"So, what about today?" He asked.

"My mom is gone." I sniffled hard. In the afterglow, I saw him stiffen for a moment, tilt his head slightly, and then return to his original appearance.

He didn't speak, just sat quietly next to me until the whole starry sky glowed with a faint white light.

Later, when I had enough of crying, I got up and went home, and Baili Nan followed me three or five paces behind.

There is a window open on the corner wall of the old street, and when I pass by, I habitually look at myself in the mirror, it is a quiet and easy-going face, but unfortunately it has lost the happy and immature appearance when I first came.

When Baili Nan came to me, it was the second half of his freshman year.

"In March, the night is slightly cool.

The wind at the mouth of the old streets and alleys blew passers-by into a mottled appearance. ”

On the 289th day of my mother's disappearance, I updated the status of Weibo, and many friends in the community left a message below: "Qiuxi, the wind on my side today is not so sad, and there is a pink poster on top of the ball all day long, which is very cute." ”

"It's raining here today, and a big gray rat is skewering back and forth, scaring my mother to death."

"So what? What do you see? Striped zebra? "I sat on the edge of the soccer field, smirking at their babbling messages.

"Qiuxi, why is your expression so ...... every time I see you" The falcon flapped its big wings and flew to the opposite of me, blocking the sun's scorching light, it held its head proudly, took out a toothpick and began to pick its teeth.

I turned around and saw Baili Nan holding a basketball and wearing a basketball jersey.

5

Later, I learned that Baili Nan transferred to a university.

Baili Nan's appearance and figure made him quickly popular on the school forum, and the nickname of the transfer student of A University went viral, and of course, it was followed by an endless stream of love letters from confessions and snowflakes stuffed into the cupboard. I squinted at Baili Nan, who was on the skateboard with his hands in his pockets, "It's okay, school grass." Yin and Yang made fun of him.

He stopped suddenly, leaned down, put a hand on my head, and his delicate face approached. He smiled evilly, "Qiuxi, are you teasing me like this?" ”。 The falcon pouted at me and shook the waves.

I tilted my head and staggered his hand, and continued to walk in the direction of the teaching building with a disdainful expression, "Hehe." ”

Baili Nan and I have many common elective courses, so the relationship has become more and more like friends. The girls saw me as a public enemy, so there were often strange things about me like cockroaches crawling in the ball cabinet, and the kettle being filled with pen water outside the public bathroom.

Of course, it doesn't matter to me, after all, I don't have any friends to hurt by this, it's just myself, it's nothing.

Early that morning, I was tricked by an EAI imitating the Academic Affairs Office to go to the lecture hall of A221 in the teaching building, and when I entered, I found that it was empty, and I turned around and tried to push the door to leave, but the door was blocked by people outside who didn't know what to use. A group of jumping long-eared rabbits shouted loudly, "You just stay here for a day and reflect on it, where are you worthy of a hundred miles!" ”

I exhaled helplessly, sat on the table in the second row, put my feet on the chair in the front row, and took out my mobile phone, "Hey, Baili Nan, your pot, come and save me, teaching building A221." I still have the dean's professional class in the afternoon, so I can't be late. ”

That night, Baili went to buy beer, and the bubbling yellow drink ran through his stomach through his esophagus. It was the 365th day of my mother's departure, and I just remember that I had been talking to him for a long time, incoherent and babbling, and he just listened quietly and thought about his own things one bottle after another.

I used to hear people say that drunkenness can make people escape from reality for a short time, but bottle after bottle of hot liquid burns the throat and never flows into the heart. My brain began to become groggy, and then I had a headache all day long, and I forgot most of what I said last night, and I only remember the last sentence of Baili Nan, "It's okay, I'll send you home." ”

When I woke up again, Baili Nan held the half-cold mung bean soup and held it up to me with a smile, "Drink it, otherwise your head will hurt to death." "The falcon spread its huge wings and embraced me.

I obediently held the bowl and drank "So, what animal is my voice?" Handsome or not. ”

I was stunned, staring straight at Baili Nan with a cold on my back. "What...... What the. ”

"You said it yourself yesterday."

"What did I say?"

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