Chapter 170: The Wound of the Heart
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Tao Mengzhu's emotions gradually quieted down, and his voice trembled and continued:
"He led me into the woods, and I still remember that the air there was so good that there was even a faint aroma.
I lay on his back, full of joy, I just thought it was good to have an older brother.
I remember it was one afternoon, or a little later, and not long after we walked into the woods, the light began to dim.
Maybe it wasn't dark yet, but the woods were so dense that it felt like it was already evening.
He put me off his back and left me alone on the grass, and although I was a little scared, I was still happy.
It's just that after a while, I have to look back at where he is, and I don't dare to get too far away from him.
But when I turned back again, I didn't see him!
I was so scared that I cried and wanted him to come out, and I ran around looking for him. I can't remember how many heels he fell, his clothes were torn by branches, and he couldn't find his shadow.
Seeing that the woods were getting darker and darker, I could barely see the road under my feet. I was almost desperate and couldn't find my way home.
At that time, I couldn't remember what was going on in my head, but I subconsciously walked in the woods one foot deeper and one foot shallow, and I didn't know where I would go.
Occasionally, there would be an eerie cry in the distance, and I didn't know what it was, let alone if it would eat me.
I kept crying, crying, and I didn't dare to stop, so I could only keep walking in the unknown direction.
I don't know how long it took, but I seemed to find a path, and it was soft and comfortable to step on, like stepping on the beach.
Suddenly, I heard a slow footstep behind me, and I was really frightened, and immediately ran forward, not daring to look back.
I don't know how long I ran, but I felt a breeze blowing through my neck, and I was still carrying body temperature, which was hot and itchy, and very comfortable.
At that time, I was probably too tired, so I subconsciously turned my head to take a look. ”
Tao Mengzhu's body shrank into the sofa, holding his head in his hands, his body trembling. Tears fell one by one, wetting his pants.
"That's one, that's a face, it's white, it's white, it doesn't look like a human face at all! Her eyes were red, her teeth were pointed, and there were blood stains on the corners of her mouth, as if she had just eaten something.
She just looked at me and seemed to be smiling!
I screamed and ran like crazy. I didn't know how fast I was running, or how long I had been running like that, until I saw a little light in front of me, and I could faintly hear someone calling my name.
I didn't dare to look back, I really didn't dare, even now, I don't dare to look back when I walk at night, because I can feel it's right behind me!
I made the room look like daytime, and that's why I'm scared, scared all the time!
After I saw the light that day, my consciousness began to blur and I lost consciousness.
When I woke up again, I was already lying in the hospital.
He was sitting next to me, his eyes cold, and he seemed to be full of disgust for me.
I was afraid of him, and I hated him, I hated him for leaving me alone in the woods, and I hated him for not killing me directly!
I know that I still hate him!
Over the years, all my efforts have been to surpass him as a whole, and one day I will put him under my feet and make him feel what despair is!
I'm not going to kill him, I'm going to make him have a nervous breakdown, let him feel that despair and pain that goes deep into his bones!
Although I know that he has been trying his best to make up for it when he grows up, it will not have any effect at all, I just hate him, and no one can change this!
But I still want to not be seen by him on the surface, I want to give him the heaviest blow at the most critical time and the most mature time! ”
When Tao Mengzhu said this, the tears had disappeared, and his eyes were full of deep hatred.
I can feel the depth of her hatred, and I can even say that she has been able to persist to this day without breaking down in that kind of mental torture, because of this strong hatred. This resentment ruined her, but it also saved her.
She fell silent, no longer speaking, as if she had sunk in that intense resentment.
I sighed softly and said slowly:
"And then? Have you seen that face you said in all these years? ”
"Yes, but in dreams, I always see that face in my dreams, and I can even say that I see it in my dreams every night.
But more often than not, I dreamed that I had become her and had an identical face. No, it's not exactly the same, it seems like it was my own face! That's me! That's me! ”
She shouted at me like crazy.
I took three sticks of incense and lit them in front of her.
Lao Zhou told me that lighting incense in this case is not to show respect or prayer for ghosts, but the smell of incense and candles when burning will play a calming role, and the purpose is to make the person in front of him quiet and relaxed. In fact, those ghosts don't like the smell of incense or the meaning of incense sticks.
Incense and candles are all used for worship, whether it is a god or a Buddha, they need to be offered with incense, but ghosts do not have this qualification, and those incense candles are completely ironic or harmful to them.
Tao Mengzhu stared at me doing those things without saying a word, but I saw that the cold hatred on her face gradually eased a lot.
Looking through the dim light, I could see her shadow behind the sofa, and there was a faint protrusion on her back, but there was nothing on her that could reflect the shadow.
When I turned on the light, I deliberately left a light in each of the four directions, but only in the shadow behind the sofa.
Holding the pendant given by Lao Zhou in his hand, he pretended to reach out to Tao Mengzhu unintentionally.
She suddenly looked up at me with a wary expression.
I laughed, and my arm stretched out to brush past her ear, and the pendant in my hand fell exactly on the protrusion in the shadow.
"呲呲呲"
A roar that seemed to be a little angry sounded in his ears, Tao Mengzhu shrank into a ball in fright, and cried and shouted, "Don't!" ”
After a while, the voice faded away, and I patted her on the shoulder and whispered:
"Okay, it's all over, there's no more to follow you, it's over."
She looked up, looked at me in disbelief, and said:
"Really? Are you sure? What did you do? Why don't I feel it? ”
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