0772 Love's Choice
It's certainly true that all men are lustful.
But when there are countless women by your side, but there is one less favorite one, no matter how greedy a man is, he will understand that the venting of pure desire not only cannot fill the lack of love, but will make people feel empty and lonely, and they are born boring.
Lin Li now clearly understands this.
He likes Li Ranjiu, there is no doubt about that.
However, that kind of liking is just the primitive attraction between the sexes, and the person he really loves to the point of unforgettable love has only one cold heart from beginning to end.
And his emptiness and fatigue at the moment are not only because of the cold heart away, but also because the venting of his desire just now makes him feel extremely guilty and remorseful.
regretted that he shouldn't have climbed flowers and willows everywhere, and felt guilty that he was obviously in love with Leng Xinsu, but he repeatedly did things to be sorry for her.
So he caressed Li Ran's face, but he gradually had a sense of determination in his heart.
He told Li Ranyan all the things between him and Leng Xinsu, including that he was killed by Yin Si, and Leng Xinsu begged Yin Si to give her life in exchange for his life.
I only heard Li Ranrou's tears, and when Lin Li finally stopped, Li Ranrou choked up and said: "No wonder you say that she is the only woman in your life who has a heart-to-heart relationship, and she is indeed worthy of your love so much!" Like me, she will only drag you back and bring you disaster, only she can fly with you and support each other! So, go find her, and stop thinking about me! I know you'll feel sorry for me, but you've done more for me than I could have hoped for! So, I will live a good life, I think with your divine protection, no one will dare to be sorry for me in this life! So, you go find Miss Leng! I sincerely hope that you will be able to obtain her understanding and be happy with her until you grow old! ”
Lin Li had nothing to say, so he could only kiss the considerate woman in his arms over and over again.
He didn't know if he would be able to get Leng Xinsu's understanding, but he had to act first, otherwise he wouldn't even have a chance in case.
So early the next morning, he said goodbye to the tearful Li Ranyan, knowing that he would never come to see her again, he took Li Ranyan into his arms and hugged her hard, and then went back to Zhongshan, Guangdong.
He originally wanted to reunite with Gao Yuqing for the last time, but unexpectedly, the moment Gao Yuqing threw himself into his arms with joy on his face, he felt the rhythm of another life.
He immediately reached out and grabbed Gao Yuqing's wrist, probed his pulse a little, and didn't know whether he was happy or surprised, and blurted out; "You, you...... Pregnant? ”
Gao Yuqing raised her head with an "ah" and looked at Lin Li in shock.
"No, every time you ...... There are insurance measures to do! ”
Gao Yuqing's face was ruddy, shy and happy.
Lin Li was able to find out that Gao Yuqing was pregnant with his bloodline, but the woman he wanted to marry most in this life was only Leng Xinsu, so as Gao Yuqing said, when he was with other women, he would take insurance measures, how could Gao Yuqing be pregnant with his child?
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He suddenly remembered that the last time he rushed back from Eastern Siberia to save Li Ranran, Bai Wuchang told him that he would definitely not be able to pass this level, so he rushed back to Zhongshan to say a final goodbye to Gao Yuqing and his parents and family before he died.
One came back too late that day, and the other thought that he was going to die, and it was impossible to be with Leng Xinsu in this life, so he gave up the insurance measures. And judging from the time of Gao Yuqing's pregnancy, I am afraid that it was on that night that he made Gao Yuqing pregnant with his flesh and blood.
He was stunned for a while, Gao Yuqing thought he was unhappy, and hurriedly said, "Are you ...... Don't you want me to get pregnant now? If you don't want to, I'll ...... Knock it out! ”
"Can't be knocked out!" Lin Li immediately spoke, stretched out his hand and hugged Gao Yuqing into his arms, "Since you are pregnant, let's give birth!" Don't worry, I will ask my parents to set a date as soon as possible, and I won't let you be an unmarried mother! ”
Gao Yuqing raised her head suddenly, her eyes were full of surprise, but she couldn't believe it.
"You, you...... Will you marry me? But...... What about that cold girl? ”
Lin Li smiled bitterly and said, "I broke her heart, she won't pay attention to me in a short time!" But...... I can only give you a worldly name, and in the Dharma cultivation world, she is always my only love! Therefore, our wedding banquet can only invite ordinary relatives and friends, including all the people in the Dharma cultivation realm of the Five Elements Alliance, not a single one! ”
"I'm fine!" Gao Yuqing nodded immediately, and under the joy, her eyes couldn't help but be full of excited tears, "I said, even if I let you be your lover who can't see the light for the rest of your life, I'm willing!" What's more, I'm not a Fa cultivator myself, so being able to give me a worldly title already fills me with gratitude! ”
Lin Li said "fool" and hugged her gently, but the endless feeling of emptiness once again permeated his heart.
But soon, his mind was completely attracted by the rhythm of the new life in Gao Yuqing's body.
He knew that for a long time to come, it would be difficult for him to see Leng Xinsu, and that would be a cruel torture for him.
However, it was all self-inflicted, and now that he has this little life, at least, he wants to be a competent father.
And when Lin Li told his parents that he wanted to marry Gao Yuqing as soon as possible, Qin Juan's first reaction was to be surprised.
"You married Yuqing, what should you do with Xinsu? Now everyone in Beijing knows that Xinsu is your girlfriend, how can we explain to your grandfather? ”
"I don't need to explain, anyway, Su Su's identity, the Qin family doesn't know!" Lin Li smiled bitterly, "And I'm not going to make a big deal, and I'm not going to notify the Qin family to come to the wedding wine, including none of the Five Elements Alliance, just invite our local relatives and friends in Zhongshan to have a banquet!" ”
Qin Juan was a little confused, as if she understood his mind a little, but she didn't seem to understand it very well.
After being stunned for a long time, he asked again: "You don't mean to hide Leng Xinsu, right?" ”
"Leng Xinsu's ability, how could I hide it from her?" Lin Li smiled bitterly, "I just want her to understand that I have to marry Gao Yuqing because of my children, but in my heart, she is always the only one I want to marry the most!" And in the Dharma cultivation world, she is the only one who is worthy of being my wife! ”
Qin Juan was speechless again, and said after a while: "Think it out for yourself, kid...... It is true that you should be born, and if you change anyone, you may make the same choice as you! It's just that...... Yuqing and Leng Xinsu are both good girls, which one of you hurt, I feel so distressed! ”
Qin Juan couldn't help wiping away tears as she spoke.
Lin Li's heart was even more painful, thinking that once the news of his marriage to Gao Yuqing reached Leng Xinsu's ears, no matter whether Leng Xinsu could understand his true intentions or not, I was afraid that he would have to be broken.
He would rather have his own liver and intestines broken than the one he loves the most to suffer such torture!
But he had no way out. Love and children, for most men, will choose the latter.
(See Chapter 0773 "It's Time to Go to the Vampire")