097 Hate for a reason
"Nope! You're wrong," Su Meiyin shook her head, "In this mansion, there is nothing to be ashamed of at all, only that it is not ruthless enough and not poisonous enough." "Ya * Wen * Yan * Love * First * Fa" Ice @ Fire! Chinese. If you are more ruthless than others, you will have a bright future, and if you can only be beaten, you are destined to be beaten to death. ”
Liuli was silent, how could she not understand this truth, she was also ruthless, and beat Mama Li to run away, causing her reputation to be ruined, but she still had a little leeway in everything, like Cui Ying and Tian'er, killing them just to provoke the conflict between the Yu family and the Qi family is a little unacceptable.
Su Meiyin said lightly: "You know that you blame me for Rui'er's matter, but what can you do with me?" Am I still living in peace? Even if you reveal all this truth, it will have no effect on me, and no one will believe what you say, because almost all the people in this house believe that you are a dispensable existence, and I am the exquisite aunt in the long room. Actually, I knew you needed a backer urgently, otherwise you wouldn't have come on that snowy night. But you think that I have used Rui'er to calculate you, so you always refuse to pull down your neck to get close to me again, your pride is good, but in the end it will also harm yourself. If people are still thinking about this and that when they are trying to survive, and they are clinging to the past, then such a person is destined to become nothing big. ”
Ruri stood up, bit her lip and looked at her tightly, wanting to refute what she said, but she couldn't.
This woman simply pinched her death hole. Yes, she thought that with her talent and the experience she had gained over the years, she would be able to handle this class of women with ease, but now she was increasingly discovering that she was wrong. For example, how Yanhua, she repeatedly can't get along with her, even if she repeatedly removes her, what? There will be another time. For example, the Yu family, now seeing her stay by the old lady's side, which one doesn't regard her as a thorn in the side? She can dodge the open gun, but she can't escape the dark arrow. If they are all Su Meiyin, how can she fight on her own?
She blamed her for using Rui'er to calculate herself, in the final analysis, it was just that she refused to face her lack of experience, and now that this layer of shame was broken, she suddenly felt as if she had been stripped naked, and she was a little embarrassed.
Su Meiyin raised her eyes slightly, as if she wanted to look into her heart: "I said a long time ago that you are a smart person. The reason why you can't fight them is not that you are stupid, but because your strength is too thin, just like Rui'er obeyed me to do that, not because of how good I was to her, but because she also wanted Yu to lose, it just so happened that I had the ability to set up such a game, if you wait until there is a ** who has the power to control, which can bring a sense of security and hope to the people around you, they will naturally obey you, and at that time, you will grasp the direction of the wind, and you can even call the wind and rain. Therefore, the betrayal of the people around them is not necessarily due to them, but more about whether you, as the master, can give them what they want. Do you think you can do it right now? ”
Liuli clenched her fists, and the wall in her heart that she thought was hard was crumbling little by little. Su Meiyin's words were like needles, straight into her muscles and bones, poking the little tsundere she thought she thought was full of holes.
Yes, when it comes to intimacy, Rui'er was the person she Su Meiyin brought in, and she was just a later friendship, she was willing to defend herself in front of outsiders, but it was only because Liuli promised her to avenge her, but before revenge, when Su Meiyin was able to breathe a sigh for her and not hurt Liuli, she had no reason not to comply. Maybe from Liuli's point of view, Rui'er betrayed her, but from Rui'er's own point of view, she was loyal to herself.
She couldn't grant Rui'er a wish in the short term, and she really didn't blame her for her betrayal stance. Looking at Su Meiyin, who was peeling her apart like an executioner in front of her, she slowly turned her head away. "You're right, I don't have the power to make them loyal yet, but that doesn't mean I won't."
Su Meiyin then sat down and said, "The future is the future, and the present is the present." People are not plants and trees, who can be ruthless? The subordinates are also people, and they also have their **, only if you have the ability to meet their basic **, or let them see hope, they will be loyal to you from the bottom of their hearts. Relying on means alone will not last long. ”
After listening to this, Liuli glanced up at her, nodded and said, "Taught." After a while, he stood up again, sighed, and gave her a deep blessing: "Auntie's stick has made me suddenly, and I have offended many people in the past, and I hope that my aunt will not take it to heart." ”
Su Meiyin helped her up and smiled: "It was a misunderstanding, if it weren't for it, we would have become a family, which can be described as a good thing." ”
Liuli lowered her eyes and nodded, "Yes." While sitting down, he thought about it and said, "Forgive me for asking, how much does my aunt hate Yu?" ”
Hearing this, Su Meiyin's eyes gradually deepened. "How hateful? I hate her more than all the hatreds in the world combined! ”
She turned her head, her eyes sad, but she smiled again: "I don't say many things, and others will never know." But I'm not afraid to tell you now. Do you remember the hairpin engraved with your birthday? Ruri nodded hesitantly. Su Meiyin's eyes suddenly reddened: "That's not Min Er's birthday hairpin at all, what is engraved on it is my own son's birthday." ”
"Biological son?!" Liuli was startled and stood up: "Min Hua is not-"
"No, she's not." She shook her head slowly and looked out the window at the eaves, "She's not my daughter, she's just a tailor's child in the back street." Fifteen years ago, on that winter night, I died of pain in bed, and gave birth to my own flesh and blood in the thread of my life. Before she fell unconscious, she told me that he was a boy and that she had seen it with her own eyes. But when I woke up, he was not around, and it didn't take long for Yu to bring the child over, but it was a daughter...... I was born a boy, but she said she was a girl! And my own son, but she killed him! I lost my lover, I lost the position that belonged to me, I have nothing, but she still wants to take the life of my own son! You say, how much do I hate her? ”
She half-squinted out the window, and the voice at the end softly and gently collapsed like a wall of sand, turning her into a helpless ghost huddled in the darkness for a moment.
Liuli stood stunned, forgetting to breathe for a while, Su Meiyin meant that when the Yu family took advantage of her weakness, a tanuki came to replace the prince, and killed her own flesh and blood, right?
"But these are all your guesses, and no one can prove that this is true...... "In her last life, she was in the long room, but she had never heard this rumor!
"Of course someone proves it!" Su Meiyin retracted her gaze and looked at her fixedly: "Do you think I won't investigate?" The next year, when I was feeling better, I asked Yu to check what Yu had done in the days before I gave birth, and found that on the night before I gave birth, she asked her to go to a tailor's shop in the back street, and that night, someone heard the cry of a baby in her room. I tossed and turned for a long time, and finally found the tailor who had already collected the money and left three years ago, and confirmed that Min Er was bought by the Yu family to use as my flesh and blood! And my own own son was strangled to death by her and thrown into the well in the backyard! ”
Liuli listened with bated breath, in the past, she only knew that life and death were impermanent in this mansion, and few people could control their own destiny, Su Meiyin's child was just a baby with unknown personnel, but she also innocently became a tool for this backyard fight...... Hearing that their children had died before they had time to call their mother, how many people could deal with it calmly?!
Even if she has never had a biological child, she understands the feelings of her closest relatives, Su Meiyin is suffering from such pain when she has been reduced from the original wife to a concubine, and she has to pretend to be indifferent on her face, how strong is this determination? Not to mention whether this woman's heart is too poisonous, under such pain, there are not many people who can bear it safely.
Looking at the vicious woman in front of her, completely immersed in grief, she began to understand her. No one in this world is born vicious, and it is naturally driven by such and such reasons, just like himself, isn't it because he suffered so much in his previous life, so he doesn't blink when he treats people now?
"Why don't you tell the old lady all this?" After a long pause, she came back to her senses and asked.
Su Meiyin shook her head, "What if you tell me?" Will they take Yu off and do justice for me? In their eyes, there are too many heirs, not to mention just a concubine. It is not cost-effective for them to cut off this line with the right mansion for the sake of a concubine who has died. In fact, do you think that Yu just killed one of my children? I have been pregnant with three children, and the first two were lost because of their inexperience in coping. This last one was saved by all my might, but I didn't want to die at her hands and fall ill at the same time. If I say all this, it will be enough for Yu to die a hundred times, but it will not do me the slightest benefit to say it, I will only lose what I have now, so I can only destroy her in secret, so that she will eventually become nothing like me! ”
Liulifu fell silent again. What a pathetic and pathetic woman. If Liuli still has a future, then she can be said to have no future in front of her. The pain caused by the killing of three children in succession can indeed make a person crazy, and Ruri doesn't know, what will happen to her if such a thing falls on her head? rs