It can't be jealousy!

Is it jealousy of Konstantin Sakalov? From the day I saw him take the stage for the first time a few years ago.

At that time, Gray was at his most desperate moment, and the appearance of Sakalov aggravated this despair tenfold and hundredfold.

Sakalov's stage debut was perfect. He was so young, and he was only thirteen years old when he performed on the highest stage. He was surrounded by flowers and applause, people called him a genius, and he smiled shyly and looked like an angel.

Gray Fantacia, who had just gotten off the operating table for the fifteenth time, watched the live broadcast and suddenly understood in his heart that there is no one in this world who cannot be replaced, and no one who cannot be forgotten.

Looking at Sakalov, who was still a little young on the stage, but exuded a dazzling light, Gray seemed to see his former self. All this is familiar, and he will be able to understand every step of the way in the future, one hundred percent. Sakalov is the most similar person in the world, only now, Sakalov is a perfect white swan, he can fly higher and higher if he wants, and sooner or later he will fly to heights that he has never reached and see landscapes that he has never seen before.

And himself, if he was once a swan, was just a black swan with broken wings, and he could never fly into the sky again.

When he wanted to watch it any more, Roman Christophe burst into the hospital room in a rage and reached out to rip off the power cord of the television.

"Sleep!" The bearded musician ordered.

Looking at Roman's cheeks, which had become haggard from staying up late and exerting himself, and the scruffy appearance that he had never seen before, who was extremely concerned about appearance, a pale smile spread across Gray's bloodless face.

"It's okay." In a low voice, he said, "Have you ever seen the word 'give up' in my dictionary?" ”

So, is this jealousy?

Although I have always admired Sakalov's performance, did I actually plant the roots of jealousy in the beginning?

Because the girl who approached him became the person that Sakalov valued, did he feel this strong unhappiness?

What a shameful and inferior emotion! Gray couldn't believe that there was such a gray area in his heart.

But today, seeing the face of the girl sitting next to him, he was a little confused again.

And as if all that had nothing to do with Sakalov.

A few days ago, when Angela told him that Xia Ida's family had sent herbs and wanted to send them, he responded lightly, but his heart was slightly rippling.

It seems that the healing brought by this half-month trip seems to be an illusion, thinking of this appointment on the weekend, somehow those past memories are all rushing out to make trouble, easily subverting the calm state of mind that has been shaped with great difficulty.

Ever since I learned the news that she was coming, I said that I didn't take it to heart, but somehow I thought about it from time to time, and unconsciously pushed all the invitations of this day to other times. Even Roman Christopher's uninvited arrival early in the morning, as always, made him feel a little annoyed.

Roman Christopher yelled at the bottom: "Heavy color and light friend! ”

Gray snorted softly in his heart, thinking, even if I light you, when will I be heavier?

But at this moment, watching the girl carefully fiddle with the various herbs and bottles and jars lined up on the table, a trace of strange emotions somehow rippled in her heart, and slowly fermented into a faint tenderness in her heart.

This was specially sent from a far, far away, and she prepared it for herself, one by one so carefully, just for him alone.

For a while, I couldn't help but feel confused, and I didn't feel like myself.

The tea was also poured for her, and her hands always felt redundant, and she didn't know where to put it, so she grabbed the TV remote control next to her and pressed it lightly.

The TV has a huge screen and excellent acoustics, which is a premium configuration purchased specifically for watching live broadcasts. The picture that appeared on the screen was extremely dazzling, and it could catch people's eyes at once - the eyes of two people were indeed caught at that moment.

What was being broadcast live on TV happened to be Konstantin Sakalov's performance!

Sakarov had arrived in the West Country about half a month ago to study at the Holy See Academy. Today's live broadcast is his debut after arriving in the West Country, and it is a very anticipated performance.

For this performance, Gray originally planned to watch the live broadcast, but Shaida made an appointment to come, so he forgot about it. Anyway, I didn't have the opportunity to watch the scene this time, so there is no essential difference between watching a live broadcast and watching a video.

The brain doesn't seem to work, and I actually turned on the TV switch at this time!

In fact, it is also a good thing to watch the live broadcast of the performance together, for her, watching alone and watching it by her side with explanations, the harvest is the difference between heaven and earth. But this example of explanation turned out to be Sakalov's words, and somehow suddenly became an irritating thing.

Fortunately, it looks like the show is halfway through and is nearing its end.

When Shaida saw Konstantin's figure on the screen, she suddenly covered her mouth and let out a soft exclamation.

She didn't even know anything about such a performance today!

These days, just practicing desperately is too busy, not to mention that there are other things to deal with that involve livelihood, all of which are physically and mentally exhausting, and you don't have the heart to pay attention to everything around you.

Therefore, when she found out that it was Konstantin's performance that was being broadcast live, Shaida's heart was surprised and delighted.

Kosgaard is really amazing, he has just arrived in the land of the west, and he has already brought a wonderful repertoire?

Judging by the reaction of the audience that the camera accidentally swept over, Kosgako is not only popular in the North no Country, but also has countless passionate fans in the West Country.

The huge theater is full, and people's eyes are focused on the center of the stage.

Remembering how she felt when she first appeared on stage, Shaida's heart suddenly gave birth to a kind of admiration - when can she be like Kosgaard, how wonderful it would be!

"Don't be stupid when you watch a show, it's not entertainment." Gray sighed softly, trying to drive away the faint displeasure in his heart, and reopened the teaching mode, "To watch the show as a dancer, the standards and requirements are different, you have to get something out of each performance, this is the most basic requirement." ”

The girl's attention was really pulled back, and she nodded convincingly, "Yes!" ”

It's as if you've received some order.

Gray Fantacia is a god-like being in her heart, and every word he says is an oracle that must be listened to attentively.

This reaction made Gray feel a little depressed.

Still, he managed to continue the unpleasant lesson.