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When I first wanted to write this book, it was in 2014, when I read a book of Interstellar and was dissatisfied with all kinds of dissatisfaction, so I had the idea of writing my own book.

Then it's about thinking about the plot, improving the outline, and sketching a grand and magical world little by little (at least that's what I think myself), from the background setting, weapon positioning, character personality, etc., step by step, it's been perfected, until the beginning of this year, half of the outline directory was made, it can also be said to be the plot catalog, three years, a plot catalog of more than 30,000 words, conservative estimates, can write 6 million words of chapter content, a little water, write 10 million words is no problem.

I have food in my hand, I don't panic in my heart, I have a plot catalog of tens of thousands of words, I am not worried at all that there is nothing to write, so, in May of this year, I uploaded a new book "The Rise of Mechanical Civilization", with the intention of moving closer to hard science fiction, the style of this book is still relatively hard, all kinds of weapons and theoretical settings, can be linked to real science and technology.

Under the continuous update every day, the data is neither good nor bad, everything is normal, but when I one day, after discovering the pit function of the red envelope system, it was out of control, I don't know the real image, I send two yuan of red envelopes every day, watching the data go up, not to mention how excited I am, this, I believe many new authors have a deep experience.

Later, I heard others say that the new book that sends red envelopes is not signed--contract, I didn't believe it at first, but soon, it was updated to 100,000 words, and I didn't wait for the text message, and the final result, I believe you have guessed it.

Yes, I am a eunuch in that book, as a book without signing == covenants, it has no future, and no matter how much I write, it will be written in vain.

And then, there was the birth of this book.

Of course, it wasn't too difficult for me to start a new book, but I just cut the plot of the book "The Rise of Mechanical Civilization" from the outline and jumped directly to the planet Cybertron at the beginning.

Since it is written about Transformers, the data of this book is a little better than the previous one, and it has also successfully signed a -= contract.

Maybe it's because of the level of writing, when I was recommended for the new book, the grades were not very satisfactory, which cast a shadow on my heart.

In the days that followed, I still updated on time every day, hoping that the data would look better, and slowly updated, and gradually survived to the day when it was put on the shelves.

Although I have already been mentally prepared in my heart, the number of subscriptions after the shelves still makes me cold and half cold, although I have been telling myself that I have my own job and don't have to care about the little subscription money, but in fact?

Actually, I really don't care about those few dollars a day, and I will tell you, isn't the subscription money worth the monthly Internet and electricity bills?

The only thing I care about is the recognition of me by readers, more recommendation tickets every day, more and more collections day by day, and a few dollars for nothing to make me happy, but none of this.

The book review area is so cold that it can scare people to death, there are fewer and fewer recommended votes, and the collection is also seven up and eight, after it was originally put on the shelves, it was pasting money backwards every month, and the motivation that can support me to write down is that the data looks better, let me know that I am not playing stand-alone, but .......

I also know that it is because of my poor writing level and small number of updates that few people read it, but when I see the worse and worse data, my passion is constantly weakened, and there are fewer and fewer of them.

At first, I thought it was Kavin, which is not surprising, after all, every author has a time or a time.

However, later I realized that the reason why I couldn't write was not Kavin at all, but that I had no passion and no desire to write, and every time I was ready to write, deep in my heart, there would be a strong resistance in my heart, which was preventing my thinking from diverging, and a subconscious disgust was cutting off my creative inspiration.

I know that I have fallen into a vicious circle, and now, this book can no longer find happiness for me, but a deep torture, it is better to be a eunuch, I have to be relieved, you can also worry, good for everyone.

Originally, I wanted to paste the plot table of contents at the back and let you take a look at the plot outline at the back, but I thought about it, or forget it, I guess you will scold me more hard when you read it, so don't bother yourself.

Well, it is estimated that after a while, there will be another new science fiction book, after all, it took three years to perfect the outline, and it would be a pity to lose it.

Well, from today, the book ends here, not written.

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