Chapter 112: It's just that I'm not in a good mood

I didn't expect that in Fantasia's heart, the gambling contract, everything was still counted, and even, it seemed to be taken for granted.

Is it yourself - won?

Somehow, there was a feeling of being very happy, very happy, like a flower blooming.

"Yesterday, the class leader said that the teachers of the basic training class and the choreography class are still talking, and they are not confirmed, I thought it was ......" Xia Yida suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and for some reason diverted the topic.

"Think I'm hesitant to come?" Fantaxia laughed rarely, "It's just that they insisted that I teach choreography, but I insisted on teaching basic training, and the result is that it has been a see-saw until now." However, I also paid a little price, and I had to give choreography lectures to senior students, so I got the basic training course, so I ......"

Fantasia stretched out a finger and gently poked Shaida's forehead: "Study hard, don't be lazy." ”

Gray Vantaxia is a famous choreographer, and the school invited him to teach choreography classes ideally, and for himself, it must be more familiar and easier. But now, he has become the teacher of the basic training course for first-year freshmen, which has more hours and more work than the choreography class, and what is the reason for this, even if Xia Ida is dull, she can understand it clearly.

Like he said, he was making good on a promise.

A moving emotion slowly rippled up in my heart and slowly spread to my whole body.

"I won't be lazy, I'll work hard!" Shaida was very firm.

Her expression made Fantasia laugh, he seemed to smile a little more than before, he really looked good when he smiled.

"Frustrated, aren't you, these two days?"

Shaida looked at him without surprise, it was normal for him to see through everything.

"It's a little, but it's not frustration, it's anxiety!" In front of Fantacia, it seems easier to express the true state of mind.

Vantacia nodded and said, "No way, it will probably be a long time." Everyone will go through it, it's just that you're too late and will appear in the year, depending on whether you can successfully get through. ”

"Experience...... What the? ”

"The big trough, pessimism, despair...... All sorts of bad stuff. ”

It's really at rock bottom, and I already have that feeling after just one day of classes yesterday.

But it didn't matter, he didn't intend to back down, and now, he came, and all of a sudden he brought endless courage.

How could you be so lucky? I don't know how many times a day I sigh.

"It's okay!" "Even if I fall, I'm going to climb out." ”

Fantasia's eyes bent imperceptibly, and he said, "I know, but it's going to be long." ”

"You too...... Have you ever had one? ”

Fantacia never mentions his own affairs, his past, what has happened to him. Whether he was a true dancer or not, Shaida didn't know. However, this "had" refers to things related to dance practice, and Fantacia can naturally hear it.

He thought about it, then nodded and said, "Yes." It was a long, long time ago. ”

At this point, he stopped talking, but fell into a moment of silence.

Sure enough, he was still reluctant to mention his own affairs.

I feel hard, hard, long, I can't keep up with the established rhythm, I feel self-loathing, I think I'm worthless, I can't see where the future is, or in other words, I can't see whether I have a future or not. Over the course of the day, Shaida had already felt a little. And, there is a hunch that this feeling will get stronger and stronger as the course continues. But now it seems that this is a threshold that every dancer must personally cross, and there may be more than one such threshold on the road ahead.

Even a magical person like Fantacia will go through all of this.

The rest of the students have probably experienced this a long time ago, after all, they have received professional dance training since childhood. But for Xia Yida, this threshold appeared in the learning process of the Northern Capital School Park, and it was particularly insurmountable.

Now it seems as if fate had arranged for Vantasia to deliberately befall her life and accompany her through this difficult time.

Words have no way to express the gratitude in his heart, and there is so little he can do but silently wish him all the best, including his mood.

"Last time, did I do something wrong? I'm a little stupid, and I can't figure it out even if I want to, so ......"

"What?" Vantasia looked puzzled.

This matter has always been a heavy stone in my heart. It's a rare relaxed atmosphere right now, and Fantasia seems to be in a good mood. Shaida finally mustered up the courage to throw out the question in her heart, hoping that such a thing would not happen again in the future.

"That's it...... The last time we met, you seemed angry. I kept wondering if I was doing something wrong. I know very few things, I'm not smart, and there are many things I don't understand, so if I do something wrong......"

Before she could finish her sentence, she was interrupted by Fantasia.

"Nothing was done wrong. Not your reason. ”

"But ......"

Vantacia was silent for a moment and said, "I'm sorry, I wasn't in a good mood that day, but it wasn't your fault. Later, I went to the country of the west, and I just came back two days ago, so I don't have much time to worry about other things these days. ”

Shaida nodded incomprehensibly. It turns out that it's not because of yourself. It seems to be relieved, but there is something awkward.

It seems that as he spoke, he lowered his eyelids slightly, avoiding his gaze.

For a long time, Vantacia has always given people the feeling that he is like a cold heart like stopping water, so will he also be "in a bad mood"?

At this moment, he looks very much like an ordinary person.

"Alright, let's go get ready, it's time for class." Fantacia abruptly diverted the subject.

Xia Yida heard the sound of talking and footsteps coming from the corridor outside, and someone was already walking towards the classroom.

Time flies so fast.

Shaida answered, went to the cabinet to put her bag away, took off her coat, and began to warm up.

The training room began to be lively, and when a person came in, he would scream in surprise.

The second class schedule is the first session of the basic training session this week, so the appearance of Fantacia surprised everyone.

However, it is no longer a surprise with some doubts, as in the exam, but full of joy and excitement.

In the third round of exams, the third group led by Vantacia shocked everyone with a 75% pass rate, and also firmly established Vantacia's prestige among these freshmen.

So, even if it's a basic training course, it becomes a lucky thing for them, because it's a miracle in itself.

Now that Vantacia was surrounded by people, Shaida was the one in the corner.

Vantacia seemed to be talking to the excited students in simple language, his expression was still faint, he didn't talk much, and he still looked the same as before, but no one seemed to think that he was the difficult, frosty kaolin flower anymore.

The mindset has changed, and the perception has changed. What people see with their eyes often does not represent the essence of a person at all.