Chapter 38: Selfishness
Zhang Weiqiang patted Gu Nuannuan's little head and said to Zhang Minzhen: "Don't think nonsense, I'm not a person like Gu who has any thoughts." The main thing is that I look at you like this, and there will be more places to spend money on going to school in the future. In case you don't have the money to get your hands on it, you also have a place to maneuver, don't you? Not only you, but also our parents are old, and there is always a time to spend money.
Now there is no separation, but my parents never care about us asking for money, I give my mother a few dollars a month, and she accepts it reluctantly, and keeps saying that there is enough food and drink at home. Actually, I don't know that it's because the second brother and the third brother didn't pay the money, and she was afraid that if she accepted me, your sister-in-law would have ideas. Alas, every family has a scripture that is difficult to read. You say that if there is a real urgency to need money, will I give it or not? When the time comes, ask your sister-in-law to pay money, if the second brother and third brother refuse to give money, can your sister-in-law feel comfortable? So, sometimes having more siblings isn't entirely a good thing. Everyone and the small family are very important, but at the same time, there are inevitably negligence......"
"Big brother, I think it's bad." Zhang Minzhen felt ashamed that she actually had a scumbag role model like Gu Lihui, and she also doubted her eldest brother.
"I don't blame you, in fact, this is not my selfishness. Although the mouth says the same, I know that for your sister-in-law and for the people on our side, I must be biased towards our own side. β
β...... People's hearts are partial. β
"That's it. Your sister-in-law is already very good, don't feel uncomfortable in your heart. After all, it is impossible for her to treat you the same as her own brothers and sisters, and it is even more difficult for a strong person...... She just needs to do what she can do, and you don't feel uncomfortable that she is biased - that is, she is uncomfortable with herself.
Life is lived by people, relying on the mountains and mountains, relying on everyone to run. I'm your eldest brother, and I can pull you at a critical time, but I can't follow you all the time, ready to pull you at any time. Therefore, in the future, you will still have to rely on yourself most of the time, and you will get through it as soon as you close your eyes and close your eyes no matter how sad you are. Your eldest brother and I have never been a bad seed, you are my own sister, and I believe you are not far behind. β
"Hmm. I don't feel bad in my heart, after all, I have a big brother who is so good to me. Big brother, don't worry, I'll make my life better and better. Zhang Minzhen couldn't help but secretly wipe her tears, trying her best to say these words calmly, but she didn't realize that the nasal voice in her voice had exposed her emotions.
Zhang Weiqiang didn't expose her and nodded.
Gu Nuannuan lowered her head, her eyes were red. How could she be willing to let him die in vain in this life?
It's not that she didn't think about saving the lives of the people on the bus with an early warning, but she knew she couldn't do it. She couldn't think of any reason she could come up with to stop the bus from running and stop the tragedy from happening.
Tell someone she's coming back from the future? Or tell someone she can prophesy?
Gu Nuannuan sighed in her heart.
She is no longer a real child, she is not too naΓ―ve to think that if she can be reborn, she will become a savior, and she can be a living bodhisattva who can save suffering. Now her strength is still too small, and she can't force too much except to change the fate of her mother, uncle, grandparents, and herself. Greedy people generally don't end well.
Zhang Weiqiang and Zhang Minzhen changed the topic suddenly, and discussed what kind of small business to do.
After some discussion, although there is no final result, as long as he thinks that he is not the only one behind him, and there are also his closest relatives who are silently supporting him, in the end, Zhang Minzhen still feels a lot more at ease, and no longer feels that the road ahead is full of confusion.
What the two didn't know was that along the way, Gu Nuannuan was also secretly helping to think of ideas.
When he arrived in the town, Zhang Weiqiang didn't break his promise, and really bought fried dough sticks for Gu Nuannuan, Gu Nuannuan used the excuse that he was too full for breakfast, so he broke the fritters into three parts and insisted that the two of them eat together, and in the end, the two couldn't screw her, so she had to eat them all.
Eating fried dough sticks, Gu Nuannuan unexpectedly remembered the pancake fruit she had eaten in her previous life, her eyes lit up, if she asked her mother to do the pancake fruit business, wouldn't it be very suitable, this kind of snack in the north in this era is almost impossible to see in the south. If you ask your mother to make it and sell it, it must be a rare thing.
The most important thing is that it is not difficult to make pancake fruit, and the tools are easy to obtain, and a pancake fruit can be made in a few minutes. Whether the raw material is mung bean noodles, soybean noodles or black bean noodles, it can be eaten with fritters not only delicious, but also a serious staple food. Previous life...... The father and son loved to eat, and at that time she hated the uncleanliness outside, and finally learned to make it at home, from spreading cakes to learning to make sauce and fried fritters by herself......
After countless experiments, she has also tasted it, and it is not inferior to what is sold outside, and even surpasses.
Gu Nuannuan adjusted her breathing and smiled bitterly, there was no skill that could not be used. Unexpectedly, this is likely to become a means of making a living for myself and my mother in this life, and even a source of capital for the first pot of gold. She forced herself to think calmly: her uncle works at the grain station, and the raw materials needed to make this pancake fruit mother must not be a problem.
It's just that the biggest question is, how can I teach this craft to my mother so that it doesn't arouse suspicion?
"Nuan Nuan, don't think too much when you get to school, concentrate on studying. Your parents' affairs are adults' affairs, and you still have to study at this time, and only after learning great skills can you fight for your mother's face, do you know? The bicycle stopped, Zhang Weiqiang and Zhang Minzhen got off, Zhang Weiqiang clamped Gu Nuannuan off with one hand, and then hung it on the handlebar, at this time, the army green schoolbag and a lunch box commonly used by children were handed to her and admonished.
"Got it, goodbye uncle and mother."
Gu Nuannuan took the schoolbag and looked at it on its back, it turned out that she had arrived at the gate of her school unconsciously, it was still early, and there were not many students who came to school. The teacher on duty at the school gate has not yet arrived. But fortunately, the management of the school is not so strict at this time, because students who have begun to get up early have come to the school one after another, so the old man of the school guard has opened the small door.
She waved her hand at the two of them, and walked directly to the school through the half-hidden small door, and the relevant memories in her mind automatically and clearly emerged at the same time, and for a while she even remembered where her classroom was at this time, where she was sitting, the faces of the tables she had once shared, and the surnames and faces of the teachers of each subject.
It's amazing, she is amazed and secretly glad, fortunately she still remembers this, otherwise it will be a big trouble.