Niu Zhan couldn't describe what it was like, it was like a dream, he was stepping on the void under his feet, he couldn't feel anything around him, it was pitch black, it was a kind of complete darkness, and he couldn't see anything. However, in the endless distance, every now and then, something like a star flashed, and beyond that, there was nothing.

He knew that his consciousness must be trapped somewhere, but how to get out, he didn't know. Here, his ears were as if he were deaf, his eyes as if they were blind, and a vast and distant loneliness suddenly eroded his heart.

After Niu Zhan stood on the single-plank bridge and did not react at all, on the other side of the bridge, three old people dressed like old farmers from the countryside came out, of the same grade, and their appearance seemed to be a little similar, and one of them said this to the other.

"Big brother, this is not good, this kind of Zen realm, the gods may not be able to understand it thoroughly, he is just a little hairy child, let's just save him, it's hard to do anything for him, anyway, he is the apprentice of the old monster, this bit of face still has to be given!"

"Why should you and me save the trouble he caused, if you can save it, it is worth saving."

"But can this Zen realm come out with his ability?"

"Whether you can come out or not, not by ability, but by heart, the old monster's state of mind is really admirable, presumably his apprentice is almost where to go, let's try his Zen heart, if not, let him out, nothing, nothing!"

"Big brother, let's say this lightly, if his heart is too bad, he will go crazy, and at that time, you and I may not be able to save it!"

"Haha, you're thinking too much, look, what is he doing at the moment?"

The three old men looked at Niu Struggle at the same time and found that the kid was lying asleep in the Zen realm at the moment.

"Well, this kid can't be stupid, right? It's all this time, can you still sleep? ”

"Haha, interesting, right? Okay, second brother and third brother, there is another guest coming to the door, you two go to play with him, don't snub others, otherwise the above will be unhappy. I'm here to protect the Dharma for him, and I have a feeling that this kid will come out in less than a stick of incense! ”

"One stick of incense, how is it possible, big brother, you are scolding your brother around the corner, I still need two sticks of incense to come out."

"That's because your Taoism is too profound, sometimes, obsession is not a good thing, let's wait and see."

In this way, one of the old men sat on a stone by the river stream, and with a wave of his hand, he added a fishing rod out of thin air, threw it into the water, and fished with a peaceful face. However, the water in that small river was only two feet deep, and there were no fish at all, and it was not known what he was fishing.

The other two old men did not feel strange when they saw him do this, but they smiled heartily and turned away.

Besides, Niu Struggle, he is indeed asleep, these days and nights, non-stop, just to see Xiaoyu as soon as possible, of course, these are all in his heart, he will not say to anyone. Along the way, when Lao Xi couldn't walk, on the one hand, in order to hurry, on the other hand, in order to take care of Lao Xi'er's body, almost all of them were carried on his back, and he was extremely tired. There was another incident just now, Lao Xi'er's life hung by a thread, and although his own countermeasures saved the situation, he was really too nervous just now, for fear that Long Tu would see through his trick and let the old man lose his life in vain. Although in the end, he relied on his composure to deal with it and was lucky, but no one would know about the pressure he was under at that time, and it cost him almost all his mental energy.

Therefore, when the consciousness was trapped here, instead of panicking, the feeling of loneliness gave him a long-lost peace, and then he became sleepy. Life and death are held in the hands of others, and the senseless struggle is too redundant, he didn't think about it, he lay down and fell asleep.

As soon as he fell asleep, he had a very strange dream, and he actually dreamed of his favorite little fish. But at this time, his little fish was no longer in school, the innocent and lovely little sister next door, she became cold and expressionless. And they stood in front of him, staring at each other, without saying a word.

"Xiaoyu, is that you?" Niu Zhan knew that it was just a dream, but he was still very happy, because even if it was a dream, it was much more real than a memory. Even if it's just an illusory reality, for him, it's a gift.

But the little fish did not speak.

Niu Zhan couldn't hold back the excitement in his heart, rushed up and hugged him in his arms, and tears flowed out unconsciously: "Xiaoyu, why did you become like this, what happened to them to you?" I'm sorry, but I didn't have the ability to get you out. ”

"Your tears have stained my clothes," Xiao Yu didn't move, but said extremely indifferently.

"What did you say?" Niu Zhan grabbed her shoulder, looked at each other, and asked in disbelief.

"Hmph, you are so good" Xiao Yu's eyes did not dodge, but were very sharp, and his words were extremely cold.

Niu Zhan's hand slowly let go, and he moved back a few steps with a sluggish step: "You say I'm a good man?" ”

"Yes, it's pathetic! If it weren't for the fact that I was sick and had no support, do you think I would have fallen in love with someone like you? You think you're powerful, don't you, and if you're powerful, why can't you do anything about watching me being taken away? You know how much pain my body has to endure every day, but I have to force a smile to please you. But you, always ignore me, don't you think you're like a man? Xiao Yu asked.

"I love you!"

"Love me? Since you love me, tell me what have you done for me? Carry me down from Longhua Temple and buy me a meal for me, it seems like that's all, what else? Don't say you're here to see me, running around like a lost dog, even if you can catch a glimpse of me, what's the use? Can you help me go back? I tell you, no! All you can get is to put your mind at ease. I'm not afraid to tell you that even if you have the ability to save me back, I won't go back, because here, I'm doing well, I don't have any diseases, everyone is in awe of me, why should I go back, is it because you love me? Xiao Yu said with a sneer.

"They're using you, don't be fooled!" Niu Struggle argued.

"Utilization? Aren't people taking advantage of each other? Aren't you using me, using my dependence on you to satisfy your empty heart, and even using my love for you to satisfy many of your fantasies, when you kiss me, aren't you the same as others, full of dirty desires. ”

"No, I'm love, not use, how do you say that? What can I do for you, can they? ”

"But what they can do, you can't do it in your life, I don't need your vague promises, I just want a healthy body, no pain and pain, I'm fed up with the pain of ten thousand ants devouring my heart, this is what I need most, but you can't give it." Xiao Yu still said indifferently.

"You are wrong, love is not to use each other, to love you is to be willing to bear the pain you are suffering with you, if you can change it, you can exchange your illness for me, I have no hesitation, even if I want to exchange my life for your peace, I will give it to you!" Niu said with great firmness.

"Okay, then I want your life now, you can take it, if you are willing to give, I believe that the so-called love you said is true!" Xiao Yu said nonchalantly.

"Hehe, it's just a dream, even if I'm willing to give it to you, it's just a dream, what's the use!"

"No, it's not a dream, I'm standing before you for real, and I was commanded to take your life." Xiao Yu said with a cold smile.

(End of chapter)