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Maybe it's really that I'm crazy, and I don't care about that anymore.

What fucking life and death, what fucking fear.

Come on, although a life is not valuable, if you want to take it, you have to pay a corresponding price.

"Whew"

Suddenly there was a voice behind me, and when I turned around, I saw that it was the corpse with tubes stuck all over it, sitting up.

Before he could make the next move, I rushed over, grabbed a chair on the ground, and smashed it the corpse's head.

"I'll fuck you!"

The thing was smashed by me and fell off the operating table.

Life is like this, once you let go, fear or anything can no longer be an obstacle or a problem.

The corpse fell to the ground and never got up again.

I took a scalpel in my hand, turned around and walked out of the operating room, and continued to search room by room.

I don't know why, I always vaguely feel in my heart that this matter must have something to do with me, but I can't think of what kind of relationship it will have with me.

I don't know how many times I've thought about it, just in the process of such an adventure, I will die directly, and I will not be confused, hesitant and helpless.

This kind of life is really not acceptable to ordinary people, and living in all kinds of mental torture every day really makes me a little painful, and I always feel inexplicably depressed.

Actually, I knew in my heart that I should have some psychological problems, but I didn't plan to see a psychiatrist.

Let's live one day at a time.

I always feel that one of the biggest mistakes I made was to be with Shen Mo.

As it turned out, I couldn't bring her happiness and joy at all, there was just endless worry and pain.

If one day I die, then Shen Mo will also be relieved.

But the cowardly thing of suicide, I don't think I can do it at any time.

That's not what a man should do.

It's unforgivable to even think about it.

Life may be like this, always turning in circles, but the person who is the protagonist still thinks that he is actually traveling around the world.

The moment I stepped on the stairs on the second floor, an inexplicable coldness suddenly surrounded me.

It's not hard to predict that when I go up, I'll make a sound, and it's finally incredible.

However, I still have to go up.

No caution, no timidity. I ran up to the second floor, my eyes a little red.

I forgot where I saw this sentence before:

"The most terrible thing is not death, but the process of waiting for death."

I didn't understand why all I had in my mind at the time was that I would never be able to walk out of that building standing on my feet again. Perhaps, that is the embodiment of the influence of thought.

Otherwise, I wouldn't have been trying to go to work a few days ago, so that my life and Shen Mo's life would have stabilized as soon as possible, and within a few days in the next few days, or the moment I entered the abandoned hospital building, I immediately became another world-weary look.

Standing in the hallway on the second floor, I felt my blood burning all over my body, and there was only one thought in my head:

"Find it, let it kill me, and end my suffering!"

Just as I was about to rush forward, something suddenly appeared on the ground where there was nothing, and just as I tripped up, my body tilted, and I rolled straight down the stairs.

On the first and a half floors, I reached out in a daze and wiped the blood on my head, feeling a little scared.

What the am I doing? Why didn't you leave?

It seems that everything is being done according to my direct thoughts, but I know in my heart that taking it is not what I want at all!

I just received a call from Zhang Dongqiang, and I originally wanted to run out immediately, but why did I come again? Still going up to the second floor?

Ignoring the pain in his head, he stumbled and ran out.

Finally, I was really bathed in the sun again, and the feeling of the rest of my life after the catastrophe in my heart was really good.

I don't know why, at that moment, I thought of that Zhang Yuan.

Could it really be that she has been helping me?

Broken head.

After going to the hospital to bandage, I went home.

I turned on the phone and called Shen Mo, telling her that I had gone home and telling her to be careful.

In fact, in essence, Shen Mo and I are the same kind of person, otherwise he would not have to apply for a transfer to the forensic team at a young age.

Dealing with all kinds of corpses all day long.,If it were an ordinary girl.,I'm afraid I won't dare to go even more if I die.。

But Shen Mo can, in fact, she herself is also very interested in this kind of thing, but because she is worried about my safety, she doesn't want me to take risks.

But she will never understand that life is like this, and it is also something that people are afraid of, and the more people want to conquer.

I am like this, Shen Mo is like this, and perhaps, the former Lao Zhou is also like this.

I don't think there will be anyone who can deal with ghosts out of kindness, out of a desire to help others, and go out and really put the demon suppression on their shoulders as a task, as the meaning of life to live.

In the beginning, it must have been because of curiosity and hobbies. Of course, a little courage is necessary.

Sitting in front of the computer, I have logged in to QQ.

It's been a long time since I've been online, and I think there will be a lot of people who will leave me a message.

But what disappointed me was that after a long time, I didn't even see a single message.

", what's going on?"

"Didi"

The message beeps.

"You're lucky, you're going to have someone to help you every time, but I don't think you will have a chance to escape next time!"

I wondered, who could this person be?

Am I still having trouble escaping this weird QQ?

Unplug the computer with a bang.

But the screen was already on, and the QQ avatar began to flash again.

"Scared? I tell you, from the day you choose the good things that are bad for me, your soul is already mine! ”

I looked at the man's avatar, and it was a chick who had been green.

"You're sick, aren't you? Why are you sending me such boring messages? ”

"Bored? Hehehe, soon you will know what is called boredom or lactation! ”

In fact, I am also to blame for this matter, I shouldn't have logged in to the QQ number that was very weird from the beginning, and I shouldn't have established that supernatural event QQ group.

But in life, there is no turning back, and there is no regret medicine.

Besides, I'm not a person who can feel regret in the first place!

Crackling on the keyboard to type the next line of words:

"I'll fuck you!"

Place quickly replied:

"I hope you can still be like this tomorrow and live so soberly."

The moment I saw that sentence, I felt a little pain in my head!

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