"Actually, I was very wrong to use the word 'consummation'. A child who has been so young that she can only call her mother to your photos and tombstones before she can speak, even if her life is happy in the future, how can her life be described by the word 'fulfillment'? ”

Luo Hongyi's voice was low and sad: "Shengnan was more sensible than other children when she was very young, no one taught her, and she also knew that it was easy not to mention the word 'mother' at home, because once she mentioned it, it would inevitably cause sadness, tears and sadness, so even if she thought about it, she didn't dare to mention it and dare not ask more." But Mom said that she heard Katsuo crying and calling Mom in her dreams several times at night, and then she didn't dare to make a sound when she woke up, so she hid in the quilt and cried secretly......"

“...... Stop it. Gu Nuannuan finally couldn't help but choke and covered her face, tears seeped out from her fingers little by little, she endured the heart-wrenching pain in her chest and struggled, "Don't say it again...... We are a mistake in ourselves, and we are here to fix it all our lives. Without Haoyang, there will be no more victorious men, they will definitely be able to live better than their previous lives if they join other people's homes......"

"Without us together, do they really have a chance to cast into someone else's house? Nuan Nuan, don't make a fool of yourself. Luo Hongyi reached out and wanted to grab Gu Nuannuan, Gu Nuannuan put down the hand covering his face, Huo Di took a big step back and stared at him with hatred, "There is no longer any possibility between us, if, if it weren't for you, and those so-called family members of yours, how could Haoyang and Shengnan ..... So you don't want to use the children as a reason and an excuse anymore, you don't deserve it. ”

"I know I was wrong, so isn't it enough that you have already punished me and yourself in your previous life? In this life, we all have the opportunity to start all over again, do you really have to repeat that process all over again? Luo Hongyi's hand hung down in frustration, and he didn't feel comfortable at all when he looked at Gu Nuannuan, but he shuddered at the thought of letting him go, living day and night like his predecessors in that kind of torment like tearing out his heart.

He took a deep breath and asked, "Nuan Nuan, put all that aside and ask your own heart." In your heart, do you really have no feelings for me, our family, and our children, and don't you want to reverse it perfectly? ”

"Reversal?"

Gu Nuannuan sneered: "What you say now is easy." People will feel that what they lose is the best when they lose. In your last life, you lost Haoyang and me, so you feel indebted to us, and you will live in guilt for the rest of your life. But if you get it again in this life, maybe it won't be a few years, ten, twenty, or thirty years from now? At that time, should you recall and think that your parents, brothers, children and nephews are the best, and you owe them again? ”

"That's what you think?" Luo Hongyi lost his mind for a moment, "Nuan Nuan, do you know what I recalled and reflected on the most in my last life?" He didn't wait for Gu Nuannuan to answer before he replied, "It's communication." ”

He smiled wryly: "We have been communicating with each other so little and too little that there was a misunderstanding between us at the beginning. But it's not your fault. I know that it has always been you who love me more, so I will be complacent at the beginning, so that I ignore your emotions, and when you think that in my heart, my parents, brothers and sisters are the most important, even more important than you and your children, you can't find and correct them in time, so that you make a wrong step, a wrong step. ”

"Hehe, what's the use of talking about it now? Could my children and I be more important to you than your parents and siblings? Gu Nuannuan turned her head mockingly, secretly hating herself for almost being a little moved by his words.

"Yes. In fact, in the beginning, you were on par with my parents, and you were always as important to me as they were, many times more important than my brothers and sisters. Luo Hongyi stretched out his hand to hold her hand, looked at her and said seriously, "Later, Haoyang was born, and I even found that the scale in my heart was tilting towards you and the child day by day. Nuan Nuan, do you know, in my last life, I have always regretted that I couldn't tell you directly in person like now, in fact, my love for you has never been less than your love for me. ”

"Don't lie to me like this, don't think that I don't know that you are not because of love at all, you are simply guilty. You don't deserve to mention the word 'love', if you really love us, you care about us even a little bit, and there will be no next thing that will happen later......" Gu Nuannuan didn't dare to mention her son's death, it was a pain that she didn't dare to touch easily in her two lives, and the pain was even more painful than the disfigurement of her mother in her previous life, the accidental car accident of her uncle, and the miserable old age of her grandparents.

She struggled to withdraw her hand, but found that she was so weak that she couldn't do anything at such a critical time, and finally her tears slanted down more and more, and she looked at Luo Hongyi with tears in her eyes, "How many times have I compromised for you in my last life, do you really know?" But in the end, I found out that the person I hated the most was not you, but myself, and for countless days and nights I hated why we had met in the first place, and I always thought about how good it would have been if we hadn't started in the first place...... You don't understand, you can't understand, what a sense of despair it feels like to have completely rejected everything about yourself......"

"Nuan Nuan, I understand." Luo Hongyi hugged Gu Nuannuan tightly, and hot tears fell on her shoulders one by one, penetrating into her clothes all the way, "Even if I didn't understand it at the beginning, I slowly understood the long days without you in the following decades." Nuan Nuan, don't you think it's our greatest luck that we have this opportunity to fix our mistakes? Are you really sure that if we miss each other in this life, you won't regret it the more you think about it? ”

He raised his head, held Gu Nuannuan's head with both hands, stared at her eyes tightly and forced her to look at him and said ruthlessly: "If you really insist, then what if you regret it in the end?" I don't believe we've had this chance to do it all over again, and we can do it again. If...... One day you regret it, but our Haoyang and Katsunan really don't have the chance to start again, what should you do? Are you really willing to do it? Is it really okay to get by? ”