668 The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment
"Gu Lingse, no matter how many people you find to help you. As long as I, Ye Chengshu, don't agree, you can't leave me. Remember, you can't run away from me in this life. I will be like your shadow, inseparable from you. For the rest of your life, you can only live under my wings, and you can't escape! ”
Dreams, awakened suddenly.
There is no difference between opening your eyes and closing them.
It was still pitch black, without a trace of light, as if it could swallow the dark night.
"Up?" A familiar, slightly old voice rang out from the darkness.
Dr. Zhang.
Hearing the identity of the other party, Gu Lingse was not frightened, but slowly wanted to get up, but found that his whole body was weak and soft, like cotton.
"The effect of the medicine has not faded yet, so it's better for you not to move for the time being." Dr. Zhang reminded with an expressionless face, "Sleeping more is the most important thing you should do now." ”
Hearing this, Gu Lingse didn't insist, lay back down, reached out and touched it, and found that she was covered with a thick blanket under her. It doesn't feel cold, and it's soft.
"So, I escaped?"
"Not yet. When the ocean-going freighter arrives at its destination, you'll be able to escape. Now, it is estimated that it is still under the jurisdiction of our military. Doctor Zhang crawled to Gu Lingse's side, and somewhere found a cushion to stuff under her legs, "It's more comfortable this way." ”
"Thank you." Gu Lingse subconsciously apologized first, then remembered and asked, "What about Ms. Gao Lan?" ”
"Three people go together, the goal is too big. She doesn't follow us all the way. Doctor Zhang handed over a plastic bottle as if he was playing tricks, "Drink some salt water to replenish your strength first, and then I'll tell you slowly." After a pause, Dr. Zhang added, "You've been asleep for more than ten hours." ”
Touching his drowsy head, Lingse nodded and took the plastic bottle.
"Don't drink too quickly, drink slowly, little by little."
"Got it." Lingse slowly drank salt water to replenish her strength, while listening to Dr. Zhang's account of what had happened after she had fallen asleep.
In fact, there is nothing thrilling, let alone spectacular. With the mountains as a cover, she took this ocean-going cargo ship all the way from Jiangnan Province very smoothly. There wasn't even a little stumbling, and she escaped so smoothly.
On the one hand, it is to not startle the snake, and on the other hand, it is also to paralyze the Ye family. Goran didn't go with them. She went to the airport generously and left by plane. As for where Gao Lan went, she didn't say, and Dr. Zhang didn't ask. She didn't know.
However, Lingse thought that if she could leave this time, Ms. Gao Lan should not go back. It was the place where all her sad memories gathered. Once you're gone, I'm afraid no one will want to go back. What's more, Ms. Gao Lan helped her escape, even if Ms. Gao Lan wanted to go back in the future, I am afraid that she would not be able to go back.
Lingse thought, in fact, this is fine.
It took a lot of effort for her to get out of there. Since Ms. Gao Lan has left, it is okay not to go back.
She has been asleep ever since she was wheeled out of the operating room.
From Dr. Zhang's mouth, Gu Lingse learned that the person in charge of monitoring her had already been secretly put in their meals by Dr. Zhang sleeping pills that could sleep for twenty-four hours without harming her body.
It was Dr. Zhang who was responsible for stealing her from the hospital and from Ye Chengshu's layers of eyeliner. And the person responsible for transporting her out of Jiangnan Province is Gao Shan. Among them, it is all the credit of Gao Lan. If there was no Gao Lan's maneuvering, neither Doctor Zhang nor Political Commissar Gao would have taken a big risk to help her escape.
Dr. Zhang said that the sea area where they are now is still within the jurisdiction of China. Although it can basically be said that her escape was successful, the sky is unpredictable. It is difficult to guarantee that Ye Chengshu will not forcibly stop this ocean-going freighter belonging to the military.
"Don't worry too much, in a short period of time, Ye Tezhu will not suspect the high political commissar. The ocean-going freighter we are on is safe. It seemed that she was worried that she was afraid, and the indifferent Dr. Zhang also spoke comfortingly.
In the darkness, Lingse gently hooked her lips and smiled.
"I'm not afraid."
From the moment she made up her mind, she wasn't afraid. There was nothing to be afraid of.
The moment the tricycle drove towards her, countless thoughts flashed through her head. There are many emotions, but there is no fear.
She and Ye Chengshu have come to this point, and they have long been irresolvable.
He was paranoid, and she was even more stubborn. She has no resemblance to Ye Chengshu, but she has recognized one thing, and ten cows can't pull it back, and they are the same. He has his pride, and she has her last dignity.
She had long said that if she loved him, she could even be humbled to the dust. But she can't even be trampled under his feet by the only remaining dignity.
Maybe for other women, as long as they can get Ye Chengshu's love, it is enough. For the rest, they can ignore it. But she didn't make it. She didn't want to be Ye Chengshu's accessory, and she didn't want to be his canary.
Everyone has a bottom line, and her bottom line is freedom.
She couldn't bear to be imprisoned by him, begging for his love like a slave. After being married to him for a year and a half and experiencing so many things, she has come to know a little more and more.
Only Ye Chengshu's favor is far from enough. She can't tie her love to an uncertain 'human heart'. She will always have a day when she is old and decrepit, how long can the love of a man with power and wealth last? She has to make herself qualified enough to stand by Ye Chengshu's side with confidence and accept the words 'young lady' from others!
She is good enough, so good that Ye Chengshu's love for her is the kind of excellence that will never fade.
Her departure was not willful or emotional. She is well thought out.
She thought that when she could become good enough, she appeared gorgeously in front of Ye Chengshu. But she was wrong, very wrong. Between her and Ye Chengshu, there was no equality from the beginning. So, he ignored her dignity and tied her to his side paranoidly.
"Everything has been under his control for a long time, and even the hearts of the people, he will control it."
"This is the man of the Ye family. Gu Lingse, you should have recognized it a long time ago, didn't you? From the day you marry him, you should understand that Ye Chengshu is saying that he is superior. Even the woman he loves deeply has no doubt that he is superior. You really shouldn't tease him. Take 10,000 steps back, give birth to that child, and then discuss with him about leaving, he is not an unreasonable person. Why do you have to rush away from him at this time with your children? No man can sit idly by and watch this happen. What's more, your husband is that Ye Chengshu! Gu Lingse, why are you! ”
"yes, why. Maybe it's because I also have my own inverted scales. ”
You say, who doesn't have a temper idea? What age is it, and people are still under house arrest. Ye Chengshu: When he was the emperor of ancient times? Whoever is said to be under house arrest will be placed under house arrest.
Doctor Zhang asked her, "Gu Lingse, have you ever regretted running away from Ye Tezhu's side like this?" ”
Regret?
Her memory is frozen in the picture where Dr. Zhang asked Ye Chengshu outside the door of the operating room, whether to keep the big or the small. She heard it clearly, and Ye Chengshu unswervingly dropped a word-
Big!
Almost as soon as Dr. Zhang's question was asked, Ye Chengshu immediately answered. At all, there is no time to think.
How much Ye Chengshu is looking forward to the arrival of this child, he doesn't say it, how can she not understand in her heart. Because, they're all the same!
Deeply, expectantly, expectantly, this child will come.
And what this child means, she also knows very well.
For Ye Chengshu, this is his first child. For the Ye family, this is the first child of the new generation.
Significant?
I'm afraid that these four words can't describe the importance of this child to the Ye family and to Ye Chengshu.
But Ye Chengshu, without hesitation, chose to give up the child, just to let her be safe.
So when Dr. Zhang asked her if she regretted leaving Ye Chengshu.
She doesn't regret it. But she was very heartbroken.
This man's deep affection is simply demanding. Whoever can get his favor of three thousand, he must have saved the galaxy in his previous life to get this honor.
How many women dream of it, she just let it go so easily. Moreover, it is to leave in the most decisive way. She didn't even be able to see Ye Chengshu again.
Her heart hurt beyond measure. But there is no way, if she doesn't leave, she will die. At the same time, she will also slowly survive Ye Chengshu.
Survive the love between them.
She didn't want to see the two of them look at each other and hate each other. She didn't want to see that she and Ye Chengshu slept in the same bed every day, but they hated each other to the core. Only this kind of picture, she didn't want to see.
Child, it's gone. And she will never be able to have her own children again in this life.
In this way, she is not qualified to stay by Ye Chengshu's side.
How can a woman who can't have children become Ye Chengshu's only wife?
So, while she was still conscious, she made a decision -
She had to leave.
This time, there was no longer any reason for her to stay.
"Regret, I'm leaving. If he doesn't leave, I will die, and he will live worse than die. ”
"Young lady, let me call you that one last time." Doctor Zhang sighed softly, "Young lady, if, if this car accident hadn't happened, if the child was safe and sound, and you were caught by Ye Tezhu again, would you still want to escape?" ”
"Maybe, maybe not." Gu Lingse leaned weakly against the wall of the cruise ship, smiling desolately.
If there is still a child, she and Ye Chengshu will have a chance to turn around, right? Because children are the link between the two of them. It is the existence that cannot separate their connection in any way.
"But the child is gone. It's too late to talk about that now. ”
"What if I say that things are still turning around?" Doctor Zhang, like a sorcerer who can deceive people's hearts, asked seductively, "If you and Ye Tezhu can still have your children, do you want to choose to go back?" ”
At this time, his eyes had slightly adapted to the darkness, Gu Lingse blinked, and vaguely saw the silhouette of a person sitting next to him.
She subconsciously bit the root and didn't let herself have too much hope.
Because as the saying goes, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.
She couldn't afford to be disappointed again.
"Young lady, don't forget, I am not only the top doctor in Jiangnan Province, but also one of the best doctors in the country!" When he said this, Dr. Zhang inevitably showed a little pride.
He said: "With the most top-notch equipment, the most complete resources, and the most exquisite medical skills, shouldn't you have a fluke mentality? ”