Qi Junze returned home, looked at Ming Nuan who was busy in the kitchen, and felt reluctant for a while.

"I'm back, and the meal will be ready soon."

Ming Nuan turned around and said.

"Okay."

Qi Junze smiled bitterly and nodded, "I'll help you." ”

Qi Junze washed his hands and picked up the kitchen knife and cut it, but today's Qi Junze is very slow to do things, far less neat than before.

Seeing Ming Nuan's smile, Qi Junze really wanted to imprint her in his heart forever, thinking of what he was going to say to Ming Nuan for a while, Qi Junze's heart was in pain.

"How do I think you're absent-minded today."

Ming Nuan looked at Qi Junze suspiciously.

"Huh? Yes, no. ”

Qi Junze immediately cheered up and shook his head and said.

"Oh, well, be careful, don't cut your hands."

Ming Nuan instructed.

"Nuan Nuan, after eating in a while, I have something to tell you."

Qi Junzeqiang said with a smile.

"What's the matter, can't you talk about it now?"

Ming Nuan asked.

"We'll talk about it later."

Qi Junze did not answer her question directly.

Ming Nuan didn't think much about it, and sped up the speed of cooking.

……

"Okay, let's talk about it now, it's still mysterious."

Ming Nuan sat on the sofa and leaned on Qi Junze and said.

Slowly stroking Ming Nuan's hair, some words turned around in Qi Junze's mouth several times, but he couldn't say anything.

"I ......"

Qi Junze only said one word, and Ming Nuan raised his head to look at him violently.

I saw that Qi Junze's eyes were slightly red, and his lips were a little trembling.

"Junze, what's wrong with you, what's wrong with you?"

Ming Nuan hugged him tightly and asked, "It's okay, it's okay, I'm here, I'm here." ”

Ming Nuan kissed Qi Junze's cheek again and again.

"Nuan Nuan, I, I may want, I want to leave for a while."

Qi Junze hugged Ming Nuan tightly and said this.

"Leave, where are you going?"

Ming Nuan stared at Qi Junze's eyes and asked.

"I, I don't know."

Qi Junze stroked Ming Nuan's face and said, "It should be, it should be south." ”

"South, south."

Ming Nuan muttered, how did she forget about this matter and fight back against Vietnam.

"You, do you have to go?"

understood something, and Ming Nuan's tears immediately fell, "Junze, can you not go, okay if you don't go." ”

She lay on Qi Junze's shoulder and cried.

"Yes, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

It seems that Qi Junze can't say anything except sorry, at this time Qi Junze hates himself extremely much for being a soldier, if he is not a soldier, he can not leave Ming Nuan, he can always accompany her, he can not let Ming Nuan be sad, and let her wait.

But if there is no if, he is a soldier, a soldier who always has responsibilities on his shoulders and a mission in his heart.

"Really, can't you not go?"

Ming Nuan naturally knew that the military order was like a mountain, but she just wanted to say it like this and cry like this.

"Nuan Nuan, wait for me, okay."

"Don't, I don't want to wait for you, if you don't come back, I'll remarry, woo woo~"

Qi Junze kissed Ming Nuan fiercely, and both of them seemed to use all their strength to hug each other.

Qi Junze felt the wetness on his face, and felt even more guilty and sad in his heart.

"How long will it take?"

Ming Nuan asked while lying in Qi Junze's arms.

"I don't know."

"Is it dangerous?"

"Yes."

"Make sure you come back safely."

"Okay, I promise."

Qi Junze grabbed Ming Nuan's hand tightly.

"When are you leaving?"

"The day after tomorrow."

"So fast."

"Hmm."

"Then I'll help you pack your things."

"Okay."

"Shall I take two days off to accompany you?"

"Okay." Qi Junze held back his tears, "Shall I go and make breakfast for you?" ”

"Okay, I'm going to eat steamed buns and eight-treasure porridge."

The sadness on Ming Nuan's face disappeared immediately, and a mischievous smile rose.

"Okay, little glutton."

Qi Junze rubbed his warm hair, lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

What Ming Nuan didn't know was that Qi Junze couldn't laugh anymore the moment he turned his back.

What Qi Junze didn't know was that the moment he left the room, Ming Nuan couldn't hold back anymore and covered himself in the quilt.

Ming Nuan didn't dare to imagine what would happen to her if she lost Qi Junze.

She was afraid to imagine all this, she didn't even dare to fantasize, as long as she thought of the future without him, Mingnuan's heart would throb and hurt.

The tears were as if the embankment had been broken, and Ming Nuan kept telling himself in his heart that Qi Junze would be fine, and God would take care of them.

But I couldn't help the tears flowing down.

Stretched out his hand and pulled out a piece of paper at the head of the bed, wiped away the tears in the quilt, Ming Nuan stuffed the quilt into his mouth, not letting himself cry, but the tears couldn't be wiped clean.

What if Qi Junze really left him ahead of schedule?

Ming Nuan felt the tears flow into her ears, but she didn't want to wipe it, she didn't want to care, she told herself to stop thinking nonsense, but those imaginary tragic pictures would keep appearing in her mind.

It's like a VCD that can't be stopped.

Those images repeated, fast-forwarded, slowed down, no matter how painful Ming Nuan was, no matter how much he wrestled in his head, it would not stop.

When the time comes, I will sit at the breakfast for one and sit alone at the table facing the rising sun.

You don't have to say goodbye when you go out, and you're alone when you get home.

This kind of life is simply the greatest torture.

And Qi Junze, who was in the kitchen at the moment, was not comfortable.

He shoved the kitchen knife into his mouth, bit it hard, inhaled from time to time, and tears flowed down his face.

The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place.

If he really can't come back, do you really want to be so selfish and let Nuan Nuan wait for you all the time?

But as soon as he thought of Ming Nuan leaning on the arms of other men, Qi Junze's heart hurt and he couldn't breathe.

No, he would never allow that to happen, how could he rest assured that he would hand over Nuan Nuan to other men's arms.

Only I will be good to her for the rest of my life, so no matter what, I must come back alive.

They still have a lot to do.

They don't have a cute baby yet, their fantasy, the desire to take the children out for an outing has not yet been realized, they imagined, when they are old, they will travel, go to the grassland, go to the desert, go to the seaside, so many things, they have not done yet.

He was not reconciled, so he must come back.

Qi Junze's hand holding the kitchen knife trembled slightly, cut a piece of pork belly into cubes, and then chopped it down vigorously, a moment, a moment.

At this moment, the chopping action seems to have been slowed down several times.

Ming Nuan, who was in the bedroom, crawled out of the quilt, wiped away her tears as if she was deceiving herself, and showed a bright smile.