Chapter 183: Some Things Should Be Considered
The topic seemed to become heavy all of a sudden, but there was no sense of heaviness in Gray's tone.
It didn't take Gray to explain more, Shaida could already understand the meaning of his words.
From this day five years ago, his future on the stage was cut off, but he never gave up, and he finally decided to be reborn.
So, he took this day as the starting point for his rebirth.
Shaida has always admired Gray's past, admired his persistence, and admired his perseverance and courage. He chose the path that few people walked, no, at that time, in front of him, there was actually no road at all, only despair!
However, as time passed, Shaida found that in addition to deep admiration for him, more feelings seemed to be distressed.
I feel sorry for his patience, I feel sorry for his persistence, I feel sorry for all the suffering he has suffered.
Especially now when I think that on this day five years ago, when I gathered with my relatives on the grassland and celebrated his birthday carefree, he was lying on the cold operating table, his leg bones and dreams shattered into countless fragments, and I felt unbearable pain in my heart.
"It's okay, let's go through it together." Gray said with a smile.
There was a faint warmth in his heart, and the pain of the past had been gradually healed with the passage of time. On this day, he never ran away from it, nor did he commemorate it. However, the thought that on such a day, she happened to be born and was delivered to her like a gift, and there was a strong sense of fate in my heart.
"It's going to be a new semester soon, and you have to start thinking about it now." Gray reminded.
"Huh? What to consider? β
"By the time you're in second grade, there's going to be a youth dance competition in four countries. This competition is held only once every four years and is considered to be the most important competition for young dancers to make their debut. You have to start thinking about how you can get your ticket to this game. β
Shaida had heard of the contest because more and more people were talking about it as the end of the semester approached.
This four-nation competition is not only for individuals, but also for schools, because it is related to who can sit in the overlord seat of each dance academy in the four countries.
In this competition, not only can the individual competition win a group of newcomers, but the team results are also very important competition objects. It has an age limit and a high threshold for qualification, which must be selected by a group designated by the organizing committee to enter a specific list.
This list is quite high-end, and the people who can make it to the list are the most famous schools and dance companies in the world, and it is an honor to be on the list.
The Northern Capital School Park belongs to a higher status group among them,But in the last competition, it only won the third place in the group,The first place was won by the aristocratic West Pivot School Park of the West Country,And the second place,A dark horse suddenly killed in the East Country - Wind Tribal Dance Troupeγ
The status of the third place is not low.,But the number of places allocated to the Northern Capital School Park to participate in the individual competition is only fifteen this time.γ These 15 places are contested by more than 400 students from all four grades of the university and a small number of trainees who stay for one year after graduation, and the number is almost the same.
The number of participants in the group is the prescribed seven, and each team is the same, and these seven people must participate in the team competition in addition to the individual competition, and they must be the strongest of the strong.
So, the goal of all enterprising students is to get within the range of these fifteen, and if possible, preferably to be in the top seven!
It's also too difficult, and it's very difficult for Shaida to even get into the top fifteen of the first year freshmen, no, even the top fifteen of the second class.
"I probably can't......" Shaida said matter-of-factly.
"If you haven't tried it yet, you can't say no, it's not like you." Gray said indifferently, "The competition is not an exam, and it is not a steady person who can achieve good results in the competition." So, you're not necessarily out of the picture. β
There is no usual score in the game, it all depends on the performance at that moment on the scene, this girl always performs better than usual on stage, which has been proven by many tests.
It takes a state of absolute commitment on stage, and some talent. She has that potential, she is a person who can enter the mirage unconsciously, such a material, if it can become more stable, in the process of selection, will not be rejected because of the existence of those weaknesses.
That is, not without hope.
But what he wanted to say to her wasn't actually the thing.
"You can start preparing and participate in the dance of the school audition. The others have already started, Layla Aviana, and asked me to help her direct a track. Her practice is already relatively mature. β
Shaida's eyes lit up. Originally...... Is it actually directing the dance that participated in the audition?
At this time, I didn't even bother to think about dancing, I just thought-ah, that's what happened!
At the same time, I feel ashamed of myself who once lost control.
She peeked at Gray, who was taking small bites of cake and looking watery, not sure what he was thinking.
So Shaida blamed herself again in her heart - how can you think crookedly when people are planning for your future and making valuable suggestions?
"What should I do?" "Actually, I don't really know how to prepare. β
Gray said in a calm tone, "It's okay, there's me." β
I don't know why, I want to say a lot of things, but what I really spit out can always be just a few words, and the rest are all stuck in my throat and suffocated in my heart, making people not know what to do.
He wants to say, "My words are numbered."
At that time, she hugged herself tightly and cried. He felt frustrated because it felt so wonderful to dance with her, but he ended up feeling powerless.
His body was no longer strong enough to lift her freely, even if she had become quite light. It's like knowing that you can't survive as a dancer.
But he was unwilling, unwilling to let go.
So he swore in her ear that I would lift you higher, in a different way.
Such words can only be said at that special moment of agitation, and at this time, it is impossible to say them.
But just because you can't say it doesn't mean you haven't taken it to heart.
Now Gray finds himself with more weapons. Although his body could no longer dance, the skill that had been tempered and melted into bones and flesh thousands of times had never left him, and now he had a new ability to express these experiences and feelings in the form of dance works.
I'll use that to get you where you want to go, even if I can't get there.
Shaida couldn't guess that Gray was thinking so much, after all, he only said a few words. However, those words give people a full sense of stability, which makes people sound very reassuring.