She closed her eyes slightly, and suddenly understood in her heart that Shen Jiuli wanted to erase her memory at the last moment.

This kind of pain that has nowhere to grasp is the most difficult, this kind of lovesickness that is not human is the most painful, and this kind of pain that is forever separated by heaven and man is endless.

He wanted to erase her memory, but he didn't want her to suffer any more, and he didn't want her to taste it......

But no matter how painful it is, it belongs to her memory, she has already escaped once, she doesn't want to escape a second time, she would rather be awake and sink, she would rather let lovesickness gnaw at her heart, than live a muddy life again!

Shen Jiuli, if you don't want my mother and mother to suffer any more, then come back!

Ning Xuemo has never been a person who likes to wait passively, and there are many mysteries about Shen Jiuli's death.

For example, he didn't give up on her before, but when he returned to this Brahma palace after recovering as a god, he suddenly gave up.

For example, he has never been able to calculate his own fate, but this time it seems that he has already calculated it, and all the preparations for the future are not ordinary......

For example, he should have recovered his memories of 50,000 years ago in this Brahma Palace, could his death be related to the events of 50,000 years ago?

For example, the flowers he gave her were definitely not simply pursuing to send flowers, and there may be many hidden secrets in them.

For example, in the Sealed Land, Shenjiu Dawn knew that she had recovered her memory, and knew that she had no feelings for him, he should know how sad she would be if he died, and how sad Nian Mo would be......

He was reluctant to let her and Nian Mo be sad, if it wasn't for the last resort, he wouldn't have chosen this path.

What was his last resort?

If it was just to seal the purple sha, if he made all the powerful relationships clear to her, with her current kung fu, she might not be able to join forces with him, maybe he and she didn't have to die to seal this purple sha properly.

So, there should be other reasons, reasons why he had to die.

All she had to do now was find out why!

Then find a way to get him back......

……

When resting at night, Ning Xuemo was afraid that the child would be lonely and wanted to sleep with the child, but he didn't expect Xiao Nianmo to shake his head like a rattle: "Father said, Nian Mo is a little man, and a man should be responsible and independent early, so that he can take care of his mother and take care of everyone he cares about, so Nian Mo wants to sleep by himself, and when his father sees Nian Mo so obedient, maybe he will come back early." ”

He's sensible, it's heartbreaking!

Ning Xuemo had nothing to say, Shen Jiuli educated the child very well, he really arranged everything for the future......

She walked towards the side hall again, Shen Nianmo grabbed her, and looked at her with blank eyes: "Mother, are you okay living in your father's bedroom?" He's been missing you, and if he had known you'd stayed in his bedchamber, he might have come back sooner......"

Ning Xuemo's eyes were sour, but she smiled forcefully: "Okay, my mother listens to Nian Mo!" ”

She finally entered his bedchamber and slept in his bed, his futon filled with his scent, and she lay in it as if he were embracing her......

Her heart was almost recovered, and after resting for the night, she would first go to Mother Earth and ask about the origin and purpose of the flowers......

She thought that she would dream again, a dream about her past life, a dream about the demon lord Xue Mo, but she didn't expect to fall asleep this night, she didn't even have half a dream, and she slept until dawn.

Perhaps because she slept in his bed, she felt a cold wind blow through her half-asleep, as if she saw him sitting beside her, looking down at her......

……

I have a back ache every day, haha, but in order to have a good ranking, I will roll a few more laps.