Chapter 223: I Miss You So Much

Shaida didn't bring anything with her when she came, and when she went back, she only carried her backpack.

In fact, in the past few days, Vera has bought her a lot of things in the room.

Konstantin asked her to just go and not bother with this, which was also a little selfish. Go and send her something once, and you can see her more.

Shaida was moved by their kindness to herself, but it was precisely because of this that there was always a lot of anxiety and entanglement in her heart.

What does it take to not upset anyone and make everything well? Unexpectedly, there are many things in the world that are so embarrassing.

Gray walked in front, silent, and led Shaida towards where he had parked.

Shaida followed him, looking at his back, with extremely mixed feelings.

Want to meet him! I had just talked so much with Aunt Vera, and when I remembered it one by one, all that appeared in my mind was Gray's appearance.

At this moment, when I saw him, I was so happy in my heart, my heart was beating hard, like a live rabbit.

I want to see him, I want to go with him, as long as he wants, take himself wherever he wants!

For the first time, having such a mood makes yourself not like yourself.

Gray took her into the car, put her in the passenger seat, fastened her seat belt with his own hands, and started the car.

This time, he drove over by himself and didn't let Benjamin follow.

Perhaps, if there are others, the determination that has been finally made up will be shaken again.

The feeling of snatching her back even if he is desperate.

"You...... How are these days? The two men were silent for a long time, and Gray finally broke the silence.

"Hmm...... "Good ......," said the girl, "I'm doing well, I've been taken care of a lot, and besides, I seem to have made some progress these days." ”

Obviously, she is not idle these days, and is indeed practicing dancing seriously.

However, her words still made Gray's heart feel like a pinprick.

"For days, you didn't even make a phone call, you didn't have a message. I...... Is that irrelevant? ”

When he said this, Gray felt regretful, why did he sound like a resentful woman? He felt like he couldn't take it anymore.

But these few days are an unprecedented torment, completely different from any pain experienced before, a kind of heart-scratching, completely uncontrollable torment.

I never thought that it would be such a sweet and painful thing to have a person in my heart.

It's strange that for this sweet pain, you can do anything without regrets.

This sentence struck Shaida's heart, and these days, she has been feeling uneasy about this matter, especially when she just understood her mind a little, and she felt more and more sad when she saw him sad.

She reached out and gently placed it on Gray's hand resting on the shift lever.

"It's not inconsequential...... she said in a very small voice, "it's important, it's very important......

Gray stiffened suddenly, the unexpected touch and words made him feel like he had been hit hard, but it was a sweet blow, and his heart was about to jump out of his chest. He felt that he couldn't drive properly at all, so he simply braked, found a side of the road, and stopped the car.

He turned his head sideways and looked at her with eager eyes, turning his palm over and holding the small slender hand tightly in his palm.

The palms of both of them were sweating slightly in an instant, a little hot, a little damp.

"You...... What did you just say? Can you say that again? Gray asked.

Although Shaida's voice was very small, Gray actually heard what she said very clearly, but she couldn't believe it, and she wanted to hear it again, a hundred times!

The girl's face suddenly turned red, as if desperately trying to gather courage.

"I've been missing you so much these days...... So, it's very important......" When she said the last few words, her voice was so small that she couldn't even hear herself.

But Gray heard him very clearly, and she said that she missed him so much!

Suddenly, it felt like the world was full of flowers, the sky lit up, and the air became fresh. It turns out that a simple human word, or even just a few words, can make people unbearably happy, and their hearts swell infinitely, as if they are about to explode.

Do you know what I'm thinking about you these days? He said to her in his heart, I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't do anything, I close my eyes, and my shadow is in front of me, but when I open my eyes, you are not there. When I think of you being with him, my heart is full of bad imaginations, imagining what he will say to you, what you will do together, and whether you will be moved by him. I miss you too, and missing is an endless self-torture. I'm scared, so I'm here now.

Gray choked on a thousand words in his heart, and as a result, he couldn't say a word, only the hands that shook with her trembled slightly.

All these experiences were completely new to him, so he felt that his way of acting was no longer what he used to be, and even became a little like her. Only she would knock on the door so desperately, right?

However, I don't regret it at all, and I think it's good.

The meaning of her words seemed to be...... I was leaning towards myself!

For a moment, I felt like a general who had won a battle, so happy, so proud, more proud than any previous achievement on stage. Because this battle is simply uncontrollable, the probability of winning is extremely low.

For the first time, Gray hated his car, for he wanted to drag the girl over and into his arms and enjoy the warmth of her soft body. At this moment, she looks like she is blushing and her heart is beating, maybe she won't refuse, right?

However, the bodies of the two people were restrained by the partition between the driver's seat and the passenger seat, as well as the seat belt.

Except for holding the little hand tightly, Gray didn't know what to do for a while.

The two of them sat quietly holding hands like this, the car somehow seemed very hot, and from the skin touching the palms of their hands, they could feel each other's heartbeats, all so fast, unbelievably fast.

But, happy. Shaida found that there was an indescribable joy throbbing in her heart when she shook hands with him like this, and she was deeply attached to such a feeling.

It turns out that this is really the case, when I can't see him, I think about him, and when I meet, I hope that I won't be separated like this, even if I don't say a word, I'm happy. If time freezes here, we can be by each other's side forever, and it seems that there will be no resistance in our hearts.

If you imagine it, it seems impossible to replace this position around you with anyone else, there is no way to replace him next to him, and no one can replace Gray Fantasia!

It's amazing that I used to think that he was so high, so powerful, so distant, but the hand of fate is like this, giving her so many opportunities, so that she can tear off his coat little by little, and get a glimpse of his scarred but unusually beautiful inner world.

In return, this man, who was once out of reach, is now close at hand, peeling off the hard shell, and the breath is so soft that people can't help but want to get close.

It's no wonder that he did a ...... about him Such a dream!