When Gray woke up, the first thing that caught his eye was Shaida's smiling face.

She also had a warm, wet towel in her hand.

"You're awake!" Her tone was the same as usual, "You're sweating a lot, I'm worried!" ”

Gray struggled to sit up, leaning on the pillow, and looked at her quietly, silent for a moment, as if retrieving his memory.

"Me, did I miss your game?" He asked the first sentence.

"Hmm. But, guess what, what are the results? Shaida had smug on her face.

Gray gave her a look that made her laugh.

"You don't need to guess, you're the best."

The boy's eyebrows are serene, his eyes are gentle, and he is the most beautiful and clean, which makes people feel that time is quiet.

Shaida's smile shook for a moment, and he suddenly felt like he had swallowed the sharpest knife, and all his internal organs were shattered into powdery pain.

It was not easy to stabilize my mind.

"So, every time I succeed in a performance, you have to celebrate with me!"

Gray reached out and took her little hand. Shaida was startled, and hurriedly pulled her hand out, but she held him tightly and couldn't pull it.

At this time, he must not be touched!

No matter how hard he tried, his body couldn't disguise it, and his hand kept shaking. Shaida hid her hand in her sleeve, her long nails digging deep into her palm.

The palms of his hands were surrounded by warmth, and his body temperature came from his skin. The temperature of more than 30 degrees Celsius somehow looked like the hottest lava in the world, and it melted the ice fortress that had taken a long, long time to build.

Shaida clenched her teeth, but her face was already shaking uncontrollably. What does it take to keep the tears from falling?

Gray opened his arms to her.

Shaida didn't even know how she was embraced by him, only to hear the gentlest and most beautiful voice in her world whispering in her ear: "Don't bear it, cry if you want to." The tears could not be stopped, and she wept bitterly in his arms.

Gray hugged her, bowed his head and kissed her long hair, and whispered, "Silly boy, you don't need to be like this, I already know it." ”

Shaida just cried, her mind blank. I thought about it for a long, long time, how to face him with a smile, how not to add more bitterness to his already dark emotions, how to better accompany him, and make him feel even a little better. But now, Gray held her in his arms, and in an instant destroyed all her pretense of strength.

Instead, Gray became the one who comforted her.

Previously, Dr. Oakland said that although Gray never woke up after being taken to the hospital, that did not mean that he was ignorant of his condition.

On the contrary, six years ago, when he first put his life in Sammy Oakland's hands, he already knew about it.

"I told him at the time that the best way to do this leg is to amputate it, and if that is the case, he can live this life in peace. However, if you choose to keep this right leg, then, in addition to being associated with pain forever, there is a 50% chance that the leg will become cancerous and life-threatening in the future. This probability does not depend on you and me, but only on fate. Auckland said to Shaida.

"However, he was the only one of my patients who made the choice without the slightest hesitation. He always knew that this day could come, and he knew what he was facing when this day came. So, don't get your hopes up too much if you can hide your illness from him. ”

"Gray......" Shaida hugged him tightly, crying, "Please, please spend more time with me......"

Gray looked calm and looked down at her.

Many things have long been clear in unconscious dreams, and everything has been thought out very clearly. At this moment, although his heart was also like a knife, the pain was too daily for him, so it couldn't disturb his calm.

Sorry, my love, it's me who is sorry for you, from the beginning, sorry for you. So, this time, I can't afford to make the wrong choice again.

But these words cannot be said to her.

From the beginning, I knew that there might be a day when I knew that my life would probably be very short. However, I met her unexpectedly, and she made the world so beautiful that it looked like a miracle. Gray didn't even quite understand how he was so strongly attracted to her that he felt that a miracle might have happened to him.

Since fate has made me meet her, does it mean that fate has decided to fall in love with me?

So, maybe that day will not come, and I, too, will live a happy life with her?

Love is an anesthetic for blind confidence, or perhaps it is just trying to find an excuse for the uncontrollable impulse in the heart anyway.

So, from the beginning, I pursued you based on my selfishness!

I know that this will happen, but I still desperately pursue you, snatch you from the good boy, and in the end, break your heart like this.

She cried and said, "Gray, please stay with me a little longer." ”

What she meant, Gray knew very well in his heart.

Auckland told him six years ago that if he did get to this point, there would be only two paths ahead. The first is to let it develop as fast as it can and enjoy about three months of life of its own. Second, the right leg is amputated immediately and followed up with treatment, so that life can be prolonged as much as possible. If you take good care and stay in bed for recuperation, you may live up to 10 years.

So, his girl was crying and begging him to choose the second path.

Gray felt pain in his heart. If she can stop crying, if her wish can be satisfied, he is actually willing to give everything he has, and a mere leg is nothing.

But at this moment, it is the time when you can't be weak.

This moment is more painful and sad than any previous challenge and tribulation.

At this point, she can no longer use her own selfish desires to destroy her life more deeply.

Gray lowered his head and gently kissed the hair on top of the girl's head. The girl wept in her arms like a desperate lamb.

"I'm sorry, Ida." He whispered, "I'm a dancer, at least in my heart forever." So, I can't accept leaving this world with a cripple. I'm really sorry that I can't fulfill your wishes, but please understand my heart. ”

The girl in her arms froze for a moment, and suddenly she couldn't control her emotions at all, and suddenly cried all at once.

Gray's fingers clenched into fists, his joints clenched, and the pain in his heart made even the right leg, which had been pronounced dead, lose its sense.

Gray only felt his heart dripping blood.