Lu Xiaoyuan has always been not very confident, this stems from the education method that Lu Shopkeeper and Lu Mingkui have given her over the years, in fact, studying medicine is such a thing, even if you are not willing to work hard the day after tomorrow, it will be useless, some things will pay off after all, such as Lu Xiaoyuan.

All her growth Yun Jinglan saw it in her eyes, from her helplessness to her current ease, she knew it clearly, these things were all said to be obtained by Lu Xiaoyuan sacrificing the playfulness of children of the same age, Yun Jinglan knew very well what it was like, and she also knew what it was like to work hard, but she didn't want Lu Xiaoyuan to lose what should have belonged to her age in order to force herself.

The little girl blinked, still looking at her in disbelief, and said in a verifying manner, "Master, you won't be making me happy, right?" ”

She shook her head, "I studied medicine earlier than you, so I may know more than you at your age, but in fact, in terms of talent, we are all about the same. ”

Lu Xiaoyuan's eyes widened, "How could it be?" Master is the most powerful person Xiao Kite has ever seen, even more powerful than Grandpa! ”

She smiled helplessly, "Am I really better than your grandfather?" In fact, after coming to this world, she knew that she might never be able to go back in this life, so many years, she had actually given up such a plan, but she raised her hands, looking at the calluses left by grinding the medicinal powder, but her heart was still full of emotion.

She came to this world, so full of medical and drug skills, has become a necessary means for her to survive, she wants to forget but can't forget, the appearance of her relatives in her memory has become very blurred, but she still remembers that when she failed again and again, the look of disappointment in their eyes, she was born in a family like Lu Xiaoyuan, and the whole family is a master of detoxification with poison, and they are all really talented masters.

She also wants to be like them, whether it is her father and mother, or her cousins, but she has never done well enough, so she has disappointed them again and again, once she was like Lu Xiaoyuan, trying hard to prove herself, and then she finally succeeded, but looking back on so many years along the way, she felt that she had missed many important things in her life.

The last time her grandfather and grandmother saw her, the boy who still blushed when she talked to her, and then she suddenly realized that it was important to prove that she was really frowning.

Maybe from the beginning, after giving up and being willing to fall into mediocrity, she will feel why she didn't hold on to it and work harder.

People should pay special attention to what they can't get in the first place.

"Master, what's wrong with you?"

Lu Xiaoyuan called her a few times but didn't get a response from her, and thought that she had said something wrong that made her unhappy and refused to talk to herself, Yun came back to her senses in a trance, and when she saw her worried, she knew that the child had misunderstood, she shook her head and smiled: "When I look at you, I can't help but think of myself when I was a child." ”

Lu Xiaoyuan tilted her head and was even more curious, "Master, how old are you, what are you not when you were a child." ”

She was a little stunned when she heard this, she just looked small in this body now, but this child wouldn't understand these things, "Why don't you ask what Master was like before?" ”

Lu Xiaoyuan blinked, watching Yun Jinglan stretch out his hand towards her, she walked over, the person reached out and touched her hand, she actually didn't dare to ask this question, people like her must be born geniuses, how can she compare to it, she said that she was similar to her when she was a child, it was just words of comfort to her.

"Actually, I didn't study medicine willingly at the beginning, but my ...... The people around me are studying medicine, so I have to embark on this road, but my talent is not as high as theirs, obviously I study together, but I am always half a beat slower than them, and I am a person who is unwilling to admit defeat, so I am like you, and the four words of diligence can make up for clumsiness as a life motto, and it turns out that I have indeed done it, but ......"

Hearing her say this, Lu Xiaoyuan finally took a breath, and when she heard her suddenly change her mouth, she couldn't help but be curious.

"But what's wrong?"

"But when I turned back, I realized that in order to catch up with them, I had been a little derailed from the world, I was alone, watching them sit together innocently and chatting, I wanted to join them, but I didn't know anything but talking about medicine through them, at that time I suddenly had some doubts, I tried to catch up with them because I didn't want to be abandoned by them, but in the end I lost the opportunity to be in the same room with them."

"How so?" Lu Xiaoyuan looked at her thoughtfully, Yun Jinglan knew that she actually had an answer in her heart, but she didn't dare to say it, she had thought about these questions for a long time, today was a good time, she must let Lu Xiaoyuan understand that in this world, success is not the most important thing.

"Do you really not understand what Master means?"

Lu Xiaoyuan shook her head, she was becoming less and less confident in herself, even if it was what Yun Jinglan wanted to express, she didn't dare to guess it easily, and the latter sighed silently.

"Xiao Kite, how long has it been since you had a good conversation with Xiao Qi?"

These words slashed into her heart like a thunderbolt, and Lu Xiaoyuan raised her head and looked at her in surprise, "Master......"

"Xiaoqi, she was born with golden branches and jade leaves, she has no friends since she was a child, when she was in Tianyue, she was very happy to meet you, and she has been reluctant to tell you her identity, and she is afraid that you will alienate her because she is a princess, and then you really have a sense of vigilance, isn't she still sad for a long time? I thought it was you who figured it out and didn't care about you, but recently Xiao Qi came to the side hall, but you don't pay attention to her, Xiao Qi is willful on weekdays, in fact, she is also a careful child, she knows that you are studying, so she doesn't dare to quarrel with you, I wanted to wait quietly for you to talk to her after reading the book, and kick the shuttlecock, but she didn't wait for you, I think she may also feel sad. ”

Little Seven ......

Speaking of this, Lu Xiaoyuan lowered her head in shame, she thought that Xiao Qi was not noisy or noisy, she came to be here for Yun Jinglan, but she didn't expect that she didn't think about it at all, even Xiao Qi could think about herself like this, but she didn't think of her at all.

Lu Xiaoyuan raised her head with difficulty and looked at her, "Master...... What should I do again? Isn't it right to be diligent? Should I give up because I am not talented? ”