Chapter 57: I Hate Myself
When Elquette smiled and said that Su Mo was a gentle person, the gentle Su Mo was saying even more ungentle words in a rather cold and ungentle tone. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ο½ο½ο½Uο½Eγ ο½ο½ο½ο½
"yes, this thing about yours really makes me feel bored."
That's what he said.
Maybe he didn't expect Su Mo to suddenly say such a thing, maybe he guessed that Su Mo would say such a thing, but the subconscious in his mind was not willing to accept such a thing calmly, Zhu Nai was obviously a little dazed, the light in his eyes was very dim, and he stood there with his shoulders lowered and bowed slightly, as if he was going to curl up in a small ball. The room was not big, but Zhu Nai stood there as if everything around him had become incomparably vast.
And she is so small that she is humble, and her small one makes people feel a little distressed.
However, Su Mo was not distressed.
He just dropped a cold sentence so indifferently, and then poured a cup of tea into his cup from the teapot on the table so indifferently, and tasted it slowly.
Zhu Nai didn't turn around, didn't look at him, or because she was already stiff there, and her feet seemed to be doused with cement, and she couldn't move. She suddenly felt that the man behind her was too cold, indifferent and cold, as if the sky had fallen in front of him, and he would not be moved in the slightest.
The heart is a little cold.
At this time, Su Mo's voice came again, although Zhu Nai didn't want to hear his words again from the bottom of his heart at this time, his body trembled slightly.
"I don't know what happened between you and your father, but I can guess that this shrine must be your mother's, right?"
Su Mo was still drinking tea, his expression was so calm that he seemed to have nothing to do.
He hadn't asked Lias about Junai, and before he set foot in the shrine, he only knew that she had a father named Baichu, and that he was a fairly powerful cadre of the Fallen Angels, who seemed to be second only to the Governor Asacher in terms of attack power among the Fallen Angels. However, after arriving at this shrine, Zhu Nai said that this place had been abandoned after the death of the previous godmaster, and the reason why Lias kept this place was entirely for Zhu Nai. Combined with Zhu Nai's witch dress, Su Mo felt that the previous generation of gods here was likely to be Zhu Nai's mother, and then it was likely that it would be the love, hate, love and hatred between her father and her mother....... Wait, wait, wait, Su Mo felt that his brain was starting to make up for it again, and he couldn't stop the car.
And after hearing Su Mo's words, Zhu Nai's voice was not too loud, as if it was a little similar to a miserable smile and said, "Yes, so what?" β
Since you're not interested, none of this has anything to do with you, right?
"Just to confirm my guess."
Su Mo shrugged his shoulders, and then drank the tea in the cup, although this tea is not good, it is not possible to say that the cow chews the peony. However, Zhu Nai's tea making skills are very good, and the tea is fragrant and pleasant. Soak ordinary tea leaves to the point where they are fragrant, and this pot of tea can be regarded as the best.
"I don't think anyone has the right to meddle in your family, not even Liasβso she hasn't said anything for years."
His words made Zhu Nai frown slightly, she didn't understand a little.
"Don't you understand what I mean?"
Su Mo chuckled, obviously he was still cold in the last second, but he showed a warm smile in the next second: "I mean, your troubles are really not something that others can really feel, just like me, when I see your wings, my first impression is just that they are well maintained, elegant and shiny, and nothing else thinks." What you keep talking about is ugly, filthy, or something, after all, it's just your own idea from beginning to end, you are like this, and others are not. β
Su Mo's words made Zhu Nai's thin eyebrows frown more and more tightly, she didn't understand why this man would suddenly say this, but she also vaguely had a certain association.
So while frowning, her face began to feel a little angry, at least her lips were no longer as pale as before.
"It's your own business, and to put it mildly, it's your and your parents' business. It's hard to have anything to do with other people, and other people don't have any significant impact on this life. Even if you can get some pitiful comfort from other people, it will only make your heart feel better. That's not to say it's useless to lighten your mind, I've always thought it's important to have a good mood. But for something like you, a little comfort will do little to the bottom of the matter, except for a brief time when you can feel as good as a drink to quench your thirst. β
Su Mo began to pour himself tea slowly, pouring a full cup and drinking it, but this time it was in small sips, as if it was moistening his throat.
Maybe it's really used to moisten his throat, after all, Su Mo has never been a good talker, and he has never been a person who doesn't talk much. He may not have that talent, but he does prefer to work quietly with people - quietly, of course, describes his language.
After all, no matter how fierce the quarrel is, it's better to sit down calmly and punch the other party, right?
"What's more, Zhu Nai, do you know what your current behavior looks like in my eyes?"
Probably because his dry throat and tongue were soothed to a considerable extent, Su Mo finally put down the cup and continued.
"Like what?"
She finally turned around, I don't know if it was an illusion Su Mo seemed to see two lines of unclear tears on her face-
But at this time, Zhu Nai was indeed smiling, just like her usual smile, squinting her eyes, teaching people to guess the emotions contained in it.
Well, a decent gentleman like Su Mo naturally doesn't squint, and he will definitely not peek at the half of the snow that is exposed because the girl has taken off her clothes.
"You're loathing yourself, or you're running away from yourself."
"Although everyone has a different opinion on this matter, I always felt that it was not appropriate for me to hate such things," he said. β
β......β
Zhu Nai was silent, his face was finally re-hung up, and the general smile on the ground was about to collapse.
"Your bloodline hasn't done anything wrong, it's never missed, it's just quietly there. But you hate it, you run away from it, and you even dream of destroying it every day. I don't have that right to stop you, after all, it's your own, but I want to remind you that no matter what, it's a part of you, and whether you like it, ignore it, or dislike it, it's always been an indispensable part of the existence that makes up this Takeno Himeshima now. β
"Like I said, you hate your fallen angel wings, but when you spread them out, I feel a little amazing, you hate it as your thing, I marvel at it as my thing, and no matter how much you think others will find it dirty, I don't really hate it."
"What bloodline you are born in is a matter of God's decision, but whether you accept it or not is your own business."
"This has nothing to do with anyone else, including your parents."
Su Mo drank the last drop of tea in the teapot, he felt that his words were finished, he also felt that this pot of tea was delicious, although it was already cold in the back, he still felt that he had drunk a little too much, so he stood up.
"That's all I want to say, the tea is delicious, thank you for the hospitality."
He nodded, and walked out of the room.
β....... Really, it's beautiful......."
After a long time, people walked in the room where the tea had cooled, and sighed slightly.