Chapter 122: Look away

"Xiaoxin, Xiaoxin, where are you. Looking at the place where he was standing, I was stunned for a long time, and it was Jiang Shuai's voice that pulled me back to reality.

"Jiang Xin, it's time for you to get back to reality. I whispered to myself, and at the same time, I forced a smile, but I found that when I smiled, my tense face hurt, I stretched out my hand and wiped my face, and the tears just now had dried.

Thinking that Jiang Shuai was here, I didn't want him to find out his embarrassment, so I wiped the tears on my face with my sleeve, and I estimated that it should be wiped almost and I couldn't see it, so I agreed to Jiang Shuai's shout.

"Xiaoxin, where have you gone, it's not dawn yet, why are you here alone, what are you doing, let's go back quickly." After I answered, Jiang Shuai immediately ran in my direction, and as soon as he saw me, he opened his mouth like a cannon.

When I saw Jiang Shuai, my heart immediately warmed, no matter how much wind and rain there was outside, there was Jiang Shuai, and he had always protected me like a big brother.

"Jiang Shuai, don't leave me, okay. Looking at Jiang Shuai's worried eyes, I muttered, my tone full of vulnerability and helplessness.

Jiang Shuai listened to my words, obviously stunned for a moment, and then smiled at me: "Even if the whole world betrays you, there will still be someone behind you, that person, that person, that person, it's me, Jiang Shuai, stupid girl, what do you think, how can I leave, I wish I wouldn't leave you for the rest of my life." ”

After listening to Jiang Shuai's words, I felt warmer in my heart, and it was good to have someone who cared.

"Well, let's go back. I nodded, some people have words, I don't need to emphasize it again and again, even if it's just a look, I can be sure that he really won't leave me.

"What's wrong with you, why do I think you're weird. When I was about to get up and leave, Jiang Shuai grabbed me and looked at me suspiciously.

"It's okay, it's just that I've experienced some things, look away, don't ask me now, I don't know how to say it, when the time comes, I'll naturally tell you, okay." ”

I blinked, trying to make an appearance that I didn't care, but in fact there was still a dull pain in my heart.

Jiang Shuai didn't say anything when he saw my appearance, he also knew my temper well when he grew up with me, and knew that the thing I decided was that even nine cows couldn't pull it back, and this time it was the same.

"Okay, then I won't ask you, I know you know it in your own heart, but if you really have something, you still have to tell me, don't hold on to it yourself, do you?"

Jiang Shuai smiled warmly at me, I nodded, at this time the sky was already bright, I didn't expect to go out at one o'clock in the evening and stay until now, these few hours can be regarded as the most difficult time in my life, it's all over, I don't want to.

While thinking in his heart, he returned to the cave, and when he saw my appearance, Liang Qiang was obviously confused, and under Jiang Shuai's eyes, the two of them also had a tacit understanding and didn't say anything.

Mo Xucheng and Wang Meng have disappeared since last night, and they should have seen some clues, but they didn't ask me, I silently drank the wild vegetable soup cooked by Jiang Shuai.

The usually delicious wild vegetable soup, when I drank it at this time, there was an obvious bitter taste, and I drank it absentmindedly, but I was choked and coughed.

"Xiaoxin, what's wrong with you, is the wild vegetable soup not delicious? Be careful. Jiang Shuai saw that I was choking, and hurriedly came over to pat me on the back and feed me mineral water.

"It's nothing, I just think that today's wild vegetable soup is so bitter, it's as bitter as Coptis chinensis, I don't know what's going on. "I tried to squeeze out a smile, not wanting them to see my anomaly.

"Is it bitter? It's not bitter? It still tastes the same as usual, Liang Qiang, what do you think?" Jiang Shuai took a sip and looked at me with a blinded expression.

"I don't taste bitter when I drink it, and it's even a little delicious. Liang Qiang was also puzzled after drinking, and said weakly.

"Maybe I have a taste problem? Haha, it's okay, you can eat, I'll go to the tent and lie down for a while, I went out last night for some things, I didn't have a good rest, when I rest for a while, we'll get ready to go home from the mountain." ”

I waved my hand, smiled at them, and slipped into the tent. They also nodded and didn't say anything, just told me to cover the quilt and say that it was cool in the mountains.

Originally, I just wanted to hide in the tent to isolate myself from the outside world, lick my wounds myself, and I didn't want them to see my embarrassed and fragile appearance, but after entering the tent and lying down, I felt sleepiness hit me.

Sleep, sleep, I won't think about anything anymore when I fall asleep, a voice has been floating in my head, he told me that I was relieved when I fell asleep, plus I didn't sleep for long last night, I just lay down in the sleeping bag, I felt sleepy, and fell asleep groggily.

After falling asleep, I had a long dream, in which I seemed to forget what had just happened, and we traveled to Lijiang, Yunnan Province together, and went to Erhai Lake to see the scenery.

The blue sky and clear seawater, coupled with the warm sunshine, everything is so quiet and warm, in the dream, Wang Meng is still so handsome, he gave me a long kiss on the bright Erhai Lake, the kiss is deeply imprinted on my face, but also in my heart.

When I woke up, I found that my pillow was soaked with tears, and when I opened my eyes, the light outside seemed to be brighter, and my heart was getting heavier.

Beautiful things only exist in dreams, how sweet the scene in the dream just now, we let go of hatred, but also let go of identity, he is no longer a ghost, I am no longer a Taoist priest who subdues demons and eliminates demons, we are two individuals who love each other, that's all.

But the loss after waking up from the dream is so cruel, and the heart is empty.

"Xiaoxin, are you awake? Jiang Shuai's voice came from outside the tent, and I hurriedly put on my clothes and agreed.

After everything was cleaned up, we extinguished the bonfire, and before leaving, in order to avoid a fire, Jiang Shuai also thoughtfully poured the wild vegetable soup that had just not been drunk on the bonfire, and extinguished the charcoal fire that was not completely extinguished.

After doing all this, we are ready to go back, before leaving, I stood at the mouth of the cave, mixed tastes, the memories supported here, say not much, say a lot less, tighten the chest of the coffin mushroom powder, it seems that there is still the taste of Wang Meng, but everything has long been wrong.

"Let's go, Xiaoxin, why are you in a daze. Jiang Shuai's voice came, and I smiled bitterly, there are things that are destined to be given up. Let's go Jiang Xin, get out of here, say goodbye to everything in the past, and say goodbye to Wang Meng......

On the way back, the sun has been hanging high in the sky, it seems that since yesterday's mountain rain fell, today's temperature has plummeted, it turns out that the weather like this noon sun will make people feel scorching, but now, although the sun is shining brightly on the body, it gives people a warm feeling, no longer so aggressive and scorching.

You see, since you left, my heart has been cold, the weather has been cold, I stretched out my hand to feel the temperature of the sun on my hand, I smiled bitterly.

It is said that it is easy to go down the mountain and difficult to go up, facts speak louder than words, and if this is the case, because we are at the bottom of the mountain, although the mountain road is relatively slippery when going down, it is also smooth along the way.

Now, when I climbed this steep mountain, I felt extremely strenuous, and even the warm sunlight that I had just felt was shining on my body at the moment and a thin layer of sweat was precipitated.

"Xiaoxin, take a break and drink saliva. Soon, we climbed halfway up the mountain, at this time the sun was still shining overhead, Liang Qiang and Jiang Shuai were carrying more things, walking behind me, snorting and panting, it seemed that they were really tired.

I nodded, found a place in the shade of the tree, sat down, picked up the cup and took a sip of water, which was filled with mountain spring water in a mountain stream when I was just at the bottom of the mountain, and it felt sweet, cool, and very comfortable to drink at this time.

"Do you have any plans after you go back?" was drinking water in a daze, Jiang Shuai came over, I looked at him, smiled, what can I do, I won't live without Wang Meng?

"Let's find a way to solve the matter of the circle first, if the circle is not eliminated for a day, it will be a scourge after all, and I don't worry. I smiled and said to Jiang Shuai.

"That .....person isn't there, do you know how to do it?" Jiang Shuai looked at me and said tentatively, I was stunned for a moment when he just said this, that person is not there?

It took me a while to react, it turned out that in Jiang Shuai's eyes, I thought I was hiding it well, but I didn't expect him to see through it, he could see it, I already relied on him so much?

"Haha, you believe me, I have inherited my grandfather's mantle, and I still have real skills, don't worry. I can do it alone. ”

People are sensitive, and I know that even if I didn't say anything now, Jiang Shuai had already seen some clues about the matter, but none of us had clearly pierced the layer of window paper.

Jiang Shuai nodded, smiled and didn't say anything, and mentioned Wang Meng again, a feeling of soreness suddenly welled up in my eyes, and I had to turn my back, secretly raise my head, and hold back my tears.

I've seen the mountains, I've seen the flowers, I've touched the warm sunshine, I thought I didn't need you anymore, but why do I still feel pain when I think of you again.