Chapter 312 Mother?
"Hahaha" The little body ran and jumped happily, the warm sun wrapped him, the cool breeze blew him, raised his long golden hair, and the hearty smile on the child's face even lost the warm spring sun, this is Longze ten years ago.
The white robe was stained with mud, the long golden hair had lost its luster, and even revealed a faint gray color, which was always radiant and bright, but now it was dull and lackluster, like blindness, this is the current Long Ze.
Duke Long Yi watched his son become like this, I don't know how much heartache he had, thinking back ten years ago, when his son reached the age of six and successfully awakened the Holy Spirit Master qualification, he was also in this place, this open space, running with great excitement, shouting in children's words: "I want to become the most powerful, more powerful Holy Spirit Master than the Sage"
At that time, when Long Ze was carrying out the awakening ceremony, he burst out with an even more amazing talent than his family expected - the physique of the light element master, perhaps because of this physique, Long Ze awakened at the same time, his Xuan Li broke through the one-star realm in one fell swoop, reaching the eighth-order of one star, and he could directly sign a contract with the Holy Spirit without how to cultivate.
Such a talent made the people in the family happy, and the patriarch Long Yuanshan bluntly said that Long Ze would be the most solid pillar of their family in the future, and he would lead the Long family to a higher, farther and more brilliant future.
But now?
Duke Long Yi's eyes changed, and he stepped forward and reached out to grab Long Ze's collar. A handful lifted him up from the ground. Face yourself. "This is your attitude? This is your return to the family? Do you really want to live like this from now on, like a puddle of mud?" Duke Long Yi was really heartbroken and angry, his tone was very cold, like the frost of the wax moon, which could freeze life.
The long hair that was scattered covered Long Ze's haggard face also blocked the view of others, under the cover of the long hair. Duke Long Yi didn't see the fluctuation that flashed in Long Ze's eyes, it was a very, very vague fluctuation, in Duke Long Yi's rough treatment, in fact, Long Ze also felt something more or less, and some pictures of the past flashed intermittently in his mind.
He still remembers that on his birthday, when he turned six years old, his grandfather Long Yuanshan specially invited Master Doggs, the then chief judge of the Holy See of Light, to preside over his awakening ceremony. Help him open the various spiritual points hidden in his body, and later. Master Doggs also became his mentor, teaching him many spiritual teachers until he was fifteen years old.
The whole family has high hopes for him, even if it seems that he is allowed to travel around, he also sends the first elder of the family to secretly accompany and protect him, just to be able to protect him and grow up safely, these things are actually known to Long Ze, before this he has been very grateful to the family for cultivating him, and now, this gratitude, this responsibility to the family has become his burden, and has become the most lingering shadow in his heart, because he has lost contact with the Holy Spirit, is no longer a Holy Spirit Master, has become a wasted person, how can he repay the familyHow can he afford to prosper the family?
Under the psychological pressure of losing the blow of the Holy Spirit and living up to the expectations of the family, Long Ze's thoughts gradually came to a dead end, and under the premise of not recovering hope, his will became increasingly depressed, and his heart was like ashes, he didn't know where he should go, even if he knew that he was not good, it would make his grandfather and parents worry, but he just didn't know how to get out of such a situation? In such a tortuous and misty maze of thoughts, Long Ze was completely lost, and he couldn't get out!
Duke Long Yi couldn't see Long Ze's expression, what he saw was a son who was still lifeless, like a living dead, and his heart ached beyond measure, "Is it really not good?" Such a thought flashed in his heart, and he suddenly felt desperate, and his grip on Long Ze's hand unconsciously loosened.
Seeing this scene, his mother, Mrs. Shui Yue, was distressed, and at the same time there was a feeling of despair that she had with her husband, "Long Ze, her son, can really not cheer up anymore?
"Long Ze, Dawn Spit Na!" suddenly a loud shout sounded, like thunder into Long Ze's ears, weird and abnormal, like touching a switch, as soon as this voice came into Long Ze's ears, Long Ze immediately sat up, crossed his legs and knees, folded his hands between his abdomen, took a deep breath, and then exhaled a long breath, and then seemed to suddenly realize that something was wrong, and he took a deep breath and was about to stop
The shout of "Qi Xing Hundred Remains" suddenly sounded again, and Long Ze seemed to be unconscious, following the voice indicating the luck meridians, "Calm your breath." As he walked step by step, a figure came into Long Ze's eyes, standing in front of Long Ze, looking down at him condescendingly, and said lightly: "Do you remember this set of formulas? Do you still insist on practicing every day? Do you still remember what I said to you when I passed on this set of formulas to you?"
The old man with white hair and shimmering spirit looked at Long Ze, a pair of eyes full of wisdom looked straight into Long Ze's soul, and saw him thoroughly from the inside out, in the face of such a scrutinizing gaze, Long Ze couldn't move, but he raised his head and looked back at the old man fixedly, the dead silence in his eyes disappeared quietly at some point, and he said tremblingly: "Teacher Dogs!"
That's right, the person standing in front of Long Ze at this time is his mentor, the former Judge of the Bright Sect - Lord Dogs, the words he just shouted are exactly the past ten years, Long Ze has insisted on practicing a set of exercises with the effect of practicing qi every day under his teaching, although it is just a very ordinary, very superficial set of formulas, but because of ten years of uninterrupted practice, it has long been unconsciously integrated into Long Ze's body, stored in any corner of Long Ze's body, as if it has become an instinct, even beyond instinct. No matter how decadent Long Ze is. I can't forget this mantra. I can't forget the teachings of Mr. Doggs.
"Stand up and answer my questions. Doggs looked at Long Ze and said indifferently, "Repeat what I said to you at that time." ”
Long Ze didn't stand up, but lowered his head, and chanted: "The Holy Spirit Master is the most powerful professional fighter in the world, with the most praise and reputation, and he also has to bear the greatest responsibility, and the growth path of the Holy Spirit Master is full of thorns. Full of tribulations, without the consciousness of overcoming obstacles and sufferings, and leaving the whole body scarred, you will not be able to reach the top of the Holy Spirit Master at all."
"Tick tick" One teardrop after another flowed down Long Ze's cheeks, dripping to the ground, seeping into the soil, turning into traces, the tears fell more and more fiercely, and there were more and more tear marks on the ground, "Ah" Long Ze suddenly cried loudly. "I have lost the Holy Spirit, and I am no longer a Holy Spirit Master"
Doggs stepped forward. hugged Long Ze, Long Ze buried his head in the teacher's generous arms, like a helpless child, crying loudly, I don't know if he is venting the pain accumulated over the past few days?
Seeing that her son finally found his normality again, Mrs. Shui Yue leaned on her husband's shoulder and cried with joy, Duke Long Yi was also pleased, as long as Long Ze could cheer up again, even if he really could no longer become a Holy Spirit Master, he would not become a useless waste, he would definitely be able to find his own path again, Long Yi firmly believed.
Earlier, in the treatment room, Ao Lao's soul retreated from Yan's body, which immediately attracted everyone's attention, but as soon as it touched Ao Lao's disappointed look, everyone immediately understood: failed, Ao Lao failed to revive Yan's will!
And in the depths of Yan's soul, the guardian force that had been guarding him for a long time quietly unlocked a small restriction at the same moment, releasing what had been sealed in it.
Lying on the bed, his eyes closed, Yan who seemed to be asleep but was actually extremely awake, his ears were full of whispered conversations of everyone, but he was deaf, he didn't care at all what those people were saying, even Yu Feng, who had been lying on the side, couldn't attract the slightest attention from him, now he has long lost the ability to pay attention to the outside world, and for him, it is just the dust of the stars and the moon, unreachable, insignificant, even himself.
However, even in this state, a strange energy still broke into Yan's thoughts in a brute manner, regardless of it, and forcefully forced him to accept those "memories" that he never knew and did not belong to him at all.
"Is it good? I thought that the fatigue of the previous days would have a bad effect on him, but it seems that he is still very strong!"
"Don't talk nonsense, he's so young, where did he do those things?"
"When he grows up, this qiē will belong to him, but I don't know if he will like it? It doesn't matter if he doesn't like it, we will give it to him whatever he likes, as long as he is happy!"
"He seems to like that time crystal very much, let's play with it, polish it first, lest the edges are too sharp and it will hurt him"
A woman who couldn't see her face clearly, her voice came into Yan's ears one after another, echoing lowly, showing one picture after another in front of her eyes, it was a picture of a woman holding a baby, not very clear, but just looking at it, you can really feel the woman's love for the baby, the mother's love for her children!
"That's my mother?" This was a thought that flashed through Yan's mind, and then he suddenly felt that he seemed to be very uncomfortable, as if he was very sad, "She's dead?" This thought suddenly jumped into his mind, making Yan tremble suddenly, should it be said that this was due to blood instinct? Just thinking like this, Yan felt very sad, and seemed to be very difficult to accept such a fact, and did not want to think about anything bad about this woman.
"Child, my child" In the darkness, Yan Piao fluttered, and a woman whispered softly in her ears, "My child, what's wrong with you, are you uncomfortable? Don't be afraid, it's no big deal that your mother has always been by your side, you are the most amazing child, nothing can hurt you, your mother will accompany you"
This voice is the best voice Yan has ever heard, the most gentle voice, listening to the woman's voice, Yan inexplicably felt a kind of reassurance, it was his mother's voice, that was his mother's care, it seemed that there was a soft energy gently wrapping him, sweeping away all the negative energy around him, leaving only a warm current of affection, reluctant to let go, that was his mother's warmest embrace
"Get up, wake up, you can't sleep anymore, get up, there's so much to do, you want to give up halfway? Do you know how many people are worried about you, do you want to let them down?"
"Get up, don't forget, you still have responsibilities that belong only to you, don't you even have the most basic sense of responsibility?
"As long as you persevere and work hard, everything is possible, but if you give up, then you won't even have a chance to star, are you such an incompetent person?
The stern reprimand kept echoing in Yan's mind, impacting Yan's soul, and the gentle care just now was completely gone, replaced by a mother's "hatred of iron but not steel" for her son Yan didn't want to hear such a reprimand, don't hear him holding his head in his hands, curling up his whole body, shrinking into a darker corner, refusing to hear such a voice, but the rebuke still came into his ears sentence by sentence, and it didn't disappear at all because of Yan's refusal, as if it was really a mother's ardent expectation for her son, expecting him to grow into a brave and decisive man who was not afraid of any difficulties, even if it was the depths of Yan's soul.
"As long as you don't give up, hope is always waiting for you"
"I have no hope for a long time" With a violent roar, Yan, who was huddled tightly, suddenly burst out, slammed his fist into the air, and shouted: "I don't have the Holy Spirit, I'm no longer a Holy Spirit Master" Suddenly calmed down and muttered in a low voice: "One qiē one qiē is gone, there is no hope"
"No!" the voice sounded, firm and abnormal, "There will be no hope, you haven't tried yet, how do you know the result, what you should do now is not to hide here to escape reality, but to face reality, do everything you can, defeat it, and snatch back the one that belongs to you from it"
Raising his head, Yan looked at the dark and lightless space, as if he saw a very beautiful, very kind woman standing there, smiling gently at him, and a magical power seemed to come from that woman, giving Yan a reassuring and firm belief, and muttered: "Is that so? Can I? Can I really become a Holy Spirit Master again?" (To be continued......