Chapter 195: Life Experience

Lin Xi reminisced and told Jun Yue at the same time.

Her adoptive parents didn't hide it from her from the beginning, anyway, for as long as she can remember, she remembered one sentence, which was, "You are not our biological daughter." ”

When I was a child, I knew something, and when I heard it, I cried, thinking that they disliked that they were girls and didn't want her anymore.

This kind of thing is very common in backward rural areas, some people have too many girls in their families, and they don't want to raise them, so they will give them to other people's families as daughters, and those families either can't give birth to children and bring children to raise, or they have sons in the family and like daughters, so they will hold one.

In the countryside, it is relatively late to get a hukou, so this kind of thing is still what you like and I want, and no one cares.

Those adults have broken mouths, eat, and when there is no farm work, they get together in twos and threes, and this patriarch, that short, and they all talk about everything.

Even if she was young, she knew all this.

But she never doubted that she was adopted, so when she heard the words of her adoptive parents, she felt that they didn't want herself.

At first, it was a lot of trouble, but somehow, it opened up.

felt that if she continued to make trouble, if she was not so sensible, she would definitely be sent away, so she became well-behaved and restrained all her little temperament, so for so many years, she has become accustomed to pretending to be well-behaved.

Later, when she grew up, her appearance grew, and the gap between her appearance and her family's appearance naturally came out, and she also understood that what her adoptive parents said was true.

At that time, she was in her first year of high school.

The girl is precocious and psychological, not to mention that she understands a lot when she is a child, so at that time her psychological age is afraid that it is the same as that of an adult.

The adoptive parents had never intended to hide it from her, so when she asked about her background, they told her the truth.

"The two of us were married for more than a year, working outside, and met your mother in a small alley, when you were just born, you were asked to us by your mother, she may be in trouble, panicked, frightened, and handed over you and her belongings to us, please let the two of us raise you, your name is also good, the nickname is Xi'er, the big name is Xi, we don't know which word is xi, and we didn't hear the second word clearly, when we reported to you, we forgot everything, So I took the word Xi, as for the surname Lin, it was your mother's surname, and after your mother finished explaining, she ran away in a hurry and never saw it again. ”

Lin Xi's adoptive father's surname is Wang, and his adoptive mother happens to be surnamed Lin, so he claims that Lin Xi is his mother's surname.

The two of them are good to Lin Xi.

Raising them with all their heart, but without the intimacy between parents and children, it was like a transaction, Lin Xi's mother entrusted the two of them to raise Lin Xi with her belongings, and he raised them both, but Lin Xi was an outsider to them after all.

Therefore, Lin Xi is very filial to his adoptive parents, but he is also very rusty, and there is always something missing.

Lin Xi has never enjoyed family affection since he was a child.

Although her adoptive parents treat her and her younger siblings in general, it is easy to tell whether they have feelings or not.

She was envious, but never resentful.

When she was not sensible, she was thinking about why her adoptive parents didn't hide it from her, and later she also understood, even if no one came to find her, it could not be ruled out that her biological parents would not come to her, and her adoptive parents were good to her like this.

lest she find her family back in the future, she can't accept it for a while, she is sad, and the two of them are not comfortable.