If it was Shaida, she didn't believe that she would be able to stand up after going through something like that.

She couldn't even imagine that a supreme genius would be able to stand up after something like that!

A normal, emotional human being, even a genius, would be in pain to the point of falling into hell!

The more genius there is, the more painful it is.

But not only did he stand up, but he also changed his ways, still pursuing what he loved so much, and once again trying to climb to the top.

The world is lamenting Gilgamesh's disappearance, and even criticizing his "betrayal", but who knows that Gilgamesh has the deepest pain in the world and has never left!

What kind of mood did he have, looking at the dancers on the stage, looking at the rising stars one after another, and finally choosing to become the "tailor" who tailored them to?

Shaida suddenly understood why Vantacia liked Rilke so much, and why he held that old book in his hand every day.

……

Gouge out my eyes, and I will still see you,

Plug my ears, and I can still hear you;

Without feet, I can walk to you,

Without a mouth, I can still pray to you.

Break my arms, and I'll still embrace you—

With my heart, as with my hands.

Hold my heart, and my mind will not stop;

You set fire to my brain,

I will still entrust you with my blood.

……

It wasn't a love poem, it was his heart!

To this day, his heart must still be bleeding, so he still needs to seek strength from these external objects.

He seemed so calm that no one could understand his loneliness and his pain.

Compared to this trauma of the mind, the physical pain in the legs, really...... It doesn't seem like a big deal.

Shaida stumbled and ran, going to every corner of the backstage, recklessly pulling open every door she could, and finally, in the least likely place to be found, she looked for Gray Fantasia.

He sat on the floor in the middle of a mess of clutter, his costume unbuttoned and disheveled.

Shaida slammed into the door frame as she ran, making a "bang", and Fantasia startled her, slowly raising her head, a hint of confusion in her gray-blue eyes.

The pain swept over the world, causing Shaida's whole body to convulse violently.

If you look closely, he is damp all over, his hair is messy on his face, and his skin is dripping with water, as if he has just been fished up from the river.

The cosmetics used this time are all waterproof, so the face looks indescribably glamorous in the water bath.

Vantacia said in a low voice, "You...... Why come? ”

Shaida found that his limbs and his voice were trembling slightly, it turned out that his body was damp like heavy rain, and it was all sweat!

I have never seen a person's sweat flow like this, as if it is about to drain all the water in the body.

Does it hurt like this?

Shaida knew that his leg hurt a lot when he was dancing. Under such concentration and overload, his legs may not be able to bear it at all, but he didn't expect it to be so serious.

He probably didn't want anyone to see what he was like now, so as soon as it was over, he quietly hid alone.

His face was covered with sweat, but there were no tears.

Gray Fantaasia is an overly strong man, strong enough to make people feel heart-wrenching.

Vantacia seemed to try to calm down, a pale smile on his face.

"Three minutes," he said, "seems to be my limit." It turned out that I couldn't dance anymore after all. ”

I already knew the result, so why did I still have illusions?

Knowing that his right leg could no longer withstand gravity for a long time, Gray made a change, but the daily training was still stubbornly retained.

He still holds himself to the standards of a dancer, both in terms of diet and daily training. In addition to the strength of the right leg, the muscles of the whole body and the soft opening have been maintained at the same level as much as possible.

What a hard thing this was for his body, no one but himself could understand, or even imagine.

All this is just a bubble in the hope - if there is a silver lining in this world, Gray does not want to be the unprepared person himself.

However, what he is on today is a stage that has been absent for several years, and what the stage gives him is still a cold refusal.

At this moment, not only was the physical pain embarrassing to him, but the pain in his heart was even more unbearable.

I don't want to see anyone, especially ...... She!

Gray was surprised to see Shaita stumbling over, and after seeing him, he was suddenly stunned, stunned for a while, and suddenly cried out with a "wow".

In the next second, he found that the girl was already kneeling beside him, and his body was tightly confined-

It was her, with her arms outstretched, hugging him very hard and hard.

Gray's body froze suddenly, and even the sharp pain in his leg was completely ignored for a moment. The softness and warmth of the girl's body, with a faint aroma, all melted into his chest, clinging to it, and trembling uncontrollably with sobbing.

At the moment of physical contact, Gray understood that she knew everything, that she was so sad, that she was sad for herself.

There were many people who grieved for him, but none of them were as deep as her pain. She seemed to feel the same pain as he did, and it was too much for her to bear.

There is a wonderful feeling that the mind has a communion and resonance.

The girl hugged him so tightly that Gray felt a slight pain. The girl no longer seemed to be able to think, nor could she express clearly, she just called his name over and over -

Gray ...... Gray ......"

She unconsciously called his name, in a way she had never used before, by the same name she had never spoken before.

But it was unexpectedly natural, and there was an indescribable distress and tenderness in his voice.

Gray listened to it fascinated, and there was an emotion that he had never felt before flowing through his veins, like a powerful painkiller, turning the sharp pain in his legs into diffuse numbness.

Slowly, slowly, he wrapped his arms around her, as if trying to grasp something precious.

The scene is somewhat familiar, and it doesn't seem to be the first time this has happened.

However, the feeling is completely different, and the strange tenderness in my heart has never been so strong.

Gray inhaled softly, only to be filled with the scent of her hair.

Looking down at the girl in his arms, in addition to the gentle ripples in his heart, the tearing pain has also become as intense as destruction.

It turns out that it's not just the future of being a dancer that has been lost......

"I'm sorry," Gray said softly, closing his eyes and burying his face in her hair, "these arms can't lift you up after all......