Does Mo Tie have a deep self-hatred?

Yes, there are too many.

Before the crossing, he could still be said to be a harmless pseudo-present person; After the crossing......

The first time he used his long claws to kill his titular blood relative, he didn't feel the slightest guilt, but now that he thinks about it, what did his sister Long do wrong? She just follows instincts.

In order to learn swordsmanship, he joined the Chunshui Sword Sect, but it didn't play a role at all, but instead watched all the senior sisters and sisters die in Huangquan, and the picture of a beautiful corpse lying under the peach blossom tree seemed to appear in his mind, regret, anger, and to no avail.

He killed an entire city, and the mountains of corpses were piled up in the distance, did these young men who had joined the gang to make their families better know what they were doing? He slaughtered an entire royal family of the island nation...... Well, that's nothing.

He left the beautiful elven girl waiting alone in Rivendell......

He laid the groundwork for the Eldian and Marais races in the world of giants......

He turned the world of the School Apocalypse into a lost planet......

He planted the seed of a doppelganger in Marvel, which is another "nuclear button" that destroys the world......

Recalling the past, Mo Tie's mind was swollen and aching terribly, and those things that did not conform to his true three views were hooking his emotions all the time.

Regret, disgust...... Like a tidal wave, it washed away his consciousness again and again.

Is this who I really am? Dark as the devil?

Hammer Stone looked at the gradually distorted expression on Mo Tie's face with satisfaction, that kind of pain was so familiar, every soul that he had played with was so helpless.

He raised his head slightly, as if he smelled the negative smell emanating from Mo Tie's body.

"It's so moving, it's ...... What an incomparable remorse! Have you erased this world many times? Hammer Stone looked at Mo Tie with intoxication, his face full of joy.

This man's soul was very powerful, and the fluctuations in his feedback were particularly strong, he had never seen such emotions, only a glimmer of it in the soul of the king who had caused the change in the Shadow Isles—it was regret for destroying the world.

Hammerstone was very satisfied with Mo Tie, and he wanted to take this soul out intact and put it in the most special place in the lantern, which was where he stored his treasure.

"Whoa."

The hammerstone pulled the chains, dragging little by little, trying to take Mo Tie's soul away.

He was very careful, any rude movement could destroy Mo Tie's soul, he had to gently, let Mo Tie gradually die out in the endless negative emotions, his breathing gradually stopped, his blood gradually stopped flowing, and finally even his heart obediently remained motionless.

In in-game terms, Mo Tie's health bar is rapidly declining until it becomes zero, and even if his head is taken by the hammerstone, his soul will naturally be taken by him.

At this moment, in the system, Xiao Tie and Yan Zi are very anxious, they try to communicate with Mo Tie's consciousness, but they don't seem to get a response.

In desperation, they had to come up with a forced plan.

……

"Squish, why are you asleep? It's almost class, wake up. An anxious female voice came, like a thunderbolt blasting away Mo Tie's consciousness.

Mo Tie raised his head and was stunned, where is he?

The classrooms with bright windows, noisy students, and university teachers silently fiddling with computers on the podium.

"I'm ...... Where is it? ”

Mo Tie turned his head and saw a beautiful face that was disgusting and happy, it was ...... Xiao Ying?!

"Soft, what's wrong with you, it's class, the teacher's projection is turned on."

Xiao Ying was stunned, why did her boyfriend have a hellish expression?

No! Mo Tie roared in his heart, no one knew his nickname, this was a secret between him and Xiao Ying.

Iron, the most common metallic element, pure iron is white or silvery-white, hard, and has a metallic luster.

Mo, which originally meant sunset, also meant no, no, don't......

Mo iron, not hard, soft and soft.

Although he strongly objected to this nickname that did not match the facts at first, Xiao Ying put it on him regardless of it and refused to take it down.

"I'm ......" Mo Tie was speechless, he didn't believe that this could be the scene that Hammerstone had projected into his mind, because no one knew the nickname.

"I seem to ...... I had a dream. He would rather guess that he was just dreaming of hundreds of years of travel.

Xiao Ying smiled like a flower, and said prettyly: "Drink saliva quickly, be sober and sober, this lesson is very important." ”

As he spoke, he handed over a cup.

Mo Tie's eyes were full of sadness, he looked at Xiao Ying, couldn't help but reach out, stroked his long-lost pretty face, and whispered, "Okay, I know." ”

Seeing the lantern-shaped water cup in Xiao Ying's hand, why didn't he know that this was a dream?

Xiao Ying didn't know what Mo Tie was talking about, but she seemed to be infected by the atmosphere at this time, her eyes turned red, and tears as big as pearls flowed.

Mo Tie watched the scene in front of him dissipate, recalling the beautiful eyes containing tears, and sighed.

"Alas, Xiao Tie, is that you?"

"It's me, and I'm still there, if you don't make a move, I'm afraid you'll die under the torture of the hammerstone's soul." Xiao Tie replied stiffly.

"Yes, Sansan, if you want to blame me, it's me who asked Xiao Tie to use a leapfrog operation to forcibly affect your mind with a telepathic clone." There was honesty in her voice, and she seemed to be ready to be punished by Mo Tie.

Mo Tie was silent, and said after a while: "It's okay, if you didn't do this, I wouldn't have been able to see Xiao Ying at all, and I wouldn't have been able to break free from the control of the hammer stone." ”

In the dream just now, he recalled his original intention at the last moment - to go home.

In the journey through which he traveled, he had many ideas and ambitions, adventure, freedom, curiosity, and evil...... But these are always just spices to add to the fun before going home.

He couldn't understand that many of the seniors who had crossed over could take root with peace of mind not long after they arrived in the other world, and even honored their parents as if they were his parents on Earth, and there was no trace of it?

He just wants to go home, to return to that familiar environment, with familiar relatives and friends.

He didn't want to try to recall the appearance of his relatives every once in a while to prevent himself from forgetting, and he didn't want to wake up in the fog and not feel the taste of peace of mind.

Don't talk to him about strength, I thought about it at the beginning: go back to Earth, take a hair from before, and change it back to the way it was - he was an ordinary person.

If you don't believe me, you can go back to the first chapter.

Hammerstone's soul torture awakened Mo Tie's deep regrets and regrets, but he also reawakened Mo Tie's original wish.

I really don't know if to thank him or kill her.