Chapter 36: I Will Be Holy and Not Demonic
"Hmmm! Great Sage, since you can see the wordless heavenly book, you will definitely be able to become the head of the world in the future! "Huang Si'er was overjoyed, it sacrificed itself to me, only if I am strong, it will become stronger, if my soul returns to the underworld, then it will also die in Huangquan.
I smiled weakly, I wanted to tell it that I had just seen two lines of words on the stone wall, how could I become the first in the world with only two lines of words? But I'm afraid that speaking out will hit it, and I have a fluke in my heart, what if I just saw two lines of words because of the lack of yang energy? Maybe I'll be able to see more words by lighting the yang fire in a while!
I contemplated, sat cross-legged, and silently recited the Tao Te Ching in my heart. When I felt that my yang energy was more abundant, I urged my mental power to ignite the yang fire in my eyebrows, but this time I was disappointed. Not only did I not see the new golden letters on the smooth stone wall, but even the two lines that had appeared before were gone!
I didn't dare to show my disappointment, so I had to extinguish the yang fire in my eyebrows as usual. In order to hide my strangeness, I bowed my head and said to Huang Si'er: "Huang Si'er, it's almost dark outside, let's rest here for one night today, and we'll go back tomorrow, okay?" It just so happens that I'm also a little tired and need to take a break! ”
"Good!" Huang Sier nodded, jumped onto the stone table and curled up. I sat cross-legged on the bed, emptying my mind of the two lines of small gold letters on the stone wall. As I read the little golden characters over and over again in my mind, I felt like my whole body was burning as if it were baking in an oven. I tried to take off my clothes, but I found that my body was frozen and I couldn't move at all!
I couldn't help but be surprised, this ...... What's going on? Just when I was distracted, I suddenly felt a tingling pain in my chest, and I suddenly remembered in my mind that Zhang Guanshan said that when practicing and practicing, the most taboo is not strong in mind and inattentiveness, so it is easy to go mad.
Thinking of this, I quickly withdrew my thoughts, no longer bothered with the burning heat on my body, and removed all distractions and left only those two lines of small golden letters. Gradually, I felt the burning heat on my body slowly disappear, and instead an indescribable feeling of comfort and transparency spread throughout my body, and the two lines of small golden characters were condensed into eight words: "Heaven and Earth Xuanmen, Spiritual Spirit".
When I opened my eyes again, I saw Huang Sier squatting in front of the bed, looking at me in horror with his round mouse eyes open. I frowned, what did Huang Sier see? It scared it like this.
"Huang Si'er, what's wrong with you?" I bent down to ask him, but he didn't respond, still with a frightened expression. I simply got out of bed and gently poked its head with my fingers, "Huang Si'er, it's back to your soul!" ”
"Ahh Huang Sier suddenly screamed, and then kowtowed to me vigorously and said, "The Great Sage spares his life, the Great Sage spares his life!" ”
"Huang Si'er, what's wrong with you? What shall I spare your life? I rolled my eyes speechlessly, this Huang Sier shouldn't be sleepwalking! Huang Sier heard me speak clearly, and then slowly raised his head, looked at me with some uncertainty, and finally stretched out his claws and poked lightly on my legs. After poking, it patted its chest with its front paws, looking frightened: "Oh, mom, I'm scared to death!" ”
"Haha......" Seeing Huang Sier's funny actions, I couldn't help laughing, "Huang Sier, what did you just see?" Look scares you! ”
Huang Si'er glanced at me with disgust, and his tone was resentful, "Great Sage, it's not because of you!" You have no idea how scary you just were! After saying that, he patted his chest again as if he was very scared.
"Scary? How scary? "I was confused, but more curious. Huang Si'er jumped on the bed and said quickly: "Not long after you settled down, I saw heat coming out of your body, and then the smoke became bigger and bigger, as if somewhere on your body was on fire. I was just about to come and look, but suddenly a flame appeared from your body, a cyan flame. Although I have sacrificed to you, I am still an evil creature, and your flames almost burned me to ashes, but fortunately, my body is sensitive and quick enough. Otherwise, you won't see me! Woo woo...... "Speaking of this, he wiped his eyes twice with his paws and made a gesture to wipe his tears. When I saw it like this, I reached out and gently touched the fur on its back, and Huang Sier seemed to enjoy it, and continued: "Although I am very worried about you, I dare not come closer. I was about to turn the Night Pearl over and smash you awake when I saw that the flames on your body were slowly extinguished, replaced by a blinding golden light. After that......" Huang Sier paused, raised his head and glanced at me before slowing down his voice and said, "After that, I saw some visions again!" ”
"Do you see a vision again? What is that? Seeing the hint of horror in Huang Si'er's eyes, my heart chuckled, the vision it saw must not be a good thing, otherwise it would not be scared like that.
Huang Sier spun around in place, as if he was struggling with whether to say it or not, and I didn't urge it, just watched it quietly. In the end, Huang Sier gritted his teeth and said, "I see you become a ...... The appearance of the adversary, killing people everywhere......"
Lord? Homicide? I couldn't help but be stunned. If I really become a demon and kill people everywhere, there are only two situations, one is that I was trained by those bad onmyoji to become their ghost slaves, and the other is that I met the person who killed Lin Jia Village in the first place, and my strength is not enough, and I can only defeat him by stimulating the demonic nature of my whole body. In every way, it didn't end well for me. In the former case, I would not have allowed it to happen, but in the latter case, I did not want to happen, because I knew that once I became a demon, even if I took revenge, it would be a great evil to the world.
"Huang Sier, don't worry! The vision you see will never happen, I will not become a demon, and I will not go around killing people! I gently stroked Huang Si'er's fur, with a smile on my face and an unusually determined look in my eyes. Huang Sier nodded and said seriously: "Great Sage, I believe in you!" You are going to become a great saint, not a great devil. ”
"Huang Si'er, you go and see if it's dawn outside, if it's dawn, we'll go!" I smiled and patted Huang Sier on the back. Huang Sier nodded, jumped out of bed and ran out of the cave. I took out all the money from the small wooden box and put it in my satchel. The night pearl, I plan to use it to illuminate it later, and then ask Huang Sier to send the pearl back when I get to the entrance of the cave.
Actually, I don't need it at all, because now my eyesight is basically comparable to Huang Sier, and I can easily get out of the hole even without the Night Pearl lighting. It's just that when I arrived at the entrance of the cave and handed over the Night Pearl to Huang Si'er, I could still see the things around me in the dark cave, and I found that my eyesight had improved!