Chapter 52: Break My Arms, and I'll Still Embrace You

Shaida looked at his sleeping face, somehow a little flustered, hurriedly hugged the book, took a few steps back, and put the book on her backpack in a panic. The book was already very old, and I opened it with a clatter, and jumped to what was probably the most commonly read page.

On that page, the color of the paper was slightly yellow, with a slight edge of hair, probably someone who often rubbed it with his hands.

It's a book he reads regularly.

Why do you love this?

Suddenly curious, Shaida read the page carefully, only to find that it was only a small poem.

Gouge out my eyes, and I will still see you,

Plug my ears, and I can still hear you;

Without feet, I can walk to you,

Without a mouth, I can still pray to you.

Break my arms, and I'll still embrace you—

With my heart, as with my hands.

Hold my heart, and my mind will not stop;

You set fire to my brain,

I will still entrust you with my blood.

Shaida didn't have much research on poetry, so when she first read it, she was actually frightened by this poem.

Judging by the degree of wear and tear on this page, this should be a poem that Vantacia liked very much, but how could he like such a poem?

It seems a little scary to read!

The poem reads bloody, with eyes gouged out and arms broken, and it's not a beautiful imagery no matter how you look at it.

Fantacia looks elegant and quiet, not at all like someone who likes this type of poetry. However, from the first time I saw him, he had this book in his hand, almost as if he were a treasure that never left him.

Shaida looked at the little book, read the poem several times, and suddenly thought—could this be a love poem?

No matter what happens, whether it is the loss of eyes, arms, or blood, you will never give up, and you will never follow the "you" in the poem.

Could it be that there is an unforgettable lover hidden in Vantaxia's heart?

Shaida looked at Fantaxia's delicate sleeping face, and suddenly felt that he had some pity.

Obviously, the emotion described in this poem is not a kind of beauty of mutual affection, but very painful, addicted to the point of paranoia.

Those who love in this way must be tormented themselves.

Perhaps, this handsome teacher who knows everything and can always create miracles is also burdened with unbearable weights.

Thinking wildly, Shaida didn't know how she got back to the dormitory. She remembered what Vantacia had told her to do, so she didn't dare to take a bath, so she took a quick shower and slipped into the bed.

Shaida pulled out the moisturizer that Vantacia had given her from under her pillow, opened the lid, thought about it, and finally squeezed out a small piece and carefully applied it to her hands and forearms.

She didn't know why she was doing this, as if a ghost had sent her a god.

Perhaps it was precisely because of this confusion that when the familiar smell lingered around her body and enveloped her richly, Shaida's heart suddenly felt a panic for no reason.

Closing his eyes, it was as if he saw the face of Vantaxia, who closed his eyes and fell asleep peacefully. His complexion was so white, and his hair was so chic that he didn't look like a human being.

These chaotic imaginations took a toll on her sleep, and it took a long time for Shaida to finally fall asleep.

When she woke up the next day, she had a slight headache, but Shaida was the kind of person who could jump around with a little rest, and a few hours of sleep at night was enough to completely rejuvenate her body.

After breakfast, take a break. When she entered the practice room again, everything felt like new.

"From today onwards, we are going to practice in a team, everyone find their own friends and start to run in slowly!" Assistant Jay announced with a smile on his face.

In Shaida's group, that is, all the people managed by Jay, according to Gray Fantasia's design, they can be divided into a total of five teams, including a two-person dance, a three-person dance, a four-person dance, and even a seven-person dance. The routines that everyone has to practice are not simple, but this tailor-made combination of movements is completely controllable for would-be dancers who have been practicing dance for many years.

The time limit for practicing their routines is three days, and most of them have successfully completed the study within three days, and now everyone is looking forward to the upcoming joint practice.

Except for Shaida.

That is, until last night, Xia Yida barely managed to achieve two sets of difficult movements in her dance section, so to speak, the mastery is far from enough. As for putting these movements into the dance section to perform completely and naturally, it is simply impossible for her now.

I feel uneasy.

It would be nice to have more time, if you could practice for a few more days. These days, I feel that I used to be so ignorant and wasted too much time. The new things that have been so hungry lately have not had time to digest them are so exhilarating and exciting.

I want to go on like this, I want to get more. If I had met Gray Vantasia earlier, no, even if it was just someone else earlier—Angela, Jay, and Brent—the state would have been completely different now!

I want to change.,But,Now it's clear that if you want to get all this,The only way is to enter the North Capital School Park.。 Only in this way can we no longer deviate from the course and better move forward step by step.

But not ready!

"Ida, come on, you don't have to be ready to start!" A hand gently patted Shaida twice on her back, interrupting her thoughts.

It almost scared her.

It's like being able to read minds.

Looking back, it turned out to be Angela. The little girl smiled sweetly, looking confident.

"However, I didn't even fully grasp the movements, and I didn't do it every time. The complete practice of the dance section is only done a few times, and if you practice it together, even you will be dragged down! ”

Angela didn't care what Shaida said at all, as if Shaida's dance partner wasn't her.

"As the old saying goes, opportunities are always reserved for those who are ready, but sometimes, there is no time for you to be ready. At times like these, forget everything that came before and imagine it! ”

Imagine, Ida......

Shaida's body shook violently, and the pure smile of the eight-year-old Kosgaard seemed to suddenly appear in front of her, as well as the bright sunshine and the wind blowing into the distance.

"What, were you scared?" Angela chuckled suddenly.

Shaida came back to her senses and found that Angela had taken her hand.

"It's Gray who said it, his words can't be wrong!"