118 Misplaced

After dinner alone, Nanxi leaned on the balcony and looked at the dead silence under the bright moonlight, her vision spread into the distance, and the rows of lanterns lit up in Chaoxi Mansion floated in the night like fireflies.

The coolness in the evening breeze added a little more, Xiao Jin put on a silver-white brocade cloak with a white mink collar for Nanxi, Nanxi subconsciously bowed his head, but saw that Xiao Jin seemed to have something on his mind.

"Why are you frowning, is there something on your mind?" Nanxi asked.

"Miss, there is a sentence that I don't know if I should say." Xiao Jin tied his cloak for Nanxi and raised his head again to look at Nanxi.

"Say, there's nothing between us that shouldn't be done!" Nanxi rarely saw Xiao Jin's serious expression.

"Miss, what do you think of King Xuan?" Xiao Jin didn't know how to speak, if he thought too much, wouldn't he have wronged Miss.

"What to look at? King Xuan has helped us so much, I was too prejudiced against him before, but in fact, he is still a good person! Nanxi talked about Huo Mian again, and there was a little more light in her eyes.

Xiao Jin has seen all this in her eyes, she has been with Nanxi for many years, and some things are very clear without saying, she already knows it.

"Miss, have you forgotten? There is a feud between the Nan family and the Huo family! Besides, there are many ladies in Queen Xuan's harem, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that the young lady will be entrusted to no one! Xiao Jin finally mustered up the courage to say the words that had been held in his heart for the past few days.

"The things of the previous generation, my mother has never mentioned it like me, and besides, there is such a thing as feud, it is nothing more than the competition of merchants, it is all a reasonable thing, the reason why the Nan family has come to this day, in the final analysis, is my fault!" Nanxi said, and finally her thoughts began to wander, as if she had experienced the fire herself.

"Miss, you can't blame yourself, those statements are nonsense, and they have nothing to do with you!"

"Nothing to do with me? I used to think the same way, but why did my father die as soon as I returned to Nanfu, everyone in Nanfu died because of me, I am a disaster star, all this is caused by me, no wonder others! ”

Nanxi lowered her eyes, and there was endless self-blame in her eyes, but she did not shed tears, because her heart had long accepted the fact that she was a disaster star.

"Miss, if you hadn't saved the women and children in Kecheng at the beginning, now they would have been captured by Zhu Yanjun as slaves, you are not a disaster, you are a savior!"

"Don't you think it's strange? Why did the toxin spread as soon as I went to the barracks, and although I saved Kecheng, I also destroyed it! Nanxi has thought about this question countless times.

"Miss, why do you do this to yourself? Why blame yourself for everything! You can't think so! Xiao Jin felt extremely heartbroken when he heard Nanxi say this, and suddenly understood the self-blame and guilt that Miss had been hiding in her heart.

At that moment, Xiao Jin suddenly felt that she was so useless and couldn't share the slightest burden for her.

Xiao Jin sighed, feeling that he shouldn't have said these useless things, and hurt Miss to blame herself again, so he said: "Miss, this time the doorman has been primary, and Tubo has arranged it in the West Courtyard, Miss will meet them tomorrow!" ”

Nanxi didn't seem to be listening to Xiao Jin's words, and said leisurely: "Xiao Jin, how long has it been since I left the house?" ”

"Miss, counting up, it's been seven days since I came back from South Street that time!"

"The days go by so fast, how are the girls doing these days?"

"It's all good, why don't I let Sister Liu Hong come over to accompany you?"

"I'd better go and see her!"

Originally, Liu Hong wanted to live in the main house with Nanxi, but when she heard that the girls had many things for her to decide, she simply moved over.

Nanxi entered the cabinet, only to feel that the surroundings were quiet, in the past, everyone lived in a courtyard but there were also talking and laughing, but now that the huge mansion has moved, it is not as lively as before.

Xiao Jin led Nanxi to the house where Liu Hong was, the door was hidden, Nanxi was about to knock on the door, but heard Tan Aixin's voice from the house......

"Sister, no matter how good General Gu is, Fang Qin is also pregnant with his flesh and blood, you should think that it is for Fang Qin's sister to cut him off!" Tan Aixin's words were all good words and persuasions, but for some reason, Nanxi actually heard some schadenfreude.

"I see, let's go!" Liu Hong's voice was very deep, so heavy that people felt inexplicably sad when they listened to it.

"If you want to blame General Gu, she is clearly good with her sister, but she wants to eat tender grass and spoil Fang Qin, if she doesn't marry Fang Qin home, her life will be over!" Tan Aixin didn't care about Liu Hong's feelings at all, she looked like a good person, but she poked Liu Hong's sore spots everywhere.

And Liu Hong, who has always been strong, did not fight back at the moment, and said in a low voice: "I will let him marry Fang Qin, and I will not let Fang Qin be wronged." ”

"That's right, man, you can still be looking for it, besides, my sister is so beautiful, are you afraid that she won't be able to get married?"

Tan Aixin touched her hair that was burned by the charcoal fire, the half of her hair was on her shoulders, it looked very messy, and the top of her head was wrapped with a lake-blue turban, revealing a smooth forehead, but there were some uneven marks on the color corners, but it did not affect her beauty at all, this dress looked a little like a village woman who had just married, but her temperament was excellent!

Tan Aixin saw that Liu Hong was no longer talking to her, so she secretly planned to leave, and as soon as she turned around, Nanxi pushed the door in: "What the hell is going on!" ”

Nanxi glanced at the languishing Liu Hong, and then glared at Tan Aixin, Tan Aixin was stared at by Nanxi like this, and her expression became a little unnatural.

"Miss, you're here!" Liu Hong got up and went forward to greet Nanxi, Tan Aixin saw Nanxi walking towards the cushion step by step, and took a step back, thinking about whether what she had just said was heard by Nanxi.

"Who is General Gu?" Nanxi collapsed, and he was in no mood to drink the tea handed over by Liu Hong.

Liu Hong bowed her head and was silent, Tan Aixin, who was standing on the side, had no choice but to smile and say for her: "General Gu is a good brother who was born and died with Liu Shu, and was named a general after the draw...... Now she is pregnant with General Gu's child! Miss, what can I do about this?! ”

Nanxi had heard this matter outside the door, and she probably guessed that Fang Qin was indeed not the kind of casual woman, Fang Qin was still young, and she was the purest of the sisters, so she would inevitably be bewitched, if General Gu was really a half-hearted person, Fang Qin would not have a good life even if she was married.

Then he said: "Call Fang Qin over!" ”