Chapter 436: Inner Turmoil

The sky wasn't very clear, but it wasn't rainy, just a lot of light gray and white clouds. *With* Dream *Small* Say .lā This kind of weather is the favorite weather of Yi Dao people, neither sunny and dazzling, nor without the slightest sunshine.

However, just because Yidao people like it doesn't mean that others should like it too. His favorite weather is probably the one that others hate the most...... Just like Shinji Ikari.

Today's weather, today's everything, he hates it!

Standing tremblingly in the cockpit of the first plane, feeling the huge power of the first plane, this should have made Shinji Ikari full of security. But in reality, this is not the case.

Feeling the strength of the first machine, he was more and more able to feel his weakness, and then thought of the apostle he was about to face, that feeling of fear and despair was definitely not something that ordinary people could understand!

After all, he is just an ordinary teenager of fourteen years old, and he has some psychological problems because of family reasons. In this way, he is now forced by his father who has always longed to protect him to drive VA to gamble for his life, and that kind of fear and despair is like the Five Elements Mountain that presses Sun Wukong, and he is firmly bound!

Poor as he did not have the great strength and willpower of Sun Monkey, he could only be swallowed up little by little in this despair and fear.

"Please calm down, otherwise you won't be able to control the va, and it will hurt you and me, as well as the people we want to protect, unnecessarily." Rei Ayanami's cold, emotionless voice reached Shinji Ikari through the transmitter, pointing him out how to better pilot the VA Hatsutsuki.

Just, what's the use of that?

It's just an ordinary fourteen-year-old boy who hasn't been exposed to any combat not long ago, and won't fight back even if he's beaten, how can Shinji Ikari keep a calm mind in this situation?

"You want me to be so calm?! This is a battle with your own life! Shinji Ikari responded hysterically to Rei Ayaba's guidance like a madman, without the longing and desire to maintain her demeanor in front of the beautiful girl when she first met her.

In response to Shinji Ikari's response, Rei Ayanami did not have any dissatisfaction, nor did she feel dissatisfied, but she still said in a pleasant voice that was cold and indifferent and had no emotion: "If you don't fight with your life, then you will die." When the Apostles destroyed the Third New Tokyo City, you couldn't have dodged it. ”

As Rei Ayanami spoke, the Thunder Angel and the Day Angel got closer and closer to them.

Huge as a monster...... No, they are monsters in the first place, monsters that destroy humanity!

As these two monsters get closer and closer, Shinji Ikari is getting more and more nervous, and the fear and despair in his heart seem to have turned into a rope of substance, binding his body tightly, and even moving seems to be a luxury!

In this case, hearing Rei Ayabaami's emotionless voice, he only felt that a string in his head had broken: "What about the others?" Why should I be chosen as a driver? And why should you be chosen as a driver? How old are we? Are all the adults dead? ”

"Not everyone can drive a VA, only those who are qualified can drive a VA. There are only two qualified people in Japan right now, one is me and the other is you. So, no one but you and me will be able to help us and will not be able to help us. ”

"Why...... Why am I a qualified person......"

Rei Ayabaami's explanation crushed the last straw, leaving Shinji Ikari with no luck at all, and at the same time falling into the deepest despair.

However, after falling into the deepest despair, the Hatsumono machine, which is full of power, suddenly transmits some emotions to Shinji Ikari.

It seemed to be a comfort, and it also seemed to be a pity, which made Shinji Ikari, who was already on the verge of collapse, slowly relax.

I don't know what the reason is, but he seems to feel a kind of motherly feeling in that emotion!

It was this feeling that he was on the verge of collapse, he slowly regained his sanity and the power to control his flesh, and then after being silent for a while, after the Thunder Angel and the Day Angel reached his attack range, he suddenly activated the yang electron cannon on his shoulders, and spewed out two powerful and terrifying pillars of light, shooting at the Thunder Angel and the Day Angel respectively!

This action, as if a stone had been thrown into a calm lake, instantly provoked a huge reaction!

"Why the sudden attack? We have not yet received an attack order. Ayanami Rei's inquiry sounded, but she still didn't have any feelings, although it was a question sentence, she said it was a declarative sentence.

But her words also brought Shinji Ikari back to his senses...... Indeed, he received an order during the sortie, saying that he was going to fight with the general troops, but after recovering from the almost collapsed state of mind just now, and being soothed by the mother-like feeling in the first plane, he directly forgot this order and opened fire and attacked!

"I ...... What am I going to do? ”

"Wait for instructions."

……

"Damn it! Why didn't that little imp wait for the apostle to walk into the cage before he did it! ”

"What now?"

"The troops in ambush asked us if we were going to open fire! But it's not the best distance yet! ”

……

In the combat command room, the corners of Ikari Gentang's mouth, who had witnessed all the changes in Shinji Ikari through the monitoring device, unconsciously twitched, but the eyes full of calculated cold light behind the glasses also unconsciously revealed a look of distress.

The battle plan he made seems to have been completely disrupted by Shinji Ikati!

But......

"It's just a good time to see how much power the revamped VA can exert." The cold light in his eyes was like the refraction of the sword that had just been refined, so that the favored had the urge to be cut into pieces of meat at any time, and Ikari Gentang said: "Don't panic first, since you can't weaken the apostle first and let VA make a decision, then let VA weaken the apostle, and then let the ambushed troops make a decision." Now, gentlemen, let's discuss how to deploy next! ”

Like a heart booster, as the backbone of the heart, after Ikari Gentang spoke, everyone's panic disappeared immediately, and no matter how bad it was, he could stabilize his emotions.

However, several of the commanders or communicators who had cursed Shinji Ikari were a little embarrassed or scared...... Shinji Ikari, that's the son of Ikari Gendo!

They just cursed the son of their immediate boss!

There was nothing to react to in a hurry just now, but now that they reacted, they were all a little worried that Ikari Gentang would have an opinion on them.

Although they have the impression that Ikari Gendo is a person who doesn't care about personal feelings at all, but after all, he is his own son, so it's hard to guarantee that he will have any opinions!