Chapter 39: Anger, Frustration, Silence

Mu Feng closed his eyes again, but his heart was always at peace. It is difficult to maintain the fixed realm, and the more difficult it is to settle down, the more impetuously Mu Feng becomes: "If I can't settle down, how can I improve my cultivation, and how can I go to my grandfather, Qing'er and the villagers of Baicao Valley." How can we avenge them······?" The more Mu Feng thought about it, the more difficult it was to settle down, and it was difficult for his heart to calm down, so he couldn't cut off all kinds of distracting thoughts. I can't appreciate the ethereal state of mind.

Finally, Mu Feng rose from the ground, and a long howl seemed to shake the earth. The howling sound is full of unwillingness, full of anger, and full of hatred that destroys the world and destroys the world. I saw Mu Feng stomp his feet, his body ejected, and he landed more than ten feet away. Then he stepped heavily on the ground, his body was raised, and he landed more than ten feet away. Repeatedly, Mu Feng ran like crazy.

The Nufeng Mountain Lord was hidden in the clouds in the sky, and since Mu Feng first entered the realm, the Nufeng Mountain Lord had been observing him. Waiting for Mu Feng to run wildly, the Nufeng Mountain Lord said secretly: "Know how to be normal, don't move for feelings, don't move for will." Walking, sitting, lying and lying down without losing the state of mind can turn divine consciousness into divine thoughts. You kid has finally touched the threshold, hahahaha, second pole, second pole. ”

I don't know how long I ran, Mu Feng's feet fell to the ground and couldn't move. Mu Feng ran wildly with internal force around his body, and finally stopped at exhaustion. Lying in the sea of flowers, Qing'er, Xue'er, Baicao Valley's partners, and the neighbors who accompany each other every day flashed from Mu Feng's mind one by one: "I miss you so much, Qing'er, Xue'er..."

Mu Feng closed his eyes and shrunk his hands and feet as if he was very cold. has been so nested in the sea of flowers without saying a word, and I don't have the energy to pay attention to everything in the outside world. I don't want to do anything, I don't want to think about anything. Mu Feng felt that he couldn't raise the slightest strength to struggle and practice. All together lost its meaning, and all in vain.

The moon sinks in the west and the sun rises in the east. The sea of flowers, as always, is bathed in the morning light and looks vibrant. Mu Feng opened his eyes in the morning light, and those eyes were indifferent. Slowly getting up, and then slowly swinging his brain mechanically, Mu Feng looked around and then looked down at the flowers and plants on the ground. Mu Feng dragged his steps, letting his feet carry him slowly. The pupils were dilated, and the eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of dead ash.

Walking in the sea of flowers, the breeze blows the flowers, and the branches of the flowers sway like waves on the sea. Mu Feng is a small boat on the sea of flowers, moving with the wind in the sea of flowers. At this time, Mu Feng is like a ghost between heaven and earth, not knowing where to come from and where to go. Wandering among the sea of flowers, it seems that there is no end. The sun and moon secretly changed shifts again and again, and they never wanted to disturb the frustrated boy.

I don't know how long it took, Mu Feng's feet couldn't walk anymore, and as soon as his feet became weak, Mu Feng fell into the sea of flowers again. Flowers rustle in the wind, and white clouds float lonely in the sky. The world is silent, and this sea of flowers seems to have forgotten this boy. Or maybe they want teenagers to be a part of them.

Mu Feng also forgot himself, forgot this sea of flowers, and forgot the secret realm of heaven and earth. I can't think of it, and my heart is like ashes. An unprecedented exhaustion invaded his heart from the flesh. "I'm so tired, I can finally rest. That's it, it's comfortable, it's comfortable. Mu Feng let the exhaustion in his heart take him to the ground, and Mu Feng felt as if he had entered a dark bottomless pit, always sinking.

There was an old man strolling in the clouds, and he had been watching Mu Feng go from madness to silence. "It's almost time. The Nufeng Mountain Lord looked at Mu Feng who was submerged in the sea of flowers and muttered to himself. Mu Feng, who was plunged into endless darkness, suddenly felt that something was holding him up.

"The raging sea is born from the heart, the desires are mixed, the spirit is uncertain, the body and mind are ownerless, the spirit is depressed, its actions are like corpses, its life is like death, the boundless bitter sea, there is no way to cross, the desire to go to the other side, the source of the bitter sea, this desire is endless, the bitter sea is boundless!" The Nufeng Mountain Lord stood in the clouds, his lips moved slightly, and he couldn't hear any sound beside him. But the secret realm of heaven and earth suddenly echoed with the sound of might.

Mu Feng in the endless darkness was surrounded by this loud voice, lying in the sea of flowers, he suddenly closed his eyes and frowned, the more he wrinkled, the tighter and tighter, as if he was in extreme pain, and his body suddenly trembled, becoming more and more violent. It is as if the body and mind are breaking free from the invisible net.

"The bitter sea is boundless, and desirelessness is the shore!

The Lord of Nufeng Mountain finally shouted, and at this time, the heaven and earth were silent, even the air was still, and the sea of flowers was also frozen by the waves of flowers stirred up by the wind. Mu Feng suddenly opened his eyes, as if there was a golden light shining out, and his heart was peaceful. Mu Feng slowly got up and bowed in the direction of the Nufeng Mountain Lord.

Seeing that Mu Feng had returned to clarity, the Lord of Nufeng Mountain smiled slightly and said, "The son can be taught." But he was also very surprised to see him bow down to himself: "Can he see through my hidden things? Impossible, impossible, he is probably kneeling down to this heaven and earth."

Mu Feng really didn't find the Nufeng Mountain Lord in the clouds, but he had a feeling that the Nufeng Mountain Lord must be somewhere in the direction where he was kneeling. His worship is not only to worship the Lord of Nufeng Mountain, but also to worship this heaven and earth, and at the same time, he also kneels to Grandpa Baicao. Grandpa Baicao once taught him to have the heart of helping the world, not to be harmful. This is to teach him the way of cultivation as a healer, and it is also to teach him to protect his own heart and not to be avoided by the red dust.

Mu Feng felt guilty in his heart, Grandpa Baicao had taught him a pure and inactive state of mind. But when he encountered Lang Xin's incident, Mu Feng lost his pure heart. Lang Xin regards human life like a mustard, and he really shouldn't deceive people too much. Therefore, even if Mu Feng killed him, even if he killed him for the first time, he did not feel cruel and disgusting. Then Mu Feng felt that it was his fault that Baicao Valley was implicated, but he didn't feel that he had done anything wrong, he only blamed this world for being a world of the jungle.

Then listening to the Nufeng Mountain Lord's order, Mu Feng worked hard to practice. If he can break through the boundary between life and death one day, he may be able to save everyone in Baicao Valley. Second, if you are successful in your cultivation, you can also take revenge on the Lang family to vent your resentment. After that, Mu Feng settled down by the heart washing pool and practiced his senses. After making a decision, I found that I was improving quickly, and I couldn't help but be overjoyed. At first, Mu Feng's practice followed the path of medicine, and what he sought was no longer supernatural powers, but the realization of yin and yang in his body, in order to further progress in the way of medicine.

But when he encountered Lang Xin and what happened afterward, Mu Feng didn't realize that his cultivation had deviated from the original direction. The desire to make rapid progress is even more even greater by the heart pool, so it is difficult for Mu Feng to enter the meditation again after he has come out of the meditation. No matter how much he tried, Mu Feng found that he couldn't settle down. So he was so distraught that he finally gave up on himself and almost gave up on himself.

This soberness, Mu Feng also felt strange, according to his previous temperament, he would not be so extreme. If you can't settle down, then calm down and stay calm for the time being should be your own style of acting. How could he be in a state of confusion and then go crazy? Mu Feng looked at this secret realm of heaven and earth again, and realized that his abnormal behavior might be related to this secret realm.

"It's a fairyland on earth, the scenery is pleasant, the heart can be refreshed, and the vitality can help the love life. The anger of this angry peak, the blooming of this hundred flowers can be seen, the bottomless pool of washing the heart, and the thought of seeing it is invisibly addictive. Sure enough, everything in the world has yin and yang, and such a good place as the secret realm of heaven and earth is also a dangerous place for ordinary people. ”

"Hahahaha······ , good boy, you can be regarded as experiencing some of the mysteries of the secret realm of the world of Nufeng. "The Lord of Nufeng Mountain appeared beside Mu Feng out of nowhere. Mu Feng saw the Lord of Nufeng Mountain appearing, and immediately bowed down and saluted: "Junior, thank you Mr. for waking up, if there is no help from Mr., after a few years, the juniors are afraid that they have turned into the mud of this sea of flowers." ”

The Lord of Nufeng Mountain said: "Don't thank me for the time being, you entered this secret realm, but I brought you in." This danger, you are in it, you naturally know, if I can't wake you up. You can really just turn into dirt in the maze of heaven and earth. Mu Feng said: "Everything has yin and yang, everything has advantages and disadvantages, and the younger generation is only grateful to Mr. for giving me blessings and saving me from danger." How can you blame Mr.?"

The Lord of Nufeng Mountain sneered: "Actually, if I had reminded you of something earlier, you would not have encountered a dangerous situation. ”

Mu Feng was stunned.