My thoughts wandered, those fragments in the dream tore at me, I saw You'er sleeping in my arms, scared into a cold sweat, the face that couldn't see the face was laughing wildly in my ear, I screamed and curled up on the ground and trembled, I felt someone hugging me tightly, gently stroking my head, gradually, I calmed down and saw Fang Xun looking at me with pity. At this moment I knew how much I relied on him.

The real golden Buddha stood in the middle of the ancestral hall, his face was peaceful, the incense in the temple was permeated, and I was very uncomfortable, I knelt in front of the Buddha devoutly, looking at the Buddha statue, Golden Buddha, if you are a manifestation, please tell me what I have experienced.

I walked out of the temple, Fang Xun handed me a delicate little bottle, said it could wake my mind, I opened it and sniffed it, and I was about to embark on the return journey. Out of the temple, the housekeeper blamed the porter, saying that when the head of the house came, he brought a lot of vegetarian food for the monks in the temple, but he was broken by the porter. I looked at the good food on the ground and frowned, and asked the housekeeper to send the good food to the temple, and it was a pity to throw away the fallen ones, to see if I could send them to the beggars on the side of the road.

The beggars on the side of the road, curled up in the corner, the tattered clothes could not cover the exposed skin, I suddenly felt the sadness of life, looked around, the field grew with novel wild flowers, I seemed to have never seen it, suddenly a lightning bolt struck above my head, I felt that the weather was strange and walked back, walking and walking felt like I was walking in the garden of Huofu, I stood by the lake, and heard someone behind me call me: "Big lady, where have you been?" The eldest young master is looking for you! ”

I turned around, Xiao Jin was waving to me, I suddenly felt scared, who the hell am I? I thought back to what happened when I came, and just now some of the wives of large families said flattering words, and I felt bored and came to this back garden. It turned out to be just a dream.

I patted the corner of my clothes and asked Xiao Jin what time it was.

"Madam, it's the end of the day."

I returned to the banquet, Huo Ben's whole little face was full of tears, I picked him up and stopped crying, I asked where Master Xiao Jin was, she took me to Huo Mian's study and said to wait outside, I knew that Xiao Jin understood me, she just wanted me to say a few more words to Huo Mian, she always persuaded me, saying that the master was affectionate to me, but I decided that he had no intention of me.

I told Huo Mian that I was not feeling well and wanted to take You'er away first, Huo Mian raised his head drunkenly and beckoned to me: "Come here." ”

I stepped forward: "You've drunk too much today!" "I don't know when Huo Mian fell in love with solitude.

He pulled hard, and I sat in his arms, and he gently stroked my face: "You take a good look at me, look at my ......"

The unpleasant smell of wine on his body hit my nose, and I staggered to my feet: "You are drunk, let the subordinates serve you and rest!" ”

Huo Mian slowly stood up: "Ruoli, come back to me!" I bowed my head and said nothing.

"I'll go down first!" I turned to leave, and he suddenly grabbed my hand: "Come back with You'er!" ”

I didn't answer, and took You'er back to the east study.

Two men, one who sees me as everything, and the other who brings me endless pain.

The next day, Huo Mian stood outside the east study with hundreds of people from the Huo family, wanting to ask me, the eldest lady, to move back, but I had no reason to refuse, just because Huo Mian stood straight in front of me.

I think I'm probably more expensive than a mother and a child.

I suddenly longed to return to the Fang family compound, Fang Xun would hold me in the palm of his hand, it would not make my heart ache, I really hope that the current world is a dream!

The next day, I was pruning flowers in my backyard when I told me that Anno was pregnant again, and I had accidentally cut off a newly blooming rose.

"Let her go!" Yes, no one can escape their fate, she is fated to be blessed, and I, fateful fate.

Huo Ben is very intelligent, and I have found a lot of comfort, and I want to raise him to be a man and become a talent.

Day after day, Huo Ben's legs and feet are more flexible, and the five-year-old Huo Ben also refuses to sit honestly like other children, I have to chase him behind me, You'er has to hug Huo Mian every time she sees her, so I began to fantasize, how good this is our child, how good it would be if you were Fang Xun!

Huo Mian invited Mr. for You'er, so I have more time to make a new dress for You'er. I happened to see Anno, but I saw that she was emaciated. She saluted me, and I could not bear it.

I hurriedly helped her up, "My stomach is inconvenient, so I won't be able to salute." ”

Anno had a miscarriage the next day.

The child was a girl, and because she was too weak, she stayed up all night and died.

I heard that Anno was hoarse and became crazy, and Anno also had a hard life, probably this is fate!

I asked Xiao Jin to bring good supplements so that she could take good care of her body. Probably she didn't want to see me, and I didn't want to be bored, and I knew she was blaming me all the time.

On the day of You'er's sixth birthday, Anno came to me, and she said that she couldn't have any more children, and hoped that I could give You'er back to her, and I would never agree!

She knelt on the ground and begged me, saying that she was willing to give everything, as long as I gave You'er back to her, what did everything about her mean to me? She already has a Huo Mian!

She blamed me for stealing her things, and she didn't snatch my things, and I broke with her, and I wanted to henceforth not make the water of the well interfere with the water of the river. "You go, I'll never give you You'er!"

She was grief-stricken, saying that she was buried in Huo Mansion, and I combed her sideburns and fell hair: "Why should I embarrass you, and you should stop clinging to You'er." ”

That night the wind howled, blowing open the closed doors and windows, and out of the night a black cat rushed in, no matter how much I could get rid of it, I simply took it in for the night. In the middle of the night it jumped on the head of my bed and woke me up from my sleep, and it seemed to be frightened by me, leaving deep paw prints on my arms, and soon I felt dizzy and fainted.

I feel like I've been asleep for a long time, I hear someone talking at the head of my bed, probably Huo Mian, the immature little hand must be You'er who massages my body, sometimes Xiao Jin will sobble quietly beside my bed, I can feel it, but no matter how I struggle, I can't wake up.

My hand was slowly picked up, the movement was gentle, he held my hand with both hands, and the gentle voice was like nothing, but I knew that it was Huo Mian. He gave me a deep kiss on the forehead, and I felt my soul being sucked back into my body, and I moved my fingers lightly and tried to open my eyes, the intense light almost burned my eyes.

Huo Mian kept calling Xiao Jin, telling her to invite Lang Zhong! Xiao Jin had tears in the corners of his eyes, and he ran out before he had time to wipe them off.

I looked at Huo Mian seriously, my facial features slowly became clear, with a high nose bridge and moving eyebrows.

I muttered, "Fang Xun..."

Huo Mian's brows tightened, wiping away the beads of sweat from my forehead: "Who is Fang Xun?" ”

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