Shaida looked at Konstantin and thought he was too good.

He has a gentle look in his eyes and a very gentle demeanor.

Shaida knew in her heart that Konstantin had openly put himself on the cusp of discussion that day, and it was also out of a heart to protect her. He paid a great price for it, but he never asked her for anything in return.

Even, he now encourages her to let go of all her emotions, that is, not to care about what he means at all. He told her to focus all her energy on the upcoming game.

Although this qualifier is an intramural competition, it is no less difficult to pass than any national competition, and it is incomparable to the entrance exam. After all, this qualifier is held within the entire school of the Northern Capital School Park.

It was very difficult for Shaida to stand out from the competition among the first-year students alone, not to mention the second- and third-year brothers and sisters, as well as the seniors among the trainees!

In the end, there are only seven places that can be selected!

Yes, Shaida is aiming for the seven spots that will eventually qualify for the team event, not the fifteen, including the individual event.

She has been like this since she was a child, and she feels that the so-called goal should focus on the highest one, whether she can succeed or not, whether she will fall badly or not. Settle for the next best, and that will never be Shaida's active choice.

What's more, Layla Aviana's goal will never be fifteen, she must work hard to enter the team competition. If you can't make it to the seven-person group in the team competition, accepting the challenge of Layla will directly become a joke!

At this time, there should be no time for distraction. Now, a week has been wasted in a daze, and if it continues like this, everything will become empty talk.

But......

Confusion of the mood seems to be something more difficult to deal with than physical pain, and it cannot be solved by patience alone.

Shaida hid in the practice room of Vantacia's house, going through the basics over and over again. Repetitive and mechanical movements usually have an emotionally stabilizing effect, but today this trick also failed to concentrate the mind completely.

She couldn't even see herself in the mirror a little clearly.

As she moved, countless fragments of memories could inexorably flash through her mind, sometimes Gray's face, sometimes Constantine's, and their voices, all intertwined, making her mind a mess.

It won't work like this! Shaida gritted her teeth, stopped practicing, turned off the stereo, changed her clothes and went out.

The cold wind blew in her face, clearing Shaida's feverish mind a little.

When you encounter a problem that cannot be solved, you can seek help from others, and correspondingly, when others reach out to you for help, you must also do your best to dedicate your strength. This is the ancient precept followed by the people in the place where Shaida lives, so for many years, people living on the grassland are rarely self-contained, and Shaida is no exception.

So she decided to talk to someone about it now.

But this negotiable and retrievable candidate can hit her already unenlightened mind hard.

Who to look for?

The first person Shaida thought of was Roman Christopher!

Roman doesn't like himself, which Shaida can feel even if she is sluggish. But Roman seems to be very experienced in this area, as if he has experienced a lot. If it were him, his own distress must be cured.

He will definitely be able to help himself analyze what kind of real love relationship is, and what kind of position the people around him occupy in his heart, and he will not go wrong!

The premise is that Roman Christopher is willing to be honest with himself.

However, Roman hates Kosgaard, and when they were in the prairie, both of them were almost torn apart. If you ask him, he must be on Gray's side.

It's not that there's anything wrong with him standing on Gray's side, it's just that Shaida wants to hear objective, neutral truth.

For this reason, Angela is not a suitable candidate.

What about Julian? - Shaida didn't dare to go to him at all, for fear that something unknown would happen again.

Think about it, the friends who can sit together and talk about their hearts without any scruples, except for them, there really seems to be no one left!

Suddenly I felt like I was a failure.

As a result, when Kai Evans sits face-to-face with Shaida in the most remote corner of the café, Kai's heart is broken.

"Yes, I'm a nanny, I look after you like an old mother, but I'm not your mother!"

When Kai finally figured out what she wanted to do from Shaida's upside-down story, he couldn't even smile bitterly.

Kai was also present at the opening ceremony, but his heart was not turbulent, and he even wanted to laugh a little.

These young children are so impulsive!

Kai felt as if he was past that age, but after thinking about it, the protagonist of this farce was actually Fantasia, who was older than himself.

There is also Sakalov, who is in the same class as himself, and in the whole process, Sakalov's performance seems the most stupid.

Originally, he didn't have anything to do, so he had to come in and get into trouble for himself.

It seems that they are all in love. It is said that once a person is captured by the demon of "love", his IQ will drop to zero, and even Gilgamesh, who exists like a god in Kai's mind, is not exempt.

"But I have no one to talk to!" The girl lowered her voice and yelled out cautiously and anxiously like a thief.

"What the hell are you trying to ask me, I can't understand it. In other words, who do you really like in your heart, and you are going to ask me?! Even a fool wouldn't ask that, I'm not a roundworm in your stomach! ”

"But I really don't know what kind of relationship is that...... That kind of thing! I've never experienced it like this, what if I'm mistaken? ”

"Do you have it when I have!" Kai roared.

It's already the last semester in the North Capital School Park.,I'm about to graduate.,It's been four whole years.,Kai's love life is a blank slate.。

Not only that, but not before. Since he started practicing dance, all his energy has been put into the practice room, and no girl has ever been lucky enough to be in his eyes.

Compared with the constant exploration, continuous excavation, and continuous harvest in dance, isn't it a waste of time to soak with girls, like now, in a daze in front of a cup of coffee, and talk about such boring things?

After thinking about it, the only "other person" in this world who has made him have special feelings and the only "others" who has filled him with special interests seems to be Gilgamesh, that is, Gray Vantaxia.

But that's a man, okay? In the context of today's topic, such associations make Kai feel a little disgusted.

"I don't know, it's hard to say? How do you practice dancing? Have a problem and don't know how to solve it? Kai said angrily, "If you don't know, can't you just try both?" ”