Chapter 30 I can feel the pain of cows and horses
Listening to the girl's words, Gray Fantacia froze. Before, everything about him seemed like an endless stream of water, but now, he looks like a glacier that has suddenly condensed.
After a while, he asked, "You...... Can you see it? ”
In the past five years, no one has ever asked this question, not even the closest people around me.
He felt to himself that everything should look normal and should not be seen by anyone. Everything in Gray Fantasia's life is based on the never-ending pain in his right leg, but there can be no deviation in any of his movements, whether in daily life or in dance demonstrations. Pain is something that should not be perceived by the naked eye.
Gray's main leg has been changed from the right leg to the left leg, and the exercise of the left leg has been strengthened again and again, even if it is not an innate habit leg, but today, the ability of the left leg has far exceeded that golden right leg back then.
Gray's right leg is barely able to bear weight to this day, and is in perpetual pain, walking and standing.
So, the left leg subtly shares a lot of the pressure on the right leg and bears more. Gray himself is an existence that cannot be imitated, because all the power of his body is essentially different from that of others.
It's been a long time, and the mood has long been as calm as the sea after a storm. But today, the girl in front of him, who seemed a little ignorant, made his heart ripple again.
There was even a little bit of frustration.
Isn't the disguise perfect enough? If that's the case, what's the difference with a waste?
"Sure enough, it's true." Shaida said to herself, the expression on her face was very sad, "I can't see it, but I can feel it......"
"Feelings?" Gray was surprised. This is the first time I have heard that other people's pain can be "felt".
Pain is a very personal thing, and only the person who suffers from it can be called a "feeling". For other people's pain, it should only be understood through words, or changes in expression and movement caused by pain.
There should be nothing in one's own body.
The girl thought for a while, and seemed to be at a loss for how to express it, and finally tried to explain: "I think that many things can be felt as long as you use your heart, and if you feel it with your heart, everything around you will become different from usual." We graze cattle and horses on the grasslands, and they are all my friends, but they are all non-talking. If there's something wrong with their body, where it hurts, I can feel it! ”
Gray looked at her, a little crying and laughing.
"You mean, I'm the same as those cows and horses?"
Shaida wanted to nod and say that this is how I felt it, but when she saw Vantaxia's expression, she suddenly felt that something was wrong, and hurriedly waved her hand again and again, saying, "No, no, no, I didn't mean that!" ”
Gray had understood what she meant. It turned out that this girl was only aware of the pain in his flesh because her perception was more acute than the others, and it was only through intuition that she felt the pain in his body.
Pain exists objectively, so no matter how you disguise it, your body will unconsciously send out some kind of signal. And this girl was able to keenly discover all this through that invisible aura.
Is there such a perceptive person in the world? Gray felt that he was already a very sharp person, and the resonance for everything around him was much stronger than that of ordinary people, but if he was asked to perceive the illusory thing of well-hidden pain, he couldn't do it to himself.
What a quirky girl, from the first time I saw her, I felt that there was something in her that was different from others, but I couldn't tell what it was. This was something that had never happened before, and it even made Gray feel a sense of frustration - he thought that there was nothing he couldn't perceive after being reborn.
"Don't talk about your feelings to anyone." Gray didn't know what to say, so he just gave him a word of advice.
Shaida nodded and said, "I understand, if it weren't for that, you wouldn't have worked so hard. But ......"
The location of the pain in Fantasia should be mainly focused on the right leg. Shaida tried to experience it a little, but she felt that it was too hard to bear, and her chest was so tight that it was difficult to breathe.
Does it really have to be that way?
Shaida felt that if it were her, she would not have tried to hide the pain. There are so many people around you who love you, they must not want to have such a hard time, right?
But what if you're not willing to let anyone worry about you?
Everyone's heart is never the same.
Moreover, Fantasia is supposed to be a dancer, right? From those simple movements, it can be seen that he is by no means an ordinary dancer, he should be extremely good, the kind that is outstanding.
So how much does this pain affect him?
"Teacher, can I ......," Shaida said tentatively, "I have painkillers here, would you like to give it a try?" ”
"Painkillers?" Gray frowned slightly, "No need. ”
Seeing that the girl's kindness was rejected and seemed to be a little aggrieved and hurt, Gray felt a little unbearable, so he explained: "The medical conditions on my side are very good, I have used all kinds of medicines, and most of the painkillers are harmful to the nervous system, I can't allow that to happen." ”
Gray rarely said so much, and he always felt that it was a bit difficult to speak, and he was not used to it. For Gray, words themselves don't have much meaning, and he used to use body language to express emotions, but now, he is more inclined to use actions.
Listening to his words, the girl's eyes lit up.
"My medicine is not a medicine in the hospital, it is made by the high priest of our clan himself, and it is very effective! From childhood to adulthood, where sprains and falls, they are all used with this, even our cattle and horses break their legs, and wrap them with this ointment, they will heal quickly! ”
As she spoke, the girl even quickly squatted down, took out a small ceramic jar from her satchel, and unplugged it, and a bitter smell of herbs came to her nose, which was very strong.
Oriental herbs? Gray Fantacia couldn't help but smile wryly - this was the second time this guy had confused himself with cows and horses.
Gray Fantasia has been through so many things, the best in the world, and the worst in the world. But since he was born, no one has ever put him with those cows, horses, and livestock.
But for some reason, looking at the girl's eyes that were too clear, Gray Fantasia suddenly felt unable to refuse for the first time.
"Teacher, sit down! Rest assured, there will be no side effects as it does not relieve pain by paralyzing the nerves! The girl swore by it.
Reggae sat down and was at her mercy. Shaida crouched at his feet, carefully rolling up one of Gray's trouser legs as she usually did when she drugged her mother, who had joint pain.
This time, it was Shaida's turn to be shocked.