Chapter 231: My heart is in turmoil
Five points of wine, five points of sleepiness, staring at the constantly rotating big bed, Xia Qian fell softly.
There was silence in the west courtyard, Huo Zun stared at the sycamore leaves on the ground, and took a deep breath.
Looking up at the sky, the anger in his eyes receded, and he was at a loss.
This woman, he obviously made up his mind not to love it, but he was poked in the heart by her again and again, so angry that he went crazy and hurt his heart.
He wanted to be reincarnated and leave, but when he thought of the black thing on her back just now, he couldn't help but feel furious in his heart.
He stiffened his legs for a long time, and finally walked into the dormitory.
In the dormitory, Summer was lying on the floor and sleeping like mud, with only the pungent white cloth on his body, and half of his back was exposed.
Huo Zun stared at the black wet sticky things on her back, and his thick sword eyebrows got closer and closer.
When I untied the cloth, I saw that the skin on most of her back was rotten, and dense fine thorns could be seen on it.
After thinking about it for a long time, he thought of the plant in the yard with high arms and thorns.
More than ten days ago, he rushed back from southern Xinjiang, and happened to see Xia Qian bullying his little Yue'er for the third time and attacking their children.
In desperation, he rushed over to save Qin Xinyue, and pushed Xia Qian towards Qin Xinyue's side, Xia Qian had fallen on the thorny plant at that time.
In a fit of rage, he not only didn't pay attention to her, but also gave her a hard lesson.
Obviously, she couldn't take out these fine thorns on her back, and she stayed on her back for more than ten days and came into contact with clothes and mattresses, and her skin rotted and suppurated.
"Am I crazy? She has a scar on her face, and her back is rotten like this, so there are still men who dare to stick it up without knowing whether they are alive or dead? And she, who is not a casual person, is now that her back is rotten like this, she refuses to come out to see the doctor, how can she be messing around outside? ”
Out of the bedroom, he sat at the table of eight immortals in the courtyard, looking at the thick sycamore leaves that had been watered by the rain, and his mind was surging like a tide.
He also made up his mind in the morning to give up Xia Qian and accompany his little Yue'er well, but when he saw Xia Qian wearing men's clothes and coming back drunk in the afternoon, his mind was completely messed up.
Xia Qian, he knew that he loved him to the bone, from the time he suspected her before he went out to the time when he was repeatedly betrayed on the battlefield, and then to find out her identity, he broke down and went crazy.
In the end, I wanted to strangle her to death all the time, but when I really saw her, I couldn't do anything.
More than a month before returning from southern Xinjiang, after negotiating with Simon, he panicked and drove to the top of the mountain alone with dozens of jars of wine.
Perhaps, it was because he was too sad and depressed in his heart, and he was drunk that night.
In the haze, he saw Xia Qian, and almost strangled her to death in anger, but after she began to suffocate, he couldn't bear to let go of his fingers.
The man looked at him in horror for a long time, saying that her name was not Xia Qian, and she had never seen him.
The other party asked him if he was drinking papaya plum wine, and he knew that she was indeed not Xia Qian, because Xia Qian had lost her sense of taste.
After looking at the man for a long time with drunken eyes, the figure of another person unexpectedly appeared in his mind - his little Yue'er!
met again, the woman was Su Lianyi's maid, and she was pregnant for more than a month, his!
He also unexpectedly found that she was wearing a talisman that he had given to Xiao Yue'er for ten years.
"Little Yue'er!"
He looked at each other in surprise and found that she did have the shadow of Xiao Yue'er on her body, with a pair of sweet little dimples, yes
A pair of crescent-like eyes, and it is also six points similar to Xia Qian.
But to his surprise, the other party had amnesia and had no memory of what had happened before.
On the night at the top of Nankang Mountain, he was too drunk, but he didn't see it clearly, but he felt that her and the figures of the two people constantly overlapped, which made him confused, and he couldn't help but hold her in his arms.
When he woke up the next day, the other party was gone.
Reuniting with Xiao Yue'er is a gift from God to him, since she is already pregnant with his child, he naturally did not hesitate to give her the treatment of a wife, and also married her a new name - Qin Xinyue, and stayed by her side day and night.
thought that if he found Xiao Yue'er, he would be able to live well with her and completely erase Xia Qian from the bottom of his heart.
But it backfired, the harder he tried to love Qin Xinyue, the more he couldn't help but think of Xia Qian, and even couldn't help but reject any contact with Qin Xinyue.
At first, because she was pregnant, he had enough reason to refuse to go on a blind date with her, but later, he instinctively avoided normal physical contact.
Seeing her sad, thinking of Xia Qian's cruelty and viciousness, he slapped himself twice, although he decided not to kill Xia Qian, but he didn't plan to see her again - trap her for a lifetime, torture her for a lifetime, and never see each other!
Unexpectedly, it was only a little more than a month later, and he met Xia Qian on the street.
At that time, her face was bloody and full of abscesses, and she was being humiliated by Kuo Tianchen on the street.
His heart hurt violently like a steel needle, but the thought that she had the best healing medicine in the world made him completely ruthless.
A few days later, he and three women were entertaining in the tea house, and when Xia Qian came to the tea house to pick up things, he was a little surprised at the time, and deliberately pretended to love Qin Xinyue very much in order to humiliate her.
Unexpectedly, Xia Qian's favorite Luqi guqin was broken by Su Lianyi at this time, and it was thrown on the ground and fell apart.
He trembled in his heart, and clearly saw her turn around, staring at him with tears in her eyes, and said in a trembling voice: "Huo Zun, I hate you!"
Hate!
Isn't that great?
He already hated her to the bone, and it didn't make sense that she didn't hate him!
obviously thought so, but he was inexplicably panicked and angry in his heart, and angrily drove Su Lianyi and Jing Qianxi out of the tea house.
On the third day, he involuntarily returned to the General's Palace.
Qin Xinyue was so smart and sensitive, she didn't say anything about his reaction, but she hurt her heart.
He tried hard to compensate her, spoil her, and love her, but found it difficult to fall in love with her.
"Pampering but not loving, how can this be? Because you love another person too deeply, hurt too deeply, can't you love anymore? “
Huo Zun stared at the sky for a long time and said something to himself.
At the birthday banquet more than ten days ago, she had a cup of birthday song, a cup of mandarin duck tea, and a "White Fox" dance.
The heavy rain sobered him up a lot, and he knew that he still couldn't let go of her in his heart, but he also felt that she didn't love him anymore. Emotional matters, no matter who puts it down first, are good things with him, but his heart is inexplicably empty.
Today, she told him clearly that she didn't love him anymore, and he was mad!
That strong sense of lack made him fall uncontrollably after stepping on the abyss, and he was terrified.
"Hate to the bone, but can't be a killer, love to the bone, but can no longer be spoiled! Xia Qian, what should I do with you? He let out a long sigh and walked out of the west courtyard.
When Xia Qian woke up, she found herself crawling on the bed naked, with only a shallow white cloth on her back, trying to recall the previous events, and vaguely remembered that Huo Zun said that he would reward her to the government soldiers.
"Later, I unbuttoned my clothes in a daze, and stumbled into the dormitory, as if I had fallen asleep. And after that? Why don't you remember anything after that? “
She examined her body carefully, and finally looked at her back in the brass screen, a piece of rot on her back, and the thin thorns on it pierced there like steel needles.
It's just that when she looked closely in the mirror, she felt that the thorns seemed to be much less.
"Did you get drunk these two days and rub it off while you were sleeping?" Xia Qian supported her forehead.