Chapter 98: The Burning Flame in My Heart

A small voice told Shaida in the bottom of her heart: "I can't watch it anymore, I can't go on like this!" ”

The picture in front of me is so beautiful that people unconsciously indulge in it, and want to keep watching it like this. When Cosgaard jumps, he sees when.

But,It's an exam.,And,It's the most critical moment when you can enter the Beidu School Park to study.。

At this most critical moment, Shaida found that she didn't seem to have the strength to think about that moment of her own—when the jury called for number 30 and put her and Kosgaard on a small stage.

Can such a state go smoothly?

Shrunk in a corner of the examination room, watching, but unconsciously trembling and confused.

At this moment, it was as if there was a voice as light as water, very soft, but directly penetrating her eardrums.

"A good dancer, when he is on stage, should not be swayed by emotions."

It's his voice!

As soon as Shaida broke, a cool air permeated her head to her heels, making her suddenly sober up.

She looked around, but couldn't find Gray Fantasia in the crowd.

What lingered in her ears and woke her up was what he had said during his previous casual conversation with Fantasia.

His mission has been completed, he won't come, even if he comes, there are five exam rooms, and he may not come to this one.

When consciousness was stripped from the spell of Constantine's dance and Vantacia's casual teachings were remembered, a small crack suddenly appeared in Shaida's mind, and this small crack was blown away with a bang, and the tide of memories poured in at once.

It turns out that so many things have happened during this period of time!

She remembers the confusion she felt when she first entered the school, and the fear she felt when she first stepped onto the stage. I remember the first time I met Gray Fantasia, every drop of sweat I spent in the gym, the injuries I had suffered, and the bets I had made.

It turns out that I have been fighting for this goal for so long!

At this moment, facing Konstantin Sakalov and experiencing the baptism of the flood of the heart, a voice in Shaida's heart suddenly asked her:

"Xia Yida, why did you take the exam in the Northern Capital Academy?"

yes, why?

In fact, it seems that I have never really thought about this issue for a long time. The answers in her head were instinctive, just like she had said before—

I want to dance like Kosgaard.,I want to be admitted to the Northern Capital School Park like Kosgaard.,In that case,You can meet Kosgaard.。

If the reason for taking the exam was to meet Kosgaard, then this wish has been fulfilled at this moment.

So, have exams become unimportant? Don't want to enter the Northern Capital School Park?

If you ask yourself this, Shaida finds that the answer is also very clear, no!

I want to pass the exam, and I want to be a part of the Beidu Academy!

Ever since I stepped into this school, I have felt the sacredness and vastness of this place and the narrowness of my vision with my body every minute and every second. This place, just by looking at it and feeling it, it seems that it can also expand the world of the mind a lot.

I remember when I was young, I once snuggled up to an old man who was called the "wise man of the steppe". The old man had white hair and was on a wooden cane, looking like a kind and elegant old fairy.

The wise man pointed to the endless meadow and said, "Little Ida, the grassland is very large, but you have to go out." The vastness of the grassland will make you open, but it will also make you confused, and it will make you overestimate the value of your efforts, but underestimate the size of the world. ”

At that time, Xia Ida was naturally ignorant about this, but since she got on the train, walked out of the grassland, stepped into the capital of the northern country, and stepped into the northern capital school garden, she felt that she really understood the meaning of the wise man's words with her body.

It turns out that my goal is not as simple as wanting to meet Kosgaard, I want to dance, I want to enter the Beidu School Park to study, and become a real dancer in the future!

Shaida remembers the feeling of being on stage these few times, although she was very nervous, but the moment when the music started and her body danced to the music was such a wonderful memory.

Now, it's time to get one step closer to that wish!

There is still a round of exams in front of me. Every exam in the Hokuto School Park is an insurmountable mountain, and this time, Kosgaard is a part of this mountain!

Maybe it's not luck, but a test of fate!

Shaida took a deep breath, and suddenly felt that her whole body had calmed down, and Gray Fantasia's words seemed to echo in her mind again: "A truly good dancer cannot be dominated by distractions on the stage!" ”

She quietly got up, no longer looking at Kosgaard, who was calmly and elegantly demonstrating on the small stage, but went around to the back, walked out of the examination room, and began to prepare for activities in the corridor outside.

Shaida was very involved in the movement, stretching her limbs, making every muscle soft and flexible. When I exert myself, my consciousness becomes more concentrated, and as a thin layer of sweat oozes from my skin, all those uneasiness, hesitation, and fear disappear at some point.

The music in the exam room is constantly changing, but what remains unchanged is a light, elegant style. The music should have been chosen by Kosgaard himself, and every piece of music he chose seemed to have his own breath. His preferences can seep out from the melody of the music.

Xia Ida completed every movement of her body with the sound of music flowing from the examination room, and gradually became more comfortable. Dance has this magical power, when you dance intently, it always gently invites all negative emotions out of your mind.

By the time Shaida had fully warmed up and pulled out her long coat and trousers from her bag to keep her body heat from running, she was ready to re-enter the classroom and look at Konstantin's dancing in a different light.

Before I knew it, the exam was halfway through, and every movement of Konstantin did not even have a trace of deformation. This is his technique, every movement is as precise and appropriate as a textbook, effortless, and he never seems to go wrong.

When she calmed down and looked at Kosgaard again, Shaida realized that she no longer saw Kosgaard as a person, but Kosgaard's dance.

When the attention was drawn to his dance, Shaida found herself in a shock!

Why wasn't that the focus on before? Ten years after separation, Kosgaard has become such an incredible being. Every one of his movements, even the simplest ones, is beyond his reach, and it is impossible for a long, long time to complete!

And such a degree of completion is actually reflected in his every action, every one!

At this moment, Xia Ida looked at Konstantin in the dance, and a raging fire suddenly burned in her heart.