It turned out that she had heard it a long time ago, and her mother-in-law seemed to have deliberately let her hear these words.

The woman was lying on the bed holding the child in her arms, tears flowed down one by one, but she still looked at the child with loving eyes, at least from now on, she has not changed, what happened to become her later?

It seems that a long time has passed since the picture turned, and the layout of the room has changed, which is slightly better than before, but how do you look at this room like a girl's residence, I walked into the bedroom and looked at the toys and clothes inside, it didn't seem to have much to do with girls.

Glancing at the clock on the wall, it was already noon, she seemed to be cooking in the kitchen, the noon meal was already very rich, I could hear some children talking and laughing, and it didn't take long for the door to be pushed open, and coming from the door was a little boy with short hair and a tracksuit, with dark skin but a hearty smile.

It looks like he is three or four years old, and now he is in kindergarten, this is a rural area, and the kindergarten is relatively close to home, so it doesn't matter if he doesn't have to pick him up, he went to wash his hands after putting down his schoolbag, and he looks very well-behaved and sensible, even I cherish it.

But I'm a little curious, could it be that they have another child, where is the girl from before?

It seems like a long time has passed, but are you already in elementary school?

Just when I was confused, Wang Meng walked up to me and said, "If you look at the calendar next to me, I don't understand it." ”

After listening to Wang Meng's words, I walked over and looked at the calendar in front of me, and suddenly I was stunned there, the time on the calendar was three years longer than the original child, it was 2010, and now it is 2014, that is, the child is just four years old, and the age of the girl is the same.

At this time, my back was in a cold sweat, which means that the little boy in front of me is the girl.

Just like the child in the group photo, I originally thought that the boy was still a girl, but she was disguised by her appearance, she was always wearing boy's clothes, with short hair that only boys have, and even all the toys became the boy's Ultraman and the car.

This explains why Barbie dolls and plush toys appear underneath those toys, and why hair is cut off.

Because this child's own experience is exactly like this, she should have had long hair and a nice little dress, but her hair was cut off, and children will imitate behavior, so she used scissors to cut off the doll's long hair, and the same is true of the plush toy's fluff.

Just when I was puzzled, the woman came out, she was wearing an apron and holding a spatula in her hand, and said to the child: "Xiaole, you sit down first, and mother will be ready to cook." ”

This boy-looking child was called Xiaole, and she seemed to be used to this kind of life, because I really couldn't tell that she was a girl when she was dressed like this

It's the first time I've seen something that subverts my three views like this.

Now I'm starting to wonder what's going on in the cupboard?

After the meal was ready, it was brought out by the woman, they sat at a small table and ate, Xiaole was talking about various things experienced in school, the woman had been listening quietly, and it didn't take long to receive a call, I didn't know who the caller was, just watched her take the mobile phone and walked outside cautiously and then picked up the phone.

When he answered the phone, he looked back vigorously at the children in the room.

I also roughly understood the meaning of the content on the phone, the child's father has only come back once a year because of his work over the years, but he loves this daughter very much, and he will send his daughter beautiful clothes and hairpins almost every month, he doesn't know what kind of clothes girls like to wear, so they all chose pink, and they have been insisting on it all these years.

As for the clothes, all the clothes were locked in the cupboard by the woman, even the ornaments, and he used the living expenses he sent to buy men's clothes for the child, but under their disguise, the father did not know that his child was like this at home.

Her hair was cut short and she wore the clothes of a little boy, and so did her lifestyle, which she had been hiding all along.

At this time, the picture turned to this girl's room, she seemed to be the only one at home, the lights in the room were turned off, she had been sitting on the chair with her head bowed as if she was painting, I slowly walked over and looked at the painting in her hand, I couldn't imagine that a four or five-year-old child's painting style was so depressing.

She used a black pen to draw on the white paper one by one, and then used the red pen as an embellishment, but she drew more and more hard, the whole white paper was directly broken, and she was still drawing there, I looked at her hand very hard, as if she couldn't stop, and then let out a small sob, very depressed, listening to it made me feel uncomfortable.

At this time, I suddenly collapsed, I felt that my heart was very uncomfortable, as if I couldn't breathe, I could feel a burst of pain, I was uncomfortable and sat on the ground holding my chest and couldn't breathe, Wang Meng came over in time to help me and said to me: "I told you, and then you will be difficult to admit, because your heart and hers are connected together, you are now equivalent to empathy, if not, I will take you away now." ”

The pain made me feel breathless, I don't know why tears flowed from the corners of my eyes, even I didn't know, I was surprised and stretched out my hand to wipe my tears, looked at Wang Meng and said in surprise: "Am I crying now?"

He sighed and said to me, "Yes, you are crying, because you feel the same as her, and if she cries, you will cry." ”

Tears were still flowing, I stood up and continued to look at her, now she had stood up and looked at herself in the mirror, she sat there and looked at herself in the mirror for a long time without saying a word, pause

After a pause, he let out a scream and threw the mirror on the ground, as if he was afraid to see him like this.

She reached out and touched her hair, she was five years old but still had very short hair, dressed like a boy, she felt bad no matter what, she knew she was a girl, but she was forced to be like this by her mother.

At this time I heard a voice from the door, she came back, looked at the broken mirror on the ground and disagreed, she disposed of the fragments of the mirror and walked close to talk to her daughter: "Mom knows you don't want this, but Mom is also a last resort." ”

The daughter's voice trembled and said, "Mom, in school, the female classmates are wearing beautiful clothes and leather shoes, and they can wear beautiful hair and hairpins, why can't I?"

The movement in her mother's hand stopped and said to her, "It's okay to wait until you grow up, and then you can put on nice dresses and small shoes, so you have to wait slowly, but you have to listen to me during this time, understand?"

Now she is only five or six years old, she is still a simple child, she naturally believes her mother's words, she nodded seriously, as if she thinks that as long as she persists, she can become the original self, but she forgot that she was originally a girl, she should have enjoyed life, not blindly keep it now.

Her mother said to her, "Your father will be back in a few days, and then you will be able to put on the clothes that your father bought for you, but you have to remember that you can't tell your father about the clothes you usually wear, understand?"

It seems that they are all used to this kind of life, even the children have become accustomed to it, she nodded seriously and walked into the house, at this time I can clearly feel her emotional changes, now I am in a very happy state, happy that I can see my father, or can I wear the dress of my dreams, and be a real girl?

I don't know that.

At this time, the picture changed again, it seemed that it was the day when her father came back, and at this time she had also changed her appearance, I couldn't recognize it, put on a beautiful dress and wore a wig, I have to say that her long hair looks really good, like a cute little angel, when I see her like this, the corners of my mouth unconsciously rise, as if I am really happy for her.

In fact, the happiness of a child is very simple, that is, to be able to do what she wants to do, put on her favorite little dress, and see that she has long hair, which is no longer as bare as before and feels very prickly even when she touches it, which is not what she wants.

The little girl was very happy to get along in the past few days, but when she was separated, I could clearly feel her emotional changes, as if she had suddenly fallen into an abyss, so that I didn't change for a moment, I held my chest and supported my body uncomfortably, and now the matter has been understood

It's clear.

What I want to know most now is how Jiang Qian found this place, and what excuse she used to compromise and hand over the child.

Probably because I can control this dream, when I have this thought, I realize that I have done it, at this time I feel that my head is groggy, and when I open my eyes again, it has been the last month, why do I know the time?

Because I am already very familiar with this home, I know this time when I look at the calendar on the wall, it is 2019, including the date I can see clearly, now she is not young, and she is quite tall, but she is still wearing boy's clothes, her hair is very short, and I can't see any expression on her face.

It seems that there is no expectation of life now.

(End of chapter)