Chapter 87: Nightshade's Emotional Problems

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"......Uhh

The box of the Evil Sword Immortal was placed by his side, and he said with difficulty while exerting his strength, "The taste...... How is it? ”

"Crazy! You're such a madman! The Evil Sword Immortal shouted loudly at this time.

"Yes!" At this time, Huang Ye suddenly exerted his whole body, and then squinted his eyes with an intoxicated face, his tone was full of comfort, as if he had just stroked a tube, and muttered, "Thank you for the compliment." ”

Forty minutes later, Huang Ye came out panting with the box and scolded: "It's good that this TM is not in class, otherwise the teacher would think I skipped class!" ”

When Huang Ye went to school, a class was only forty minutes.

When I returned to the inn, I found that Nightshade was still waiting quietly in the corridor at this time.

"I'm sorry for the wait." Huang Ye hurriedly said.

Nightshade shook his head, and then asked tentatively, "Does Senior Huang still have time?" ”

"Yes, there's a lot of time, let's go, let's have a good talk." Huang Ye said with a smile.

Nightshade nodded, and then said with some embarrassment: "Let's go out and talk." ”

After that, the two of them walked to the inner courtyard of the inn and sat down on the front steps of the porch.

At this time, it was already ten o'clock in the evening, and in this era of unpopular nightlife, it was already late at night.

As soon as he sat down, Long Kui looked at Huang Ye and asked, "Senior, I'm very confused now." ”

"Tell me about it." Huang Ye said with a smile.

Nightshade pinched the corners of his clothes with his fingers and whispered, "After the enlightenment of my predecessors last time, I thought my heart had been let go. But...... But when I saw my brother and sister Yuki together, my heart was very uncomfortable, and ...... And I'm very jealous of Sister Yukimi. ”

Speaking of this, Nightshade hurriedly said: "Nightshade is not that kind of villain, but ...... But I couldn't control my emotions. ”

After hearing this, Huang Ye sighed: "It seems that you not only have a male and female affection for your brother, but also a deep one. ”

Nightshade did not deny it this time, nodded slightly, lowered his head and did not speak.

"This is this matter, there is no problem in terms of ethics and morality, after all, you have been reincarnated, and you are no longer related by blood." Huang Ye said first.

Nightshade's eyes lit up after hearing this, and she nodded hurriedly.

"But." At this time, Huang Ye's words changed.

"You think it's okay, but Sedum doesn't think so. In the previous life, in this life, he treated you as his own sister. Originally, emotionally, he couldn't accept this kind of affection between you. And now, he has regained the memories of his previous life. ”

Speaking of this, Huang Ye said with a straight face: "You have to be clear that this level of memory is no longer a simple indoctrination, but a kind of inheritance. He recognized his roots. After that, he passed on all the responsibilities and identities that belonged to Longyang. At this moment, even if you don't have blood, in terms of Sedum, you will never accept you. What's more, he has now found his love. ”

Hearing this, Nightshade looked extremely lost, lowered his head and was silent.

Huang Ye looked at her aggrieved appearance and sighed: "Nightshade, I told you a long time ago that you should try to let go of this relationship that ended without a problem. Sedum is different from me. I'm a complete scoundrel, a bastard who doesn't pay attention to any rules or etiquette. If I were Sedum, I would be happy to accept you, and then take you and Tang Xuejian to live a shameless life together. But he's not me. He is a very upright person in his bones, and he does not exist in his worldview, and he does not allow such forbidden feelings to exist. ”

Hearing this, Nightshade nodded silently, and then suddenly laughed.

"What are you laughing at?" Huang Ye blinked, and Nightshade's sudden smile was beyond his expectations.

Nightshade raised his head, looked at Huang Ye with a peach blossom face and said with a smile: "Seniors are always so funny when they talk, obviously such a serious question, when I heard your self-deprecation just now, I felt inexplicably want to laugh." ”

Hearing this, Huang Ye scratched his head and said, "It's good if you're happy." When people live, they are so happy and live in style. This is the way I live my life. ”

Nightshade looked at Huang Ye's side face by moonlight, and then suddenly asked curiously, "Senior Huang, have you had a similar experience to me before?" ”

"Unrequited love?" Huang Ye asked.

"Yes." Nightshade nodded.

"Yes, there are a lot of them! I was ten years old, and when I was in elementary school, I liked a girl in the class, but unfortunately I was still relatively ignorant at the time, I didn't know, and the feeling at that time was that I wanted to be a family member and touch her face. Huang Ye said with a look of reminiscence.

After hearing this, Long Kui's face turned slightly red and said: "The predecessors really thought about some indecent things since they were children. ”

Huang Ye smiled after hearing this and said: "After that, I went to middle school, and when I was thirteen or fourteen, I also liked the female classmates in the class, but unfortunately I was very weak at the beginning and didn't dare to confess." And people never looked at me squarely. In the four years of junior high school, I can count the number of times I talk to people in the palm of my hand. ”

"Why not? You're obviously not related by blood, are you? Nightshade asked curiously.

"Fear and low self-esteem. I feel that I am not worthy of her, and even if I say it, I will be rejected, and it will be embarrassing. I was a weak and introverted person, and I was very afraid of rejection. Huang Ye said directly.

After hearing this, Long Kui was silent for a moment and said, "There is a lot of difference between the predecessors at that time and the predecessors now. ”

"Yes, it's the same after high school, it's the same in college, it's the same even after graduation. Low self-esteem and weakness, fear of rejection have always restrained me. Since I was a child, I really wanted to like a dozen girls in total, but unfortunately none of them confessed. Huang Ye sighed at this time.

At this time, he did not tell a lie, these are his real experiences.

When Nightshade heard this, a trace of pity appeared on his face and said, "My predecessor was so pitiful at that time. ”

"It's not worth pitiful for yourself." Huang Ye waved his hand casually, then looked at Nightshade and said, "Nightshade, in fact, you are in a similar situation to me now, we don't dare to speak because of the constraints of something. You now have two options, the first is to go directly to Sedum and explain your mind. Second, he took the initiative to give up the relationship. ”

After listening to this, Nightshade whispered: "I know my brother too well, although he was reincarnated once, his personality is a little different, but the core character is still like that, and after I said it, I waited for the most severe refusal." ”

"As for giving up, it's easier said than done. For thousands of years, my brother was the only hope that supported me to live. How can you say give up. ”

Looking at the nightshade with a sad and weak face at this time, Huang Ye suddenly felt pity, and then made a suggestion, and said with a smile: "Then divert your attention, try to like another man, don't put all your attention on sedum, learn to appreciate and appreciate other men." If you can try to like other men, you will definitely be able to get out of this tragedy, after all, you are so beautiful, like a fairy, there is no man in the world who will not be attracted to you, of course, except for Sedum. ”