Shaida carefully checked the results published on the Internet several times, not knowing what kind of mood she was feeling.

Getting on the roster for the team competition, it's a goal, the result of a tireless pursuit. Now that this goal has been achieved, shouldn't we be ecstatic?

However, I couldn't get excited anyway.

I tried hard, but I still lost in the end......

Just looking at the scores, the difference is not too much, between the top fifteen, the gap is not too big, but if you lose, you lose. There is no stake in this competition, and it seems that if you lose, you will not lose anything, but the frustration and sadness in your heart are not a little less because of this.

A feeling of shame burned, burning the whole body. I have always been very lucky, and I have been helped by so many people, so I often get lucky wins in competitions, and I rarely experience setbacks. It turns out that the feeling of failure is like this, and moreover, it is a failure in a special sense!

"What are you doing?"

A voice suddenly sounded in her ears, it was so close that it really startled Shaida.

When he reacted, he noticed that Gray's face was actually next to his cheek. The light moisturizer scent travels directly to the nose, enveloping the surroundings into a familiar and pleasant smell.

Gray saw her lying on the table, not moving for a long time, and just put his face directly from behind, and passed her to see what she was doing.

It's not that I deliberately want to be intimate, I just think that this seems to be the shortest path. But these days, Gray will make this very intimate behavior more and more unconsciously, the slight contact of the body, the fusion of breath, always makes people uncontrollable red heartbeat.

And he always seems to have fun with it.

It's just that today, the closeness of this breath makes people's hearts even more frustrated.

Shaida pursed her lips and reached out to push him to the side.

Gray also had a cup of black tea in his hand, and was suddenly pushed, and the tea almost spilled. Fortunately, he had the ability to react very quickly, and he regained his balance in an instant, held the cup steadily, and placed it on the table again.

"What's wrong?" He was a little surprised.

The little girl didn't look very happy. She is always very energetic and rarely unhappy, so every time she sees her unhappy expression, Gray is always very nervous.

Xia Ida also has some regrets, obviously it is her own problem, why do you use him to be angry?

But he seems to have changed recently, and he has become too relaxed by Gray's side, a little willful, a little pampered and arrogant. And he has also changed, becoming tolerant of everything, making her feel that even if she does something bad, he can accept it without principle.

Is this really a good change?

But being indulged by him really has a slightly guilty pleasure, a joy that has never been experienced!

But today......

"I've lost!" Shaida collapsed on the table in frustration, burying her face in her elbows.

"Isn't it normal that there is competition and there is a win or loss?" Gray reached out and dragged her up, "Can't you afford to lose?" ”

Shaida saw Gray with a smile on his face, looking at her indifferently, and she couldn't help but feel a little resentful in her heart.

She reached out and pinched Gray's nose.

"Nasty! I hate losing! And, she's ...... to you? That's it, but I lost to her! ”

Xia Yida also felt that she was a little unreasonable, but these words were unexpectedly happy.

Moreover, his nose actually feels like this......

Gray's nose is very good-looking, very straight, and the silhouette is particularly charming, and he thought it was good-looking from the beginning, but he didn't expect to be able to pinch it with his hands today, and he wasn't angry at all.

This little strange feeling actually dispelled the suffocating mood a little.

Gray grabbed her hand, pulled her hand away from his nose, and lifted her whole person out of her chair.

"She has nothing to do with me, no matter what happens, only you have a relationship with me." As he spoke, Gray wrapped her in his arms and looked down at her, "Need proof?" ”

Shaida's cheeks turned red, and now, she always stirred up a fire for him by accident.

The two of them were like a pair of children who didn't know anything about the world, and after a little close and frolicking, Xia Yida's frustration was unconsciously healed.

"Gray, you're telling me the truth!" Shaida leaned on the couch, leaning against Gray's body, and Gray stretched out a hand to hold her, "How did I get on the team list?" Did you hide what I did? ”

"Nope." Gray wrapped his fingers around a strand of her black hair, twisting it back and forth, finding it funny.

"But I'm only 14th overall!"

"The selection of the team competition does not absolutely depend on the results, but also on whether the individual characteristics and the attributes between each other can be coordinated. You can enter, and it must be the result of the jury's trade-offs. ”

"Really?"

Shaida always felt a little unconvinced, and felt that the whole thing was a little weird, but she couldn't say what was weird.

Gray patted her on the head.

"It's not the end of the story, it's just the beginning. There is no point in being frustrated, take out your spirit, and if you feel unwilling, use the next half a year to really surpass them and do your best. ”

Shaida was stunned. Gray's tone was very indifferent, but what he said made people feel very reasonable and convincing.

"Gray, I like you like this! It's like when I first met you, I think you're amazing! Shaida couldn't help but say what was in her heart.

Gray turned his head a little frustrated.

"I'm not good now, don't you like it?"

"No......" Shaida felt that he seemed to be becoming extra sensitive recently, and quickly explained, "Now, you seem to have become so close all of a sudden, not like that...... That feeling! ”

It is no longer that hazy beauty, but it has become something else, real, intimate, and gentle.

It's not that it's bad, it's that everything is changing, and it feels amazing.

"Actually, I do." Gray's fingers gently slid over the delicate skin of the girl's cheek, "These days, I'm very happy, I can't tell how happy I am, so I'm a little panicked in my heart, and I feel like I'm not good enough." ”

He has always worked hard, but too many things have happened in the past six months, which has stimulated him again and again, making him feel that this level of effort is simply not enough.

It's so slow, it's like a snail crawling. In the past six months, there have been earth-shaking changes in her body, so what about herself?

If she continues like this, she will become a person who eats her old book, and she can't match the speed of her growth. And what she likes is the self who is always in front, who has the ability to explore and guide her way. For a hard-working and strong girl like her, only a truly strong person can live in her heart forever.

Although she herself was not aware of this at all.

Gray's arm used some force to tighten her tighter, as if he were afraid that the little bird would fly away from the crook of his arm.

It's time for me to think about my own path. Gray made up his mind.