Gray found that he seemed to be changing unconsciously, and this change had a tendency to accelerate.

From the beginning of everything is not about yourself, to the beginning of caring about more and more things, from the inner turmoil, to the joy, anger and sorrow are gradually amplified, and even easy to get out of control.

Around her, it's especially easy to lose control, even if it's for some inexplicable and trivial reason.

Listening to her call him "teacher" half angrily and half jokingly, she really gave birth to a heart that wanted to "teach", wishing that she knew everything, had everything, gave her whatever she wanted, and wanted to see her snuggle in her arms contentedly, and she was the only one in her heart.

And even want more.

Forever.

But I'm not that good, and I'll never have to be that far.

Gray suddenly became a little frightened. He rarely felt fear, and even felt that life and death were not so important for a while. But now, a faint uneasiness in his heart was gradually magnified, and he suddenly began to worry about the enemy that no one else could defeat.

There are some things in the world that can be achieved without hard work, and can be avoided without being strong.

"What exam, would I have meant that?" Gray immersed himself in a conversation with her, a sweetness that would make you forget all your worries, even if she seemed a little puffy.

"Do you want to see if I can guess? You know I'm stupid, I'm sure I won't find out, you're here to watch the fun! Shaida pouted.

Such a thing, why not say it earlier? If he had known, he would have had a good look at the place where he lived when he was a teenager. There were books he had read, desks he had used, and perhaps quilts he had covered with the smell of his body. Even...... I may have covered it up yesterday.

Thinking about it like this, my face turned red unconsciously, and I felt so sorry that I couldn't do it.

Seeing that the girl's attention was all focused on this place all at once, although there were still tears shining in the corners of her eyes, at least she was no longer sad about those old things, Gray couldn't help but smile.

"Why, I just think that the view from the window of this room is the best, so, I want you to see it." He gently pinched the girl's nose with his hand, "It seems that I haven't even paid attention to this." ”

I really didn't notice it, but Shaida was suddenly fascinated by his smile, so she blurted out: "You still look good when you laugh, you can laugh more in the future!" ”

I hope you can be happier, and I hope you can have more fun.

"Huh? Am I always keeping a straight face? ”

"Hmm...... That's what you usually say—" Shaida learned from his cold expression, "you're not right, don't think about these useless things, say these useless things!" ”

Gray was amused by her again, and said, "Am I so stereotypical and terrible in your heart?" ”

"Hmm...... It's not that it's stereotypical and scary, it's just that it's ...... You look better when you smile. ”

The view from the window is really good, the location is high, wide and bright, the view of the whole estate is almost unobstructed, and it is facing a garden, it is the season of lush greenery, and there are many flowers in full bloom, enough to ignite everyone's mood.

"Gray," Shaida reached out and took his hand gently, "I think, Mr. Fantaxia, that he really loves you. ”

Unexpectedly, Gray nodded dryly and said, "Well, I know. ”

Shaida was stunned for a moment, thinking that he didn't hear his words clearly, so he said: "The information I read was quietly collected by him, and he paid attention to everything about you, maybe he just didn't know how to say it to let you know." You see, even your room is the best place in this house......"

"yes, I know."

"Do you really know?" Shaida suddenly became a little anxious, "Then why are you always so cold?" You don't know, Mr. Vantacia has observed all your dances very carefully, and he has guided me with the experience he has summed up, and the results of today are simply incredible......"

"Oh? I don't know," said Gray, laughing, "he didn't even instruct me, you say, should I be jealous of you?" ”

Shaida suddenly regretted Gray's words, and remembered that maybe those experiences would be useless even if they were passed on to Gray, because he could no longer be on stage, and that would only increase his pain in vain.

Gray seemed to read her thoughts, and gently stroked her hair.

"Don't worry, I know what you said that there is no barrier between me and my father. Especially when I was hurt, I just lay in bed endlessly every day, and I really had time to think and understand that I had been living in love. Maybe that's one of the things that has sustained me so far. ”

Gray also felt a little incredible, these words, which sounded a little sentimental, were not his style at all, so they were not the original words that he could say. However, in front of this girl, it seems that it is natural to say anything, and she looks at you with those eyes full of emotion, as if she can understand everything, accept everything, and rejoice and grieve because of you.

Maybe she's right, Gray thought to himself, some things are not known to everyone or the best, and sometimes what seems superfluous to express seems to have a very different effect when you say it. For example, she is important in her heart, and that's the way it is, but if she says it, she will be happy.

Perhaps, is there too little expression to others around you?

Shaida leaned gently on Gray's shoulder, feeling the temperature of his body.

"Gray, it's great that you've always been here, by my side......" the girl said suddenly.

"Well, what's wrong?" Gray felt that her mind seemed a little unpredictable today.

"Gray, you say, what would you do if the person you liked always had someone else in his heart that he would never forget?"

Gray's heart chuckled, as if he had been violently struck by something, and his face darkened unconsciously.

What does this phrase mean? He couldn't understand it for a moment.

The person I like is you, and you know it all in your heart, so do you mean that you have someone else in your heart that you can never forget?

The mind of the most brilliant man suddenly crashed at this moment.

Gray grabbed her hand tightly and asked with a calm face, "Tell me, that person, who is he?" ”

Could it be Sakalov? Is it unknown what happened that it was important to find out Sakalov?

Someone else who can never be forgotten needs to be known for a long time, and Sakalov fits this very well.

What the hell is going on? Wasn't it okay just now?

Gray's grip was held tighter, so much so that it hurt her unconsciously.

Shaida couldn't help but let out a soft "ah", compared to the pain, her whole body was confused, and she didn't understand what she said and did wrong.

***

To borrow a couple of words (the author's words and content at the starting point are related to the book city is not visible at all) - the author is still in confinement, time can't be controlled, and my life is not up to me, so I can only update the Buddhist system. The story has reached the end.,It's not going to be pitted.,It's maybe the update will be slower.,Please bear with me.。

If there is a shortage of books, by the way, shamelessly advertise your old books. "The Water Moon Record of the Chinese Medical Museum" is my favorite book, and it is free, if you have the patience to read it later, I believe you will not be disappointed. "Anatomy" and "The End of the World" I spent a lot of effort on criminal investigation and world view setting respectively, but all my female frequency books are dedicated to the romance of he, which is the real main line. These three books are a little brain-burning, not as simple as "Ballet", and there are no CP bacteria who criticize me for wasting settings, but I am willing to spend tens of millions of brain holes just to let the male and female protagonists live and die in a special world (come and bite me)~ If you are interested, you can take a look. "Strange Tales from Boredom" is a practice between two books, so don't read it, because it's really boring.