Su Yingxue half-squatted down, took Bao'er's hand, and looked up at Bao'er.

Although he is only a few years old, Bao'er's height is really exactly the same as his father's, Su Yingxue just said that he was low just a joke, in fact, Bao'er's height is completely like a **-year-old child.

"I know that a sudden parting makes you feel sad and uncomfortable. I was also sad and uncomfortable. ”

And even more sad than you.

It's better to be children, although they will experience separation, but at least they won't feel the pain of death.

"But every person, every adult, has responsibilities and obligations that he carries, and there are many, many things to do. Even if you want to be free, you have to fulfill these responsibilities and obligations. ”

"I know what I'm saying is a bit jerky for your age, but you will grow up quickly, and you will slowly understand that no one has absolute freedom." Speaking of this, Su Yingxue suddenly felt as if she had been hit by a stone.

She thought of the words of the god-like Taoist.

Even if a person who has attained the Tao and is able to attain absolute spiritual freedom from the troubled world, so what? Now, she can't be explained.

If you don't take revenge, you won't be at peace in this life.

"I really don't understand what you're saying." Bao'er touched her head, "Are you saying there's a reason why I want to go out and play but can't?" ”

Recently, the atmosphere at home has been a little different.

"Is something wrong?" Boa asked.

Su Yingxue touched Bao'er's head, "Yes, something happened." That's why I'm in a hurry to do it. And your mom and dad have their things to do, so there's no way to let you out. ”

Brother Su has something to do and wants to leave, he believes, what the hell is his father and mother who can't let him go out if he has something to do? His father and mother are obviously tired of being together every day these days. What he said to him every day was just to let him listen to Mr. at home, etc., and he couldn't stay with A-Niang for a while.

However, what Brother Su said always has Brother Su's reasoning.

"Okay then." Bao'er nodded, "Then let's go to the garden?" Then he looked at Mrs. Dugu, "A-Niang, are you also with you?" ”

Mrs. Dugu nodded, "Yes, I'm with me too." ”

In the weather of September, there are a lot of fallen leaves in the garden, fluttering down with the wind like a dead leaf butterfly flying down, Bao'er picked up the leaves while running, and compared with Su Yingxue whose leaves are bigger, whose leaves are redder, and whose leaves have stronger stems

So you can still play like this with your child? Mrs. Dugu was behind, looked at the leaves she was holding in her hands, and couldn't help laughing.

The ones I played with Tang Xun and Tang Jun back then seemed to have been forgotten in my memory after that farewell. At that time, climbing mountains and wading in the water seemed to be interesting to many things, but now I seem to have lost all my vitality.

As if the seal of her body had been unsealed, Mrs. Dugu rolled up her sleeves, ran away, and chased after her

Travel light.

Su Yingxue seems to have gotten used to this state, always on the road, always on the road, without the initial panic, excitement and excitement, only calm.

It's just that this time she didn't ride a horse, but in a carriage.

It was Jiang Yue who drove the horse, and she and Caiyun sat in the car.

Everything is the same as when she came out of Yangzhou City, except that there is a round jar next to her. Su Yingxue hugged her tightly, as if she was worried that the bumps in the carriage would make the jar escape from her arms.

Jiang Yue and Caiyun took turns to drive the carriage, most of the time Su Yingxue sat in the carriage, only when the horse was resting, she would walk out of the carriage with a sad expression, hold the jar, or sit by the stream, or sit in the mountain pass, or sit under the tree, or an unknown wild flower, muttering to herself.

Caiyun's expression was very worried.

"Childe won't happen to him like this, right?"

She asked Jiang Yue quietly.

Jiang Yue just glanced at her and said, "Since you're worried, then do what you want to do." ”

Caiyun was speechless.

No matter what she said to Jiang Yue, she always seemed to have the ability to choke her back with a word. She originally wanted to discuss with her whether Su Yingxue's current situation was a problem or not, but she took such a sentence and led the horse to drink water.

Caiyun squatted down and held his chin in his hand, very helpless.

Of the three of them, none of them seem to be able to speak well and love to talk. At this time, she missed Yingchun and Yuqing, if the two of them were there, the girl would not be so lonely. She worked hard to think about what kind of things Yingchun and Yuqing liked to say on weekdays, and how to say them, and imitated them in her heart, trying to learn how to ensure that the girl could be happy after listening to what she said.

But he finally threw down the branch in his hand.

"I can't tell!" She tugged at the pigtails in her ears in annoyance, angry with herself.

"What can't you say?"

Caiyun was startled, jumped up, and saw Su Yingxue standing behind her.

"Gong, Gongzi."

"Is there something going on?" Su Yingxue continued to ask.

"No, no, no, yes, yes" Caiyun only felt that his tongue was knotted, and he couldn't say anything.

"What is there that you don't have?" Su Yingxue had already sat down next to the tree, and what was beside her was still the tightly wrapped jar. "It's good to have something to say, you don't have to babble."

Caiyun sat down on the ground in discouragement, and after so long, the girl knew her temper, but she seemed to suddenly not know the girl.

"Childe, I'm worried" She glanced at the jar beside Su Yingxue.

Su Yingxue knew what she was worried about. She looked crazy and stupid, she was probably afraid that she would really go crazy.

But Caiyun's mind is relatively simple, if he told her the real situation, without her worries along the way, it would be easier for the other party to see the flaws.

They did not deliberately hide their whereabouts, and the people who followed them followed them not far away.

She can't know the truth.

Su Yingxue glanced at her meaningfully, then got up and walked towards the carriage.

At this time, Jiang Yue had already led the horse back and set up the carriage, Su Yingxue did not stop at all, the curtain of the carriage was lowered, and the figure did not enter it.

Caiyun trembled a little in her heart.

What's going on?

Girl, there really isn't anything wrong with it, right? unexpectedly

The look that I just opened was really scary. That's really not like normal human eyes.

Jiang Yue snorted a whip, which meant that he was leaving, Caiyun had to stand up and follow, looking worried, and glanced at Jiang Yue, but in the end he just sat outside the carriage and did not go in.

"It's stuffy, I'm breathing outside." She said.

Jiang Yue ignored it, fired the horsewhip, and urged the horse forward.