Chapter 332: Acceptance

He hated more and more for those people who made him forget Lu Yang back then.

If it weren't for them, how could Mu Lianqi leave Lu Yang behind, leaving her with nowhere to go but to go back to Xue Mansion and suffer a lot of bullying.

"The one called Evergreen must be checked carefully! Be sure to find the silkworms for me! Mu Lianqi couldn't tell what mood he was in.

He used to dominate Lu Yang alone for three years, in his heart, Lu Yang was his person, so naturally he should stay by his side forever, how could he let others snatch it away.

He really missed the feeling of Lu Yang flying fast on his back.

After so many years, according to the vague impression when she fell off the cliff, she seems to be very thin, and it is much more difficult to carry herself on her back than a few years ago.

It can be seen that she must have suffered a lot, and I don't know how much she has grown, that day in the suburbs of Datong Mansion, he didn't remember her, nor did he look at her carefully, only remembered that she was very thin, not as good as her sister.

I didn't even remember her height.

I still remember a few years ago, he grew slowly, and she always wrote to comfort him, saying that it was normal for boys to grow slowly, and in a few years, he would definitely grow quickly, and said that his figure was the golden ratio, and he would definitely not be short.

He has really grown fast in the past few years, growing crazy year by year, and he is already much taller than before, but he is afraid that when he sees her again, she will not be able to carry herself.

Mu Lianqi thought a little farther, his spirit was a little dazed, and he began to hate himself for growing too fast, what if she couldn't carry herself.

He decided to lose weight.

Not long after Kong Ji left, the palace maids of Zichen Palace came to ask for a meeting, saying that Xue Yan had been on hunger strike for several days, and it seemed that she was determined to seek death, and the palace maids couldn't let Xue Yan swallow a mouthful of soup even if they tried their best, so they had no choice but to come to Mu Lian to get an idea.

Mu Lianqi was already on fire, and as soon as he heard that Xue Yan was going to seek death again, he immediately became angry, and for the first time he followed the palace maid to Zichen Palace and appeared in front of Xue Yan.

Seeing Emperor Dingqian for the first time, Xue Yan was shocked.

During the more than half a year she spent in the Qinglou, she was forced to learn to serve men, she didn't obey, and beating was commonplace, but she was not afraid, and she didn't want to be a dusty woman who was ridden by thousands of people when she died.

So she was always beaten, the old bustard was afraid of breaking her skin, and the methods of torturing her were very vicious, so that people couldn't see the wounds even when they died.

Even if she wanted to commit suicide, she couldn't find a chance.

Later, she was taken away by the spies of the Heavenly Guard, and she didn't know what was going on, and she looked for a short time when she had the opportunity.

She felt that she had lost her innocence.

When she was brought into the palace, she thought that she was dedicated to Mu Lian because of this skin appearance, and was favored by Emperor Dingqian's minions.

Who knew that she had been here for more than a month, and she hadn't even seen Emperor Dingqian's face.

She really doesn't want to live anymore, her mother and sister, second uncle and second aunt, cousin and cousin, maybe she has been killed a long time ago, and her father will definitely not know that she fell into the Qinglou, even if she knows, she may not come to save her.

Her father had always disliked her.

Xue Yan is bored and just wants to get rid of it as soon as possible.

She never thought that Emperor Dingqian would be so good-looking and ...... Young.

It was the best-looking boy she'd ever seen.

Xue Yan was a little stunned.

But this young man had a bad attitude, and as soon as he came, he yelled at her: "It's just that I've been in the Qinglou for a while, and there is no lack of flesh and skin, what is there to be hypocritical?" Do you know what your sister's life is? ”

"She is dumb, lame, deaf and trying to live, she has never had the idea of suicide, and she has never been half resentful, because you are still her sister-in-law, why is the difference so big?"

"What are you looking at?" Seeing that Xue Yan's eyes suddenly widened, her charming phoenix eyes were full of shock, and she immediately sneered: "Do you think you are very unlucky? Compared to your sister, what is your experience? ”

"If it weren't for your sister's face, do you think I would have let you go? Just because you have a father who has done a lot of evil, I will cut off your head, and you deserve it! ”

"Your sister is only five years old, and your good father abandoned her, and he was afraid that she would not be miserable enough, and he would poison her, and even hinder her return to the house in many ways, delaying her treatment of her leg injury, causing her to be lame at a young age, and he couldn't see her living a good life, so he imprisoned her as a demon girl in the nunnery!"

"She has been living abroad for three years, and she has nowhere to go so she has to go back to Xue Mansion again, and your father coaxed her into eating intestinal poison!"

"She was reluctant to let her mother stay, she stayed in Xue Mansion, she was tortured by your father for more than three years, she couldn't even eat, and she lost weight like that, can't you be blind?"

"Have you ever helped your sister in the slightest?"

"I'm not afraid to tell you that I'll keep you, because I know that your sister will appear one day, as long as you're here, she'll definitely find you, and if you don't want to see your sister, you can go and die again, and I won't stop you."

After Mu Lianqi finished speaking, he brushed his sleeves and left.

Leaving Xue Yan with an incredulous face.

She was stunned by Mu Lianqi's reprimand, and when she remembered to ask Mu Lianqi, how did he know his sister, how could he know so many things in their family, Mu Lianqi had already gone away, and took most of the palace maids of Zichen Palace away.

It seems that what he said is true, and he doesn't care if she wants to die or not.

Xue Yan was happy and sad in her heart, and felt a little sad.

She was happy that Lu Yang was still alive, and she was sad that Xue Dongyuan was so vicious, but she didn't know it, and she always felt sorry for herself and immersed herself in her own world.

No wonder my sister is obviously very good to herself, but she never gets close to herself, it turns out that this is the case.

After knowing the truth, Xue Yan finally realized that she no longer sought death, but she asked the palace maid to find Mu Lianqi on her behalf, and asked to become a monk to atone for her father's sins.

The palace maid brought back a message, saying that if Xue Yan really wanted to become a monk, she would lead the cultivation first, and then decide whether she could become a monk when she found her sister, and also arranged her in the Siguo Nunnery in the cold palace.

Xue Yan happily went.

……

Lu Yang and Lonely Desolation stayed in the Lingbao Cave for half a month, and Lonely Desolation successfully returned the Soul Restoration Bead to Lu Yang.

Lu Yang has been going crazy for half a month.

She thought that as soon as Lonely Desolation found the body, she would be able to give her the soul beads, and she would be able to start cultivating her mana.

I didn't know that there were more than 100 spells cast before and after the Lonely Desolation, and I was lucky to succeed today.

Isn't this bead a sperm? Lu Yang thought about it more than once.

She calmed down according to what Lonely Desolation said, tried to communicate with the soul bead, and really felt a very intimate spiritual connection.

It seemed that it was very happy, and even took the initiative to open a passage and accept Lu Yang's Yuan Shen into it.

Lu Yang finally saw the inside of the soul bead, and was very shocked and happy for a while.