In the "hallucination" hypothesis, we do not know exactly where the hallucinogenic substance comes from and what its properties are, and the best solution is, of course, to conduct a chemical analysis of the suspect item, such as the small white flower found at the back of the post office, to find out the root cause and then carry out targeted treatment. However, the site conditions were limited, and we did not have the tools to do so, and we probably did not have much time. The deceased has been produced continuously, and the circumstances encountered make us have to imagine a situation in which the hallucinations will deepen over time. Regardless of what the mastermind is trying to achieve, the increase in the number of dead can be considered as the acceleration of the other party's plan. In order to make effective choices in the present, it has become a last resort to analyze the nature of illusions only in response to the strange phenomena we encounter.

Everyone here knows how dangerous it is to summarize and rashly use drugs without sufficient evidence. There are many drugs developed for the mentally ill, which can greatly stimulate the nerves and human physiology, causing extremely strong negative effects on ordinary people. Medicine should not be taken indiscriminately, especially at the time of illness, if you only feel that the effect of using it on others with similar conditions is good, you will think that it is the same for yourself, and it is extremely irresponsible for yourself. However, no one else but me has no choice, and so far, no one has used the electronic demon, and everyone can only think that everyone is normal. For ordinary people, the hallucinations that directly hit the nervous system, although they are not as good as the invasion of conscious forces, are not easy to deal with.

Dr. Nguyen Le decided to go back to the bus to pick up his medicine, and when he got off the bus, everyone left their suitcases in the cargo hold of the bus, carrying only small items that were easy to move around, such as bags. Although there are many experts in medical drugs in the car, there are probably not many people who carry research drugs with them. On the way to the location of the seminar. There is simply no time or space to do it. Even Dr. Nguyen Li, who carried my patient with him, only hid the illegal drugs in his suitcase, and only after arriving at the seminar, he borrowed the equipment and manpower there to carry out the next stage of research.

The drugs and related research materials that Dr. Ruan Li brought at this time are basically related to me. Because of the same room. The fitness trainers and fortune tellers who learned some of the information from Dr. Nguyen Le knew very well what kind of effect the medicine brought by Dr. Nguyen Le would have on the human body. Because these drugs are open to my condition, and my complications are complex and special among many mental patients, it is difficult to popularize and develop them, but in clinical practice. I was the only patient involved, so every criterion was very strict and highly targeted.

Such drugs are not universal, they cannot be marketed, and under ordinary circumstances, they will never be used on other patients. It's just that the successive weirdness and dead people are a little breathless. As an ordinary person, you have to give it a go. Now. Dr. Nguyen Le finally decided to make everyone take the drug that should have been used only on me out of inferences about the "hallucination phenomenon" and the "possible hallucination tendency" - I have to say, it was a risk.

It is precisely because of my impression that I have a general understanding of my "condition", and I have obtained a batch of information about some of the medications I take. That's why fitness instructors and soothsayers have that kind of strange expression. And Mitsui Tsukao, who didn't know much about this qiē, also knew that the so-called special medicine could not be taken indiscriminately, so he frowned. If there was another option, I think he would definitely refuse Dr. Nguyen Lê's offer.

However, risking illegal drugs for the mentally ill is nothing more than falling into hallucinations and dying strangely.

We weren't stopped along the way, in fact, I would have liked more people and non-people to jump out. If the enemy has been hiding behind the scenes, and does not leave clues, it is the most troublesome situation. If a frontal attack is really launched against our group, then, whether it is success or failure, we can analyze more of the situation.

"I don't understand." Mitsuka said: "If there is really a mastermind behind the scenes, then the other party is so confident that it won't cause them trouble if they let us act?" ”

"I can only think that they just need us to act, and we are their real target." The fitness instructor said, "Think of us as guinea pigs or something...... Those who die, it is precisely because they die that they become worthless. ”

"Actually, there's a mastermind behind it, and we're being watched by the one behind it, and that's just our inference, isn't it?" The soothsayer had a different idea, "Actually, I prefer that there is no direct behind it, but that we are not very lucky and happen to be involved in the inevitable events. ”

"You mean, even if we're not here, this kind of thing is going to happen in this place this night?" Mitsukashi asked in detail.

"It's my personal opinion." Having said that, the soothsayer's actions are of course more based on her thoughts, "Whether it's a hallucination or some other circumstance, it leads to a current occurrence, and if we don't happen to arrive here at this time, the victims will just be replaced by another group of people." Instead, we escaped and joined together as if we were the only ones who were, not because we were important and in the spotlight, but simply because we were lucky enough to escape because of ourselves and some luck. After a pause, she emphasized, "We are not special, but just lucky." ”

I can't make an accurate judgment between "I and others are being targeted behind the scenes" and "I wasn't targeted, I'm just lucky", but at least the last point of the soothsayer is correct. We are still alive at a time when the dead have already been born, and for whatever reason, we can be called lucky in ourselves.

In the mysterious world, survival is victory, and luck is often the most powerful magic weapon to win.

Although everyone acts with the same conjecture in judging the current situation, it never means that everyone's judgment is exactly the same in detail, and not everyone has only one conjecture. The soothsayer's speculation certainly has its own merits, but it is also not shared by the fitness trainer. On the contrary, the previous judgment, although not completely consistent with the soothsayer's ideas, can be recognized by all members and used to guide action.

The fitness instructor also did not refute the soothsayer's claims, and Mitsukasuo seemed to take the soothsayer's idea seriously. But it is also clear that it is not possible to enshrine it as the truth. As a fellow researcher of psychology, he stands here with other experts precisely because of his personal style and way of thinking, as well as his proven success in certain aspects.

Even though I don't know exactly what the experts on the bus have achieved in psychology, I definitely don't think that these people who have been recognized by the research society are naïve and simple-minded people. Psychology. It is a study of human psychology, an extremely complex intersectional behavioral science, and its researchers are practitioners themselves. It is not possible to achieve results by relying solely on the theory of memory, and it is certainly impossible to get an invitation to achieve results that are recognized by the symposium.

Since we are all "smart people" who are well versed in psychology and have a strong ability to control ourselves and others, it can be imagined. No one goes crazy just because they "suddenly fall into a weird environment". And must be conceived, for everyone. They will be like our group, calmly thinking about countermeasures and taking action, and have a greater advantage of survival than ordinary people. However, we have repeatedly seen and heard about the dead. All of them are such psychologists -- at least, so far, the victims are all from our bus.

Although, for the time being, no one mentions this, I think. Since even I have thought of it, then, of course, Dr. Ruan Li, they will not miss it, but for some reason, they do not plan to say it. Since this is everyone's judgment and a choice made by experts in plural psychology by tacit understanding, I believe that this is correct.

All our actions have this consistency, and they are approved and chosen by everyone in a calm and composed state. If there is reluctance, I will repeatedly evaluate in my mind what the impact of raising an objection will be. I am convinced that everyone's actions are influenced by others and at the same time affect others, so collective behavior has a kind of common magic.

Yes, commonality, likewise full of mystery. It is not as pure as the mystery of personality, so unique, complex and complex, and even stupid and rigid because of it, but in terms of the height of mystery, it can be seen as the quantity that can achieve qualitative change.

This kind of mystery generated by commonality will naturally have a certain effect in mysterious events. Therefore, in occult works, it seems that the mystery and heroism of individuality are emphasized, but purely in terms of time, people who follow the common choice live longer than most of the people who are left alone, and most of the people who eventually become heroes and solve events are also part of the commonality, and they are not separated from the individuality until the commonality is completely defeated.

That's how I look at the team's current selection. Therefore, even if I knew that the medicine made by Dr. Nguyen Li for my condition was harmful to ordinary people, I did not intend to stop everyone from taking it. Because, it's a choice that everyone makes. It was only at this time that the soothsayer came up with the idea of saying something different from the "man behind the scenes", and even that did not prevent everyone from making this somewhat radical choice, which seems to me to be a little radical.

Choosing to take medicine has nothing to do with whether there is a "mastermind behind the scenes", even if he survives, just because he is luckier than others, he has no intention, so he acquiesces to his luck. Dr. Nguyen Lê proved this with his decisive behavior. I take it for granted that the soothsayer is not the only one who has thought so.

"If it were someone else, at a time like this, making the same choice as us would not necessarily have the same effect, but it might be worse." "As the soothsayer said, we may just be lucky, but even if it's not lucky, we have to acknowledge our good fortune more positively, because somebody dies and we are still alive," said Dr. Nguyen Le cryptically. Because of this, although it doesn't seem necessary to do this at the moment, I think we should take our medicine. If we are no longer lucky, we will all die whether we take medicine or not, but if we are still lucky, then, after taking medicine, we may get a chance. ”

In the fog, the dim street lamps faintly illuminated her silhouette, and everyone was staring at her, listening to her, and then nodding in agreement without hesitation. Her posture is full of power. Just like the words that came out of her. Dr. Nguyen Le is not a good person in the pure sense of the word, she has also been indirectly involved in the research of illegal drugs, taking other people's bodies and lives to do some illegal research. However, only from her life, a short period of time is proposed, such as when taking in "Takakawa". For example, now, in my eyes, it is a heroic figure.

"We're not going to die." Dr. Nguyen Li's firm gaze swept over us, not high-minded, but very clear: "Everyone standing here can survive." ”

She turned and kicked the tin sheet on the hold, and after that, I heard a click, but. If you don't have a key, you still haven't opened it. I took a step forward and used a force far beyond ordinary people to directly tear off the lock and open the warehouse door. The cargo compartment under the bus was full of luggage, and we took it out one by one and collected everything we could use, including all kinds of weapons and things that could be used as weapons. If you are prepared, like me. Of course, you only take your own belongings, but if you don't prepare them in advance, you can dig them out of all kinds of luggage. I'm not alone in pistols, daggers, bullets, self-defense and therapeutic sprays, medical and camping knives, etc. will be carried with you. Obviously, the experts in the bus, although not necessarily majoring in psychology, are mostly not unsuspecting civilians.

Dr. Nguyen Li strapped two examined pistols to his body, and took a riot-proof telescopic stick and several anti-wolf sprays. Although I also take advantage of this time. Rearm yourself with the war supplies you quietly brought, but at the moment, even if you wear a battle-specific crimson trench coat, it won't be conspicuous. Because this is a special time, even if I am a minor and a mental patient, I must be able to participate in the battle.

The rest of the team is not unarmed citizens, even Mitsukasu, who is mostly sitting in a chair and using the Internet to communicate with the outside world, has also practiced shooting, not to mention a fitness instructor who has been specially trained, and a fortune teller who has traveled all over the world and must have self-defense knowledge.

After arming themselves, everyone's mental state is refreshed. Dr. Ruan Li took out a portable medical case and some medical equipment that had been turned out of other people's suitcases, put a few bottles of medicine and mineral water aside, and said to us: "First of all, I will have a preliminary understanding of your physical condition, limited by time and environment, just say do your best, if there is anything wrong with your body, it is usually difficult to see, it is best to mention." After that, I will adjust the type and amount of medication for you based on the results. These medicines are very effective for certain mental states, but they can also often involve other physical problems, so you should be prepared. ”

"It's only a few times, and it won't have permanent side effects, right?" Mitsui Tsukao asked: "For example, the brain becomes stupid, the endocrine disorder is imbalanced, and you can't be a man." ”

"Endocrine disorders are definitely there." Dr. Nguyen Le said: "It is estimated that there will be no less damage to the nerves. However, as long as the limit is not exceeded, the post-treatment is at most as difficult as detoxification, and it can basically be restored to its original state. After the assessment, I will reduce the dosage according to the grade of the assessment. ”

"Will there be a recurrence?" The fitness trainer asked.

"I don't know, but the ingredients are not addictive." "The only condition that causes recurrence, I think, is that it is due to nerve damage or endocrine disorders," says Dr. Nguyen Lê. ”

"Sounds dangerous." Although Mitsukasu said this, he still stepped forward and said to Dr. Nguyen Li, "I'm a man, I'll come first." ”

Dr. Nguyen Li looked at the fitness trainer and the soothsayer, who shrugged their shoulders and didn't mind, so he pulled out his medical equipment and did a cursory examination of Mitsuka's body, after which he took the medicine from each bottle - not every medicine - and fused it with the mineral water. The final potion was purple and somewhat cloudy.

"Why don't you use those little white flowers to test the medicinal properties?" Mitsukasuo suddenly mentioned, "If it is really White Claudia, and White Claudia is indeed the cause of the hallucination, then, if your potion works, it will also react to these flowers." ”

Doctor Ruan Li nodded, without hesitation, making people feel that Mitsui Tsukao's mention was not surprising at all, but this mention was indeed something that the fitness coach and fortune teller did not think of in advance. No one stopped me, and I was a little curious about whether these little white flowers, whether they were white Claudia, would react with the potion. However, regardless of whether these little white flowers are white Claudia or not, once they react with the potion concocted by Dr. Ruan Li, they can almost be regarded as plants with hallucinogenic substances, at least, it will cause the human body to react, not just diarrhea.

Dr. Nguyen Le took out the small white flowers he had just picked from the small bag, one was taken from ordinary soil, and the other was rooted in Mr. Snoff's corpse, and it seemed that there was still a smell of rotting corpses - in fact, I think this smell was an illusion left on the scene, and in the past, the impression of white Claudia was that it would exude a faint and distant aroma, and this aroma could even overwhelm many pungent smells. Even if it is not made into a "paradise", the smell of Claudia alba flowers can already have an effect on people's spirits and nerves. It is precisely because its fragrance is very special and has such and such effects on the human body that it will be planted as a religious sacred flower.

However, on the little white flower, I didn't smell the smell in my impression. However, because there is more than one white Claudia, it cannot be concluded that these little white flowers are not white Claudia.

In full view of everyone, Dr. Nguyen Le poured out a drop of purple liquid on the heart, petals and stems of the two white flowers.

The two reacted almost as soon as they came into contact. The change in the stems is the least noticeable, however, the center and petals are dyed blue-purple in just a few breaths. Everyone looked at each other, and after a while, the flowers began to dissolve, leaving behind a solid-liquid soothing substance. In this change, the most obvious and the most rapid, is the little white flower that has taken root in Mr. Snoff's corpse.

This reaction is too direct, too simple, and does not require any unique conditions at all -- no, it should be said that the current environment is a fairly suitable reaction environment.

The blue-purple solid-liquid mixture, like lightning, evokes a picture that is hidden deep in my memory.

- "You ate 'Paradise'?" I asked the man. His name is Shirai, and he is a senior senior.

- "Paradise? Shirai was a little puzzled, and then suddenly, he took out a thumb-sized bottle from his school uniform pocket, and the liquid remaining on the wall of the bottle showed a color that was more purple than blue.

"Paradise?" My eyes widened as I stared at the two blue-purple solid-liquid eases.

"What paradise?" Mitsukasuo asked beside him, because I didn't suppress my voice, so everyone can hear it.

Dr. Ruan Li was also a little stunned, she had read my diary and knew what kind of thing the "paradise" she was talking about, but she probably couldn't remember it clearly, so after thinking about it, she said, "You said that these liquids are paradise?" ”

"It looks alike." Although I said this, I was completely sure in my heart that this must be "paradise". It's a feeling, and when the mystery appears, it's not an accident. It is absolutely not by chance that we would synthesize the unique psychedelic drug "Paradise" of the Doomsday Shinrikyo under such circumstances.

"Is it just because it's similar?" Dr. Ruan Li nodded, "Then call it Paradise." "I know, she probably thought, I'm saying this, just because the blue-purple solid-liquid palliative in front of me overlaps with my fantasy psychedelics, just because of the resemblance in appearance.

Only I realized that the truth is definitely not that simple, it is really called "paradise".

"So, what is Paradise?" The fitness instructor pointed to the blue-purple solid-liquid mixture and asked, "You know this?" (To be continued......)