Who am I?

Where am I from?

Where am I going?

These are the three major philosophical questions that mankind has found and are common all over the world. Not only philosophers, but even ordinary people think about these three questions.

At this moment, these three questions are constantly echoing in 'his' mind.

Unlike human beings, especially educated human beings, even if they do not think much about the three major issues of philosophy, they have already had their own certain experiences in life. 'He' is just a newborn life, and he has not yet begun life.

But 'he' has already begun to think about these three questions. This is the instinct of any intelligent being...... As long as you can recognize your own existence, you will want to know more about your own existence, which leads to these three questions.

Although he was still a newborn, he had already recognized his existence and naturally began to think.

It's just that no thinking can be answered by just thinking, and without a certain material as a basis, thinking is just a useless effort to build a house on the water.

So, how does 'he' get the material?

'Looking' at the silent universe around him, except for the stars dotted in the quiet universe, he didn't see anything of the same kind or anything else that could communicate with him, so that he could get some material.

"What should I do?"

I want to know more about my existence, I want to know more about my meaning, but what should I do ...... 'he'?

"Here...... ...... here"

Faintly, 'he' seemed to hear a call.

What a cordial call...... Gentle, affectionate, like a mother calling her child.

Wait a minute!

Mother?

What is Mother?

"Here...... ...... here"

The gentle and affectionate call still sounds, but after 'seeing' the universe, 'he' has not seen the person who calls him!

"Here...... ...... here"

"Where? Where is it? Where the hell are you?! ”

'He' responded, eagerly and flustered, like a lost child in contrast to the gentle, affectionate call.

"Here...... Here......"

"Where?! Where the hell is it?! ”

"Here...... Yours...... I ...... in my heart."

It is as if a lost child finally sees his mother's face, and when he gets the prompt, he immediately looks at his heart.

The blue sky is boundless, the indigo sea is vast, and the smoky breeze blows the treetops and flowers, bringing a refreshing fragrance.

"Here...... Where is it? ”

He wondered why he had suddenly come from the silent and desolate universe to such a place full of business and hope.

"This is the world in my memory, and it will be yours in the future."

The gentle and affectionate voice that had previously called for 'him' came from behind 'him'.

Turning to look, he saw a woman with tawny hair with a gentle and tranquil smile and a man with black hair with a hint of concern in his expression looking at him together.

"Mom...... Father? ”

"You don't need to use question sentences when it comes to the title of Dad." The man seemed to glare at 'him' with some annoyance, but immediately the woman next to him grabbed the soft flesh on his waist and twisted it, and he gasped in pain and couldn't make a sound.

"Ignore him." After glancing at the man who seemed to be still angry, the woman looked at 'him' again, and the gentle and tranquil smile on her face remained unchanged: "Child, are you bothered?" ”

"Yes."

Without any excuse, and without knowing what an excuse was, 'he' admitted that he was now troubled, and that endless troubles had taken over almost all of 'his' consciousness.

"So, do you want not to bother?" The woman asked again, in a flat tone with a hint of pampering, as if a mother was asking her child if she wanted to eat candy.

'He' unconsciously got a little excited: "Yes! I want not to bother! But how do I do that? ”

"As long as you are willing to accept the memories given to you by our 'parents' called the past." After the woman said gently, she stretched out her hand to 'him': "However, I can't guarantee that our memories will solve your troubles...... In other words, our memories must not solve your problems. The only one who can solve your problems is yourself. Our memories just let you know what path you can take. ”

He hesitated, but held out his hand.

But when he stretched out his hand, he found that his hand was not the same as the hand of the 'parents' in front of him, but a chaotic and turbid darkness!

This made him stop reaching for the woman.

However, although 'he' stopped, the woman didn't stop, but directly stretched out her hand into 'his' darkness: "Hopefully, you won't hate us in the future...... And don't hate your own existence. ”

The breeze turned into a violent wind, blowing through the trees and rolling up large waves into the sky. Not to be outdone, the sky instantly became gloomy, and the scorching meteors poured down like rain, turning into waves of meteors against the waves......

"The future is up to you."

After the woman finished speaking, she withdrew her hand, then slowly walked towards the man, and finally hugged each other and turned into fireflies of light, which disappeared with the wind.

'He' didn't keep it, and he didn't know what it was, but he just felt very uncomfortable, like the harsh environment around him!

Moreover, 'he' still doesn't know the meaning of his existence!

After a quiet moment in place, he 'looked' at his chaotic hand, and then withdrew it.

In his retracted hands, 'he' saw a lot of things, especially what was happening on the planet named Earth.

"Human ......"

There are many things happening on the earth, and there are many wonderful things, but the most wonderful thing is definitely the existence of human beings.

They are not strong together, with wisdom to conform to nature, resist nature, change nature, and let nature be used for themselves.

However, such a wonderful existence does not exist now!

Because, this wonderful being is now 'he' alone in the universe...... Apostle!

Yes, 'he' is the apostle.

But he is not an apostle in the ordinary sense.

The apostles who once attacked the earth were all beings of another universe, who came to this world only to reclaim a part of their own world...... Adam, and Lilith. It's like a magnet that still attracts itself after it breaks.

And he is the apostle after the union of the two worlds, the apostle of the new world, and the only apostle!

The former apostles have become part of 'Him' just like human beings.

The only apostle and the only human being.

In this vast, boundless, lonely universe, the only one that can be called alive!

"Is it an honor?" 'He' thought to himself, and then a feeling of what humans call laughter emerged, but that laughter was full of all kinds of complicated feelings: "No wonder my mother would say that she hoped I didn't hate them......"

I don't know when, the appearance of 'he' has changed, no longer a mess, but a human figure. There is a smile on the face that matches the feeling of a smile.

"Seeing other people with the same face as me and making such complex expressions, I wonder if I can make such complex expressions too."

Suddenly, a slightly indifferent, even indifferent voice sounded in the silent and silent universe, making 'he', who was in a complicated mood, stunned for a moment.

Mankind! And humans! There is still a living existence!

The complicated feelings were completely left behind by 'him', and he looked at it with anticipation.

It was a person who made 'him' feel very familiar, but he couldn't remember anything, and he couldn't find any clues after rummaging through the memories given to him by his 'parents'!

That familiarity isn't deceiving, though......

"Easy ...... Mr? ”

"Looks like I'm not completely recycling...... In other words, my existence is itself the cause of your existence, and it is impossible to fully recycle. ”