Chapter 171: Want to Know
Squinting slightly, Gu Feng looked at the girl who breathed a sigh of relief after handing out all the paper balls in the right direction.
There's a strange unpleasantness......
However, it has nothing to do with him.
Gu Feng's gaze crossed his white-gloved hands.
Well......
Placing his hands staggered on the table, it seems that he intends to continue sleeping.
Before Gu Feng closed his eyes, a book with an overall tone of pink appeared in his sight, the style is a coil book that is more commonly used by middle school students, five points larger than a palm, and the pink paper is still sandwiched on the right side of the signature pen used by Gu Feng.
Gu Feng glanced at the girl who handed over the coil book with an expectant face, and didn't say anything, just looked at the contents of the spread out book.
"Gu Feng, can you please talk to me?"
At the bottom right of Juanxiu's handwriting, there is also a girl's signature: Ye Panxia.
"What do you want to ask?"
After writing the words, Gu Feng pushed the coil in the direction of Ye Panxia.
Ye Panxia's reaction felt very fast, as if she didn't dare to slack off, she quickly wrote the words on the coil book, and then handed it to Gu Feng again.
"Gu Feng, you have always given the impression that you are alone, you ...... Do you have any friends?'
With a blank face, Gu Feng replied and wrote:
"Nope."
Ye Panxia took a little longer to respond than before.
"Wouldn't you be afraid of such a person, who has never had someone to rely on? Won't you be lonely?'
Dependent ...... People?
For some reason, Gu Feng sighed, as if he remembered some memories that were not good, but there was no look of frustration in his eyes.
Those people have been gone for many years, and after all, I won't keep the useless emotions of fear and loneliness.
"No, it won't."
"Gu Feng-san, perhaps, I admire you very much...... Of course, I don't mean that, but I just think it's nice to be like you, that's it.'"
"I'm just a person who feels uneasy when no one is around, so I've been desperately trying to get along with my classmates and make friends, but it's just ...... I sometimes wonder if this isn't the right thing to do...... But in the end, I can't stand the feeling of being alone.'"
"Then I can only be confused and troubled all the time, and there is always a lingering sense of loss in my heart, classmate Gu Feng...... Can you please tell me how I can be like you and not rely on anyone, alone...... And where do you live?'
It is easy to see Ye Panxia's thoughts and hesitation between the lines, Gu Feng took every word on the coil book into his sight, did not respond immediately, but cast his eyes out of the window.
For Gu Feng, he has not never seen a girl like Ye Panxia. Although they are all half-, Gu Feng also spent a campus life as a bystander, which can never be called short in terms of time.
He could see much more things than they had always been in the middle of their youth.
Therefore, Gu Feng knows that there are still some unsociable individuals occasionally in human schools: students who do not want to participate in social activities, who disdain to participate in social activities, and who simply say that they appear unsocial because they are shy or self-righteous, but there is also another relatively extreme example.
They are heartily attached to others, they crave friendship, but they rely on the relationship itself rather than the subject of the other, so the most direct consequence is that they cannot establish the right relationship with other people.
Such people may have a lot of friends around them who seem to have a good relationship, but in fact they are not surrounded by friends, but they just circle around the group of people who think they are "friends".
Therefore, no matter how close they are to the crowd, their hearts will still struggle in loneliness, so they will have the idea of "will it be better for a person to live", but they do not know that they are depressed precisely because they have lived in a person's world.
Not seeing through the fact that you are alone, and continuing to move in the direction of a person, will only make yourself more miserable.
There is no need to elaborate on the reasons why Gu Feng became a person, for him, one person is enough to deal with the things he has to face, and it is more efficient.
However, Ye Panxia's natural and ancient style are two completely different existences, and there is no reason for the ancient style of life to be recommended to her, so ......
How do you tell her about this and make her understand what is wrong with her thinking?
Uncle Ben is not good at this kind of thing...... Huh?
Wait a minute, it's not so much bad at it...... Haven't I never done anything like this?
Then again...... Why do I think about such a hypocritical thing now, it obviously has nothing to do with me......
Ye Panxia hadn't retracted his gaze from looking at Gu Feng, and the practice questions on his desk were still in a state of being placed, which was not something that should appear for a senior high school student who should be studying against time.
It's not good to delay someone else's study time...... Is it? What's more, the other party is still a senior in high school.
Gu Feng stretched out his hand and moved the coil book in front of him, paused slightly as if sorting out his thoughts, and began to write some words on it that he didn't know if it would be helpful to Ye Panxia, and pushed it in her direction.
"Ah......
Ye Panxia took the coil book back, and then the first thing he saw was the most conspicuous tone particle at the top of the page.
Keep looking.
"This kind of question related to human social activities, I am really asking the wrong person, young man, human beings are not lone creatures, it is precisely because of their collective action characteristics that the collective society exists, this can be said to be the correct theory that human beings have spent a long time to come up with."
"Therefore, wanting to live alone is in itself an act that goes against the conclusions drawn in the long history of human development, and is undoubtedly wrong, and no matter how tactful, it is not worth recommending a way of life called solitude."
"Of course, it would seem unconvincing to someone like me, but for people, the existence of friends is necessary, after all, the so-called human beings are very weak when they exist alone."
"As long as there is no other individual who is dependent on each other, it will fall on its own, and this is the human being."
"So, don't think about whether a person's lifestyle will suit you, I can tell you definitively, that's not possible. Instead of spending time thinking about these strange things, you should spend more time studying, or ......
"Make a friend who can complain to each other, rely on each other, bear together, quarrel together, and be able to reconcile with each other in the future, a true bosom friend, not just a general friend who just lingers on the surface."
Silent, Ye Panxia spent more time than usual reading these paragraphs, and made a general acquaintance...... Gu Feng's statement is not wrong, even in Ye Panxia's own opinion, what Gu Feng said is extremely correct.
But, but ah...... It is precisely because I don't know what the definition of a bosom friend is, and I don't know how to make a so-called bosom friend, that Ye Panxia is so troubled.
What Gu Feng said, that was something she had known all along, so ...... She didn't want the kind of illusory words that were the same as the so-called true truth, the kind of words that were meaningless.
She knew what he said, and she understood what he said.
She already knew the status quo, and all she wanted was an opportunity to change, and hoped that Gu Feng could answer......
What the hell should I do......
Really...... Doesn't he understand either?
Ye Panxia sighed inaudibly, his eyes were a little dim, and he gently brushed the page with his hand, preparing to close the coil book.
She looked again under the paragraph where the handwriting was somehow blurry, there were traces of writing, but no ink remained.
Thinking of something, Ye Panxia took out a pencil from the drawer and used another piece of white paper to pad it on the page of the coiled book, and began to slide the pencil back and forth on the position where Gu Feng seemed to have written something, blacking it out.
Stopping the movement, Ye Panxia picked up the white paper that had been partially blackened, and carefully identified the handwriting on it.
"After school, something is wrong for you."
…… What do you mean?
Ye Panxia looked at Gu Feng's position for some reason, but found that the guy was lying on the table and asleep again, and there was still a signature pen that he lent him on the corner of the table near his side.
Needless to say, she took her pen back and tried to write it a few times, and sure enough, there was no ink.
Ye Panxia looked at Gu Feng's sleeping posture and wondered in his heart: If it weren't for the lack of ink in the signature pen, what would Gu Feng have written? And then...... Does he know what he really wants to ask?
Saying that Gu Feng can't understand it, that doesn't exist, the young man's mind is just that level, for Gu Feng's bystander-like existence, it is not a difficult thing to understand, he can say a lot of things around that center Ye Panxia wants to hear, but that is useless.
Although Gu Feng occasionally does a lot of seemingly useless things, those things are necessary for Gu Feng to do, because in his opinion, they are not useless.
On the contrary, if the archaic clearly knew that something was meaningless, then ...... Unless someone gives meaning to the matter, the archaic will never do it, but choose to skip it, or replace it with something meaningful, as it is now.
There is no way, Ye Panxia can't wake up Gu Feng at this time and let him answer for himself, before the time for school comes, he can only wait for what he should do.
After Ye Panxia buried her eyes in the practice questions again, Bai Ling, who had been just moving her eyes back and forth between the workbook and the matching answers, stopped moving, and then glanced in the direction of Ye Panxia, what strange thing was this girl with a smile on her lips thinking......
After the bell rang for the end of class, the short ten-minute break did not give the group of senior high school students a chance to go to the bathroom, but it did not give them the afterglow of joy, so although the classroom was full of talk, it was not noisy.
Bai Ling turned around and didn't wake up Gu Feng, but directly said to Gu Feng in a voice that Ye Panxia couldn't hear, "I didn't expect you to be quite a woman...... There are so many girls handing you notes during class, and you and that girl seem to be having a hot fight, do you finally have a plan to cheat? As a man......"
"The more you talk about it, the more outrageous it becomes......"
Gu Feng got up from the table with his dead fish eyes open, and looked at Bai Ling, who seemed to be talking cool words, and replied.
"Don't tell me you don't know who got those notes here......"
"Also, you should know what the concept of women's fate is, right, don't use this strange word on me......"
"The most important thing is that in your head, what kind of concept of cheating will be used by you on me, anyway, I obviously don't even know a few women, okay......"
Gu Feng took a longer time to say a few words that were not too long in a weak tone, but ......
Anyway, are you sleeping, why do you seem to listen to what people are saying word for word, is this the reaction that a sleeping person should have?
"No, no, no...... I'll accept the previous complaints, but I think it's no problem for you to use the word cheating......"
Bai Ling waved his hand and responded to the ancient complaint.
"After all, you're a ...... with a fiancée"
"Huh?"
Gu Feng couldn't help but interrupt Bai Ling's next words with a tone particle, although he wanted to ask, "How do you know!?" But it doesn't seem incomprehensible to think that the Fourteenth Chamber still has a cooperative relationship with that family.
"Am I wrong?"
Bai Ling looked at Gu Feng with empty eyes and asked.
"No...... From an objective standpoint, I can't say you're wrong...... Eh...... But what about ......"
Gu Feng frantically searched his mind for sentences that could be used now, but judging from his heelous feelings, it was not very successful.
"But what?"
Bai Ling took advantage of this to strike the nerves of the ancient style.
"That's not important, why don't we talk about things related to world peace?"
It turns out that the facial nerves of the ancient wind should not be the same as those of normal humans...... The speed of change is very fast, and the ability to forcibly divert the topic is not insignificant, of course, this strength also includes the spiritual level.
"So...... What did you say to the girls in class? ”
Bai Ling was naturally not interested in the direction in which Gu Feng had opened the topic, but she obviously also knew that Gu Feng didn't want the topic related to that marriage contract to continue, so she asked another question.
While satisfying your curiosity, you can also take care of the idea of the ancient style, since it is the ancient style, then this level of things should not be understood, and at the same time, it is not good to refuse to answer your own questions.
"It's just a question about that stinky boy, and I can't say anything meaningful to them based on my understanding of that guy, so the question of 'what was said' is essentially the same as 'world peace', meaningless......"
Although Gu Feng did not evade the question, and the content of the answer was indeed true, it could generally give people the feeling that this guy was talking nonsense, which is probably the pain of talking to this guy itself......
"No, I just want to know what you said to my tablemate......"
What kind of, you guy...... I always feel that Bai Ling's words faintly convey such a meaning, as for who is at the same table in the words, the answer is very obvious, it is naturally Ye Panxia, who is located on the right side of Bai Ling, in the upper right corner of the ancient style.
"Ah...... That's the kind of trouble that ordinary high school students occasionally encounter, but as for what it is, you'll know it when school is over. ”
With empty eyes, Gu Feng's white-gloved hands spread out on both sides to show helplessness, of course, this kind of emotion can never be seen just by looking at the eyes of this product.
"If you have to know now, I can tell you now......"
Gu Feng imitated Bai Ling's tone of speech at noon, and said to Bai Ling.
"So, do you want to know now?"