1831 Ander, the newly infected

Dr. Ender imitated those crazy patients, shuttling through dark corners, crossing flickering street lamps, the shadows under his feet dangling on the walls, like a monster with life, perhaps because of the atmosphere, the scene that should have been extremely familiar was permeated with a sense of strangeness and horror that he had never felt before, and he couldn't help but wonder, did he really work here all along? Even the road he had already traveled during the day would make him feel like he was falling into some kind of unnatural labyrinth at this moment, as if something was or was not human, and the arrangement was subtly changed, so that one could fall into a circle of obstacles. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 Of course, all these delusions aside, Dr. Ender knew very well in his heart that this was the path he had walked countless times, and although it was not like striding through the road as in the daytime, it made no difference to run along the corner.

Dr. Ender's route and direction were assigned by other observers. The target must be inferred from the patient, especially the Takagawa clone, in real time, and in order to ensure a certain degree of safety, it is best to have the path to the target in the line of sight of the observer, so that timely rescue can be carried out in case of emergency. Dr. Ender knew that there were many more people running with him at this moment, but the specific people were also kept to a minimum for the sake of security - just like Dr. Ender himself, at a fixed moment, in a fixed mission, not all the names of those involved in the operation were fully known, and no more than five people made specific exchanges, and no more than eight, including speculation.

Except for these eight people, Dr. Ender was completely unable to determine who was involved in the operation. Of course, this level of information blockade will cause problems for oneself, and it is impossible to be 100 percent sure whether it will cause problems for all those with bad intentions, but even if it causes trouble for itself, it must be done - such a decision, in Dr. Ender's opinion, also proves how much pressure he is under as a people.

This kind of pressure is not declared, but it will turn into a sense of suffocation that can be experienced, produce a natural fear of emotion, make the thinking biased, to get some conclusions that seem unbelievable in ordinary times, and lead to unusual behaviors and judgments, the more in-depth thinking, to analyze the details, the more frightened I feel, like an invisible noose, has strangled my neck, in the usual ignorance and insensibility, it has begun to contract, and when I feel it, it seems to be irreparable.

Dr. Ander is consciously sober, but psychoanalytically, he cannot be 100% sure that he is awake, that what he is doing, and that the direction in which he is thinking is 100% correct. Just as he was running on the road at this time, when facing the fear that hit him in the intertwining of light and shadow, there was an occasional moment that made him regret that he was not an idiot who had done such an act that he would not normally think about or scoff at in the past.

Leaving aside whether the action is correct or not, is there no stupid element in such an action? He will also feel that he is doing something stupid, that he may be acting right, but that the manner of action and the details of his action are very stupid and ridiculous, and yet, in the next moment, he will also put this self-deprecation behind him - only this, which he thinks is absolutely right, and since he has done it, there is no turning back, and there is no turning back.

From time to time, the pager came with vibrations and instructions, and sometimes, the timing of the transmission was not good. Dr. Ander was hiding in a dark corner, but the door not far away was smashed by the patient with something, and even worse, I don't know if some induction was triggered, not only more patients converged, but a light that had been extinguished on the side suddenly began to flicker, although the flickering stopped for a second or so, but it made Dr. Ander feel that he had been exposed.

What are you afraid of? Are those patients who go crazy? Are those Takakawa clones full of doubts? Or is it the secret behind them? Or the lurkers who don't know if they're still watching? Perhaps even more frightening are the awful but indescribable conditions implied by all the trends that have unfolded in this hospital? Something terrible has happened, something terrible is happening, and it is precisely because I can't be sure what kind of terrible thing it is, but I can feel it happening, so my heart beats so violently.

Even though the mad patients made cacophony for a long time on this terrible night, Dr. Ender felt so quiet that his heart was beating terribly. He hid in a hall with a door opened, but he couldn't remember when it was opened, for what reason, whether he forgot to close the door or was there something else going on? The confusion came out suddenly after entering the door, and he could have turned around and left, but because more figures passed by the door, he felt that the outside of the door was more terrifying than the inside, so he retracted back into the door.

There was no light in the hall, and the pager began to vibrate again, like a frightening box, keeping his spirit at peace. Tonight's night seems darker than ever, the island is far away from the world, there is very little pollution, and beautiful starry skies can often be seen, however, there is very little starlight tonight. Rather, even if the clouds were blown away, it would not make people feel that it was a clear night.

Maybe it's psychological? Dr. Ender felt that the starlight was decreasing - not less than usual, but a dynamic process of diminishing.

However, the place inside the door near the window unexpectedly appears brighter than the outside of the door, and perhaps placed in other wonderful illusions, it produces a solemn and quiet beauty, but in such a frightening moment, it produces a stronger sense of disobedience. Why is it so bright? Dr. Ender can't answer that question.

He traveled all the way, saw things along the way, and felt along the way, breeding too many whys, but he couldn't find a definite answer. From the perspective of self-psychological analysis, it is more like a self-deceptive terror effect, making those things that were once familiar suddenly unfamiliar.

Dr. Ender shook his head, he didn't want to be stuck in a dead end, he should have more to get his mind spinning than to think about the horrible hallucinations.

The light that came from the windows came out of nowhere, and left a large shadow on the opposite wall, and it seemed that the figures of all those who passed through the windows would appear on that wall, in a huge, elongated and distorted appearance, not like a man, but like a monster. As the voice approached and fartched, Dr. Ender became more and more nervous. Darkly, he had a feeling that he didn't seem to need a pager, too

Knowing where to go, a vague but existing direction is calling to him, and the unspeakable anomaly also fills that direction with a fatal sense of crisis.

Occasionally, at a glance, Dr. Ander felt that he had seen something, and although he could not determine the specific image of the thing, the name "Takakawa" immediately appeared in Takakawa's heart. Is it a Takakawa clone? Ambush here? No, it's not correct to say that there is an ambush, it's more like he's been here all along, and he rushed in. How long had he been staring at this? The myriad of questions was like boiling hot porridge, which made Dr. Ender's mind a little vague for a while. He came to his senses in the next moment, and once again felt that something was wrong.

I shouldn't be such an impetuous person, and my current thinking is not conducive to making wise judgments. Dr. Ander was so sure of this that he had a feeling that "it seemed as if some kind of force was invading his brain."

All in all, everything was so weird - it wasn't so weird when I first started.

Dr. Ender wanted to run away immediately, but he still forced his fear and quietly moved his steps. Then, suddenly, he kicked something, echoing in the silent hall set off by the movement outside the door and the light and shadow inside the door, and it was like a hammer hitting his head, making his complicated thoughts suddenly go blank. He felt his calf muscles stiffen, but his body couldn't help but run up involuntarily, and he couldn't help but look back at the place where the figure that seemed to be Takakawa's clone was, where there was nothing left. And so an even stronger sense of fear came out.

Dr. Ender remembered the pager, and felt that the device that was supposed to guide him had not moved for a long time, and yet, when he touched it unconsciously, he could feel that it was vibrating violently—a vibration that could have been transmitted from his waist even if he had not touched it, but something had prevented him from feeling it. Touching its vibration at this point gave Dr. Ender the illusion that it was shaking even more violently than before, as if it was warning something.

Dr. Ender told himself that this frightening, strange and strange thing was nothing more than his own delusion, but his nerves and muscles kept calling, and it seemed that even his own heart doubted this conclusion. This psychological change surprised Dr. Ander as well as the absurdity that he seemed to suddenly begin to believe in ghosts, as a scientific researcher who did not believe in God. However, no matter how much he thought, how he tried to analyze his thoughts, and how he tried to use psychology to guide his emotions, he could not correct the trembling of his body and the direction of his thinking—it was like a more instinctive, something that had never been controlled in the human body suddenly burst into a strong sense of existence.

It's a feeling that there is something deep within the human self that doesn't belong to the human being and the self, and it's about to move.

Dr. Ander's face was red, and he didn't think about where he had gone, but felt his body burn, and he felt as confused as he had when he had a cold and fever. He stumbled on his feet and fell to the ground, but instinctively climbed a few more steps forward before he gasped in horror and looked behind him.

There is nothing there.

There were no patients intent on attacking him, no Takagawa clones, no demons and monsters, and the lights and shadows full of ominous ominous omins were standing quietly and normally under the night sky. The only thing that could be connected to the horror of the previous experience was the gloom of the deep night sky and the starlight that was full of a sense of vanishing.

Dr. Ender only felt that all the strength of his body leaked out with his rapid breathing, and he couldn't stand up for a long time. He subconsciously touched the pager on his waist, and the vibration stopped at some point.

When he came back to his senses, he looked around, where was he? As he thought so, his back suddenly loosened, and the wall that had been supporting his body seemed to disappear suddenly. He couldn't help but fall backwards, the intense convulsions made him feel like his heart was almost stopping, but he realized that the place he was in was not ordinary.

In an ordinary place, there is no such a secret door disguised as a wall - it is not inside the building, but in the corner of a certain building, and the ingenious structure makes this small space that can only stand on the three people become a visual blind spot, difficult to be noticed. It was as if he had stumbled into this place without thinking in a panic - Dr. Ender could not fully accept this explanation, and he remembered the sense of guidance that had been in the dark before, as if to imply that he had come here because he had accepted it in fear and unconsciousness.

Dr. Ender scrambled to his feet, leaving aside the doubts in his mind, and observing the open path in front of him. The pitch-black road surface is hidden in darkness ten meters away, and it is impossible to see anything further with the naked eye, but in the darkness that makes people reverie, it releases the temptation to go deep into the heart, and people can't help but explore.

What will be inside? Staring into the darkness ahead, Dr. Ander felt that there was something staring at him in the darkness, that there was nothing in front of him, and that he was not in the wrong place.

Yes, although there are a lot of things that are wrong in the process, the result should be that you have found the target entrance as expected. This is certainly one of the entrances to the secret base of those who are lurking. The significance of the location of this secret door is simply obvious.

For the first time, Dr. Ander took out the miniature flashlight he had prepared from his pocket, pressed the switch, and the clearly visible pillar of light shot straight ahead, however, the pillar of light only advanced about twenty meters before it diffused to the point where only a slight outline could be seen. As far as the eye could see, it was a very flat road, with no strange places, and the style was consistent with the hospital building outside, as if in fact, I was just walking into an emergency escape passage that was not used in a normal building.

Dr. Ender took a few deep breaths, and he didn't think he was really just entering a normal building. He couldn't tell what was waiting for him in front of him, or if the other person knew he was here. He could only keep walking until he saw something, or something found him.